chapter 94 remember or not
He looked at me for a while, with a jealous and forbearance expression. I thought he would slap me in the face. Unexpectedly, he just put the remaining bowl in his hand on the table, leaned forward and gently hugged me, "baby, don't cry. It's okay... I admit that I have treated you as me and I have not treated you as him. Don't cry. Now that you have decided to be together, don't cry, don't make trouble, don't think about him.
Chen Yi, what the hell are you doing? What makes you change me so much in such a short time? No, it seems that you have always done this to me. Maybe you have seen your bad deeds and ignored your carefulness. I thought I could believe you, and I believed that I could believe you, but from the past, I still doubt your purpose, especially at this time.
Why do I think you are hypocritical?! Honey, what should I do? I suddenly feel that the good world is fake. I have no one to rely on. When I wake up or what I do in my dream are all illusions. What should I do?! How can I get rid of it? Is this the fate that I am destined to be like this for the rest of my life?
There are extreme thoughts in my mind. It's better for me to die.
Yes, you have treated me as yourself and not as him. But I may also think of you as myself. I won't think of you as him. So I say this, only you in the world will treat me as you, and only the world will treat you as me. No one is more suitable for me and no one is more suitable for you. But why do you hold a Li Luo that makes us helpless in the process? I think we didn't meet him from the beginning, and the ending was good. Do you believe it?
Chen Yi, I really can't stand you looking at me like this and gently saying these words that move me. I'm still more used to you holding all kinds of women in front of me and saying hello to me. Your words are so intimate that it seems that you are successful and I'm at a loss to satisfy your kind of evil psychology. Because of this, I am still sure to see through half of my mind. Now you really make me very confused.
I don't want to struggle with these problems, but it's difficult for us to pretend that we don't know too much.
But at this point, what else can I do? No one can help me figure it out. Even if I ask Baidu on QQ, it can't give me an accurate answer.
So, what should I do?!
So, I can only continue. I have decided to stay. What else can I do?
Do you also think I'm like a madman...
Slowly, my mood also stabilized, and my hands climbed on his back and hugged him, "Chen Yi, is it just because I'm Zheng Ai? If Qian Rui was playing the role next to Li Luo before, Su Su, Xiao Xue or An Qi and your non-mainstream sisters, would you persuade me to be as gentle as you hold me now... Is it just because of Zheng Ae Li, the person who ran with you in a wedding dress on a winter night, you can't do it with anyone else, right?
"Baby, I know you are smart and have the answer in your heart. Why do you need me to make him so clear about this ugly question? He gradually put his fingers up on my hair, and his five fingers were inserted into the hair. I knew it was his habit and he liked to touch my hair.
"Then why don't you lie to me? You don't know that I should listen to lies now."
"But baby, if I tell you now, the answer as you wish is only because you are Zheng A Li, not Qian Rui is Su Su, Xiaoxue or love, and other beautiful or ugly women I have come into contact with. Only because you are you, I will do this to you. Do you believe it? If it were me, I wouldn't believe it. You said that you can't lie to yourself. Even if I tell those lies, it's useless and won't have any real effect. It's other women. As long as they have played the role you used to play, I will still treat them like this, no different from you.
I smiled, and tears flowed to the corners of my mouth. "Sure enough, my speculation generally does not deviate, because I'm too smart hahaha... Just like when you called Li Luo the other day, I guessed it was you. Xiao Yi asked me again and again that it was Xiao Xue who was making trouble behind my back. Qian Rui has always hated that I haven't given up for a day. I can always guess how smart I am... But what should I do? I really don't want to guess right anymore. I'm tired."
"You have to listen to me. This sentence is true. If it were someone else, I'm sure I wouldn't love her in the future.
"You may not love me in the future, will you? You can't even do it yourself. Why insist on asking me to do it, baby, it's unfair. His voice was slow and slow, lingering in my ears. I felt that it was simply a magic sound, which eroded my original thoughts little by little. After listening to it for a long time, I will forget how to think, and gradually become extremely dull.
"The word fair is designed to be a fart! Well, aside from fairness, if I say that I like you now..."
He interrupted me in the most gentle tone, "I like you too, I can swear."
