Chapter 30
Xiao Song is at least a person who has experienced storms. Although he was depressed for half a day after this incident, he soon thought about it. I just wanted to open it, but I didn't figured it out. Mediocrity refers to people like her, and a good life is used to think nonsense. His mind is too mixed, but he can't find his most real heart. He swings left and right in front of a decision and can't make up his mind. However, at this point, it was in vain to say anything, and her heart was still confused after all. The best way now is to let this matter coldly first. After so many years of getting along, although she is a little heartless and doesn't care about many things, she is not a hard-hearted person after all. Although this little apprentice is a little silent, and sometimes his eyes are slightly aggressive and gloomy, he has always been filial and considerate to her. If It's impossible to say that there is no emotion at all.
Xiao Song sometimes thinks that if there is such a smart, talent and very filial apprentice, it is actually a good and worry-free thing, not only for her, but also for the Ziqing school. Although she does not have a particularly strong sense of responsibility for the Ziqing faction, at least she will not sacrifice her life for the glory of the faction - in fact, thanks to Master Xiao Luofeng for not putting too much burden on her, so that she can live so freely now... If Xiao Luofeng had any expectations of her at the beginning, Xiao Song doesn't know if he can live so happily now. But if the Ziqing faction is good, she is naturally very happy - she has not forgotten that she is the head of the Ziqing faction, although she does not always remember it.
Fortunately, she met such an apprentice; unfortunately, this apprentice was not pure in her mind.
Sure enough, there is no perfect way in the world. Fish and bear paws cannot be obtained at the same time. There are gains and losses, and it is difficult to achieve both.
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The best way to cool down a thing is to completely avoid it and be blind. Xiao Song felt in a trance that he had lived a little too much sunset in this life. After staying in the Ziqing School for decades, the number of scattered down the mountain did not add up to more than 20 fingers, and every time he went down the mountain was not to have a meal, but to buy some words. The purpose was really vulgar, and the process was quite vulgar. The result is more vulgar and unbearable. At least she is also a beauty. Although she said that she has always been very low-key, this does not stop the fact that she is a beauty... At least Jixiang Town is also a lively place for people to come and go, but she has been a calm wife several times down the mountain, and she has been so smooth that people can't bear to look directly at it. She has never met it once. Incidents of being rude... Sure enough, novels are all deceptive. How can there be so many accidents in reality... Many accidents are inevitable.
A person's life is so short for dozens of years. Now that I think about it, although Xiao Song is alive, it seems a pity to stay in the Ziqing faction all his life. I haven't made up my mind to go out before, but this is a good catalyst. She can probably make a decision.
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Xiao Song had an idea in his heart and soon began to deal with this matter. She estimated that if nothing happened, there should be no problem for this body to live another 30 or 40 years... The possibility of an accident was selectively ignored by her. In the next 30 or 40 years, she had plenty of time to swim in the mountains and enjoy the rest of her life... She squinted. Although her life felt a little like a farce, and it was quite bleak and failed to think about it carefully, fortunately, her adaptability was not bad. Looking back, it was actually not bad. Where to go... Not to mention the quality of life, she still earned the length of life... right?
Why is there a very sad feeling?
It must be an illusion! Illusion!
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As the head of a faction, she will never leave any explanation. Such a thing as leaving the burden will never happen to Xiao Song. She has always been a good girl who is very serious about protecting her family. Since the Ziqing faction is her, she will naturally take good care of it... If it's not for the special situation now, she actually doesn't want to go out at a long age. The heart of her old arms and legs can't stand the toss... As for the above-mentioned things like playing in the mountains and rivers, increasing the quality of life are all nonsense to comfort herself. In fact, a lazy otaku like her can live well by giving her an acre of land. No matter how good the outside world is, she also prefers the feeling of squatting in her dog kennel... The otaku doesn't like to move and fall! In fact, she is really easy to raise, but... fate plays tricks on people.
Generally speaking... it's all caused by Xiao Qiu!
But she also blames herself for not being mentally strong...
So both sides are wrong.
Except for Xiao Song, the head who is not in charge at all, the ten-thousand-year-old second son of the Ziqing faction is undoubtedly Uncle Li, the housekeeper of Li. Although Uncle Li is very old now, he is old and strong, the golden gun does not fall, and the treasure knife is not old... In short, it is still very durable. Xiao Song, the second-in-command, is very trustworthy. What's more, he has been watching her grow up since he was a child. The relationship between the two is second only to Xiao Luofeng and her master-apprentice... Even if she usually looks like a businessman in front of outsiders, outsiders really can't see any closeness between the two, but in private Miss Xiao Song is still very close to this old man. Except for some private things that can't be said, she always discussed other things with the old man at the first time... So after making up her mind, she gently told her thoughts as soon as Uncle Li came to report on her work.
She is so euphemistic →_→ "Uncle Li, I want to go out for a walk, and the Ziqing faction will be handed over to you."
