Chapter 49

Xiao Song feels that her life is not as good as death... Well, this may be an exaggeration. After all, for her, who has died several times, nothing is more terrible than death. But even if she enjoys a living life more, she feels that such endless days of hopelessness are very hopeless.

Xiao Qiu is really like he said, as if she is trapped in ** torture... In fact, it is not torture. He did not abuse her. On the contrary, he is very gentle... This is also the only point that Xiao Song can be happy about so far. No matter how hopeless she was, she finally didn't suffer. Otherwise, she really doesn't know if she has the courage to continue to live. For her, if living is more painful than death, she should die. Although she doesn't want to die, death is no longer a particularly horrible thing for her.

However, Xiao Song doesn't like his gentleness... that kind of gentleness with madness. Compared with the hopelessness of the future, Xiao Qiu's dead water appearance made her feel more desperate... His despair simply drove her!

Xiao Song felt that she was really a cold-blooded animal. Compared with Xiao Qiu, she was so cold-blooded that she even wanted to spit on herself. She doesn't understand why a person can be so painful and desperate for a child who hasn't even grown up? Especially the child is not pregnant with him... He just gave an irrelevant seed... How many people don't care that their seeds grow into one in other women's stomachs... cough. Will she say that she thought of Duan Zhengchun?

In Xiao Song's view, there may be many conscientious mothers, because they are suffering from pregnancy in October and have deep feelings for their children. However, there are actually many fathers who are about to die. How can they love them deeply?

Anyway, if Xiao Qiu treats her like this for the sake of her child, then if she clears the matter and solves the misunderstanding, there will be no problem... right?

The miscarriage was really an accident. Xiao Song didn't want to explain it at the beginning. It's really not her style to suffer for an inexplicable reason. It's better to explain it clearly. Misunderstanding is one of the most annoying things. She is not the heroine of the sadistic romance drama. Is it because of a trivial matter that she can't tell why she is entangled in love and kill each other until the end of the play?

Unfortunately, Xiao Song thought very well, but the reality was not as good as she thought. She has never been able to find a good chance to speak well.

The medicine that leaves people only have lingering power. She is weak and sleepy. In addition, she is forced to carry out high-intensity exercise every day, and it can't be ended by her shouting "Yan butterfly"! The direct result is that when she is basically awake during the day, her bones seem to be scattered and have always been muddle-headed. When eating, she would be a little sober, but not long after eating, she was no longer sober again... She also realized that it seemed that Xiao Qiu probably didn't want to hear what she said.

Every time she wants to explain, he interrupts her with practical actions and forces her to exercise high-intensity regardless of her wishes... Once or twice is an accident, too many times... She is not an ignorant fool!

Xiao Song once even broke the jar and wanted to shout out those words that were held in her heart directly... Unfortunately, she couldn't roar out in the end... And on that day, Xiao Qiu seemed to be much more rude than usual... Later, she hurt for a long time and really did it. The strength of the finger is gone.

As for whether Xiao Qiu deliberately doesn't want to hear her explanation or refuses her cruel words... That's not something Xiao Song will think about.

Xiao Song still remembered to explain this at the beginning, but she was interrupted many times, and she gradually didn't remember... Maybe she was frustrated and lazy, and she was no longer so persistent about explaining things. In fact, anyway, she still wanted to kill the child... As for suddenly wanting to leave the child, she also wanted to try that idea with Xiao Qiu... Probably a lonely old woman's sudden convulsion. Unfortunately, God didn't give her a chance to continue to draw the wind. After such a wind, she fell on her most proud light kung fu... Sure enough, she had no fate with the child in her life. To put it bluntly, except for a little sadness and sadness, isn't she not without a trace of happiness? Are you glad that this accident made her complete?

So, what else can you explain? Don't explain anything!