"Haha, Chen Yi. How cheap is your preference? Do you want me to make it clear? You are too fraternal. As long as you don't hate it, you can call it like, right? Just like all kinds of women you take home every day, you also like them. If you don't like them, you can tolerate them sleeping beside you. What's the difference between you saying you like me and liking them?! But do you know that Zheng Ae Li is different from you? I won't easily say whether I like him or not, but when I really say it, it means that I'm serious. Although I once wondered why I would say the word I like to you, I really don't know who else I can say these two words to in this period of time except you. Is it Li Luo? That's impossible. Normally, you are the type of man I hate most. You are no different from those Internet celebrities on the Internet. Copper bell's big eyes cut the same sharp chin. The most important thing is the flower heart. In addition to the specialty of picking up girls, the mouth is full of inexplicable words, not to mention that the most important thing is a dead gay. But I'd rather believe that this is fate, destined, so no matter how annoying it is, I can't escape.
He smiled softly in my ear, and I seemed to see his face when he was smiling. "Don't say that, I will be under pressure. In fact, to tell you the truth, the type I hate most is also yours. In the past, when I knew that when I was with you, I also wondered whether he was brain-damaged or was drugged by you. Obviously, nothing has given you any great trauma, but you have to pretend to look like a cold shit with your virgin face. I especially hate that when you talk, every nonsense comes to the point, and it is full of your post-90s non-mainstream Tide language. When sending messages, you always add some Martian and non-mainstream symbols that I can't understand. The most important thing is that you ignore other people's expressions. Just like when I saw you when I was shooting a film with you, you gave me the feeling that we are all grass people. You are a high-ranking snowflake goddess dragon is solemn and inviolable. In your eyes, only you are the most beautiful, fashionable and cutest woman. Do you think it's too much for the mainstream sister to replace the first name and last name?
After listening to his words, I just had a gloomy heart and immediately burned a bright flame...
The invincible Thunderbolt pushed him far away. Nima, who do you think is not the mainstream? Your whole family is non-mainstream and gay!!!
He shrugged his shoulders and spread out his hands. "If I had known that you would be angry, I was not angry when you just said that. After all, it's still the little sister..."
"Hey, hey, hey, I said that yours is realistic, okay? What do you mean by me? Non-mainstream?!!! You are still killing Matt!!! Snowflake Goddess Dragon, can't you have a good metaphor? You have to make up the old TV series. I'd rather be Liu Hong than the snowflake goddess dragon!!! Go to hell. Look, you don't look like Meng Dan now. Meng Dan is uglier than Liu Qing!!!" Meng Dan, Liu Qing and Liu Hong are from our lovely "Princess Pearl")
With that, I was energetic again. I jumped up from ** and was ready to hit him with a pillow, but the pain under my feet forced me to stop and pretended to be dead.
He made an expression of sudden enlightenment, "Oh, if you go crazy in the future, I will say that your shortcomings stimulate you, which is really a good way."
Xiaoyi also came back at this time, threw the Band-Aid to me** and asked Chen Yi, "Is my sister well? Is she still crazy? If you don't control her, you'd better change to Jian Shuo. I think that boy still has two things to do.
By the way, Jian Shuo-0- It seems that he can only hide from him again.
"You're talking nonsense." Xiaoming glanced at Zhang Xun confidently and said, "Hurry up and get your feet ready, and I'll get your examination report."
I am. He tore off the band-aid and carefully pasted it on the small scratched wound at his feet. There are three wounds, one of which is very deep. My feet still hurt a little after sticking them. I looked at the wound on my foot and was stunned for a while. I felt that it really echoed the wound on my wrist, ah ha ha ha ha...
But A Li, why do you treat yourself like this and make yourself full of scars. Do you feel good?
Seeing that I had done it properly, Chen Yi opened the door and went out. Only Xiaoyi and I were left in the ward. Xiaoyi took out his mobile phone to look at the time and said to me, "Sister Su Su just called and asked when you would you take time to go to the detention center to see the woman?"
By the way, there is another important thing here, but it really takes courage to see Xiaoxue. If she really destroys herself in revenge as I thought, I'm afraid that I will completely collapse the moment I see her.
But, can't you go? No, right, it's better to avoid it. Then give me some time to think about it.
"Just tell her that I'm in the hospital first. I haven't thought about it yet. Let's wait until I think about it."
He nodded a little, took out his mobile phone and did it for a while.