Uncle Li felt bad at that time, as if a bolt came over from the blue. At that time, he split his old bone: "..." Girl, what are you going to do?!
Xiao Song told himself, "After I leave, Yu Lan and Xiao Qiu will stay in the sect to assist Uncle Li. You don't have to worry, Uncle Li."
Don't worry... Don't worry about ghosts!" Master, this kind of joke is not good!"
"I'm not kidding..." When she didn't put on the shelf of the head of the family, Miss Xiao Song was still very respected in front of the housekeeper Li... Especially now that she has a demand for others. Miss Xiao Song said that she could still act like a little girl when necessary without pressure... After all, Uncle Li Ji Da was angry. If he was angry with her, who would be the housekeeper for her? Uncle Li, you have watched me grow up since I was a child, and now I'm not young, but I have never been to the foot of the mountain to practice..." The girl began to pretend to be pitiful. The outside world is so prosperous that I can only stay in this deep mountains and have no chance to see it..."
Uncle Li: "..." Girl, don't think that I didn't know that you secretly went down the mountain to buy a storybook ←_←!
Xiao Song sadly wiped a handful of tears that did not exist at all: "Uncle Li, you see, I'm also a half-earthed person. If I don't take advantage of this time to go out for a walk, I'm afraid I will leave regret in the future. Uncle Li, you can understand me, can't you?"
Uncle Li: "..." Girl, hey, he said in front of his whole body who was about to be grounded, saying that he was afraid of leaving regrets or something. Is it really a big man?!
Xiao Song continued to work hard: "Uncle Li, you know, although I am the head of the Ziqing School, the person who manages the Ziqing School has always been Uncle Li. Uncle Li is really hardworking, and the master must be very gratified... I believe that whether I am here or not, Uncle Li, you can manage the Ziqing School very well, right? Yes?"
Uncle Li pulled a goatee: "Girls don't have to wear a high hat for the old slave. The old slave can't afford it."
"Uncle Li, don't be so modest. If you can't afford it, no one from the Ziqing faction can afford it." Xiao Song rarely flattered, "Uncle Li, Uncle Li, you love Xia'er the most... You will promise Xia'er, right?"
Uncle Li: "..." Girl, where is your cold and noble image?!
couldn't stop Xiao Song's grinding. Uncle Li finally softened, but his goatee twitched. Obviously, he was still not happy: "When is the head girl going to come back?"
Xiao Song was silent. I really haven't thought about such a profound question...
Uncle Li was immediately out of good, "Isn't the girl going to leave this mess and run away?"
It's a mess or something, really don't go too much! How come?" Xiao Songqiang smiled and said, "The fallen leaves will return to their roots, and the fox will die. I, Xiao Xiasheng, am a member of the Ziqing faction, and my death is a dead person of the Ziqing faction. How can I never return? Uncle Li, don't worry, even if I die, I will definitely come back.
Uncle Li immediately stared at her: "What depressing words! Pooh! What's immortal! If you die like this again, don't go out for the rest of your life!"
Xiao Song was stunned and quickly reacted with some surprise, "Uncle Li, do you agree?"
"Who said that!"
Xiao Song couldn't help bending his eyebrows: "Uncle Li, you can rest assured that a good person will live a safe life. I will turn bad luck into good luck and be at peace with each other. It will be seven or eight years, or a year or two, and I will be back soon..."
Why does this sentence have an unreliable feeling? Good people or something ←_←!
Uncle Li immediately blew his beard and stared: "What? Seven or eight?!"
Xiao Song's land ceded compensation: "... those six or seven years?"
Uncle Li continued to stare.
Xiao Song's black line, but he refused to compromise: "...Uncle Li, I'm going to practice. If you always want to run home during the training, what kind of experience is it?"
"You shouldn't have gone to that kind of labor experience! The big girl didn't want you to carry forward and revitalize the Ziqing School. It's enough to live happily. Why do you still toss yourself like this?
Xiao Song could no longer maintain his face paralysis and cried with a sad face: "I..." I don't want to!
The two were silent, and neither of them said anything. For a long time, Uncle Li was the first to compromise and sighed, "Girl, if you really want to practice outside, it's not impossible... It's just that you have to promise Uncle Li to bring a man back next time you come back."
Xiao Song: "..."
"Girl, it's time for you to get into a family." Uncle Li sighed, "What the eldest girl wants to see most in her life is that you can marry a good man, have a child, and live happily. You are also old and young now. If you were another girl, you would have been a child's grandmother at this age... Isn't a woman looking for a good man and taking care of her husband and children in her life? Girl, don't disagree, that is, how did those famous chivalrous women indulge in the world when they were young? In the end, they all found a man to marry? At least it's an old company. It's really pitiful and lonely to be alone. This is a woman's destiny, which cannot be changed. You are a unique girl, and you won't marry when you are old. The old slave used to think that you had to find a true love like those little girls to put out that thought, but girl, look at yourself, you don't want to go anywhere in the room all day long... Hey... Girl, you can go out. Even if there is true love, that true love can't run to the girl's room. Except for those who will run in The worthless servants are some bad-intentioned intruders. How can they be a good match? What's more, girl, you have set up so many arrays at the door of the house. Ordinary true love has been trapped in the array for a long time, and there are no scum left... It's not Uncle Li who said you, girl, you are really too wayward."
Xiao Song, who was crowned with the big hat of 'too wayward': "..." Uncle Li is so sharp! Why does she have the illusion of being smashed in the glass heart? Why does she still have an ecstasy feeling of wanting to cry to death?
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Uncle Li nagging a little. After all, he still loved Xiao Song. Although he was reluctant, he still let Xiao Song go out. This little girl he has seen since he was a child is not old, but her fate is very bad, which is really pitiful... Well, let's indulge her completely while he can still indulge her. The big girl has a spirit in heaven and will agree with his decision.
"When are you going to travel?"
Xiao Song tilted his head and thought for a moment, "This is not urgent. Let's do it at the end of summer for the time being." She is not stupid enough to go out on this hot summer day, and the cliff is going to suffer. Especially the conditions outside are not as good as those of the Ziqing School. If the environment is really so bad, it is impossible for her to run back as soon as she went out... Even if she doesn't want to admit it anymore, she has to recognize a fact that she has been spoiled for many years. She has not been the rough man Xiao Song in those years... It's difficult to go from luxury to thrift!
She also asked: "Uncle Li, don't reveal this matter... I don't want Yu Lan and Xiao Qiu to know before I leave."
Uncle Li wondered, "Why is this?"
Xiao Song put his hand on his forehead and was a little sad: "I have always treated them as my own children, and they must be the same..."
"...Girl, don't underestimate yourself. Although the old slave said that you are not young, you really don't look that old."
The corners of Xiao Song's mouth twitched: "..." = convex =! Just look?
Oh, her young bird! Gone and no return~~
No, isn't it? Is it really appropriate to say such a thing at this time?!
Xiao Song simply acted coquettishly: "In a word, in the rest of these days, I don't want the two of them to affect their mood because of this news... Uncle Li, you have to keep it a secret for me and never reveal it. Uncle Li promised me!" If it leaks... I don't know if Xiao Qiu will let her go so talkatively? If Xiao Qiu can be open-hearted, she doesn't have to leave... In fact, she really doesn't like survival in the wild! I'm afraid that it won't... And now she doesn't seem to have the courage to have a good talk with Xiao Qiu teenager. There is absolutely no reconciler in this Ziqing faction... After all, one less person can know this really glorious thing.
Xiao Song closed his eyes. Forget it, it's better to do less than one more thing.
Then it's decided so happily!
Miss Xiao Song opened her big eyes and lost her integrity: "Uncle Li, you love me the most. You will definitely promise me, okay?"
"Okay, the old slave promised, absolutely shut up and don't reveal a word. Are you satisfied?"
In fact, although Uncle Li usually doesn't seem to be reliable, he is actually a reliable human who doesn't explain... Since he agreed, Xiao Song is not afraid that the news will be leaked from Uncle Li to Xiao Qiu.
Xiao Song was in a good mood and smiled: "Satisfied, Uncle Li is the best!"
Uncle Li couldn't bear to look directly away... Girl, your dignified and noble image! Pay attention to maintenance!
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Run away from home... Ah, no, it should be the most important thing to prepare for foreign practice? Thinking about those years, Yu Lan teenager once prepared items for Xiao Qiu teenager to go out to practice, a huge burden that people couldn't bear to look at... Now that I think about it, I still feel very happy. Now she still remembers Xiao Qiu's slightly weak body when he carried such a big burden, which is simply not too discordant!
If she hadn't known that Yu Lan was really short of muscle, she would have thought he was deliberately talking to Xiao Qiu!
Xiao Song naturally won't make himself look so stupid... Such a big burden is inconvenient to carry, and the target is too big and easy to be robbed. For Xiao Song, the things to bring when traveling are the simplest, and there are only three things: copper, silver and tickets. With these three things, what can't you buy? The premise is that you don't go to the wilderness where there is no village and no store.
In addition, necessary self-defense items are indispensable, such as daggers, machetes... and poisons. It happens that Xiao Song has all of them. In the next three months, she just needs to be responsible for streamlining out this pile of things and picking out what she can bring.
Although three months seems to be abundant, in fact, it's not... She gets lazy when the weather is hot, and she doesn't have much time to wake up. Who has time to pack up and fall! And although she is a shopkeeper and basically hasn't made any contribution to the Ziqing faction, this does not mean that she is a complete loser... Before leaving, she still has to check the formation of the Ziqing faction to prevent those criminals from coming up the mountain.