Chapter 56
For this unexpected child, Xiao Song decided to leave it after hesitating for a moment. Although she is in good health, she is still old. If she misses this one again, she doesn't feel that she can conceive another one. In fact, she has no obsession with children, let alone have to give birth to a baby and play anything. The concept of succession is too far away for her. As for raising children to prevent old age... Personally, I don't think there is such a need for such a large Ziqing school to back up. Even without the Ziqing faction, it is not so difficult to support herself with her skills, but it is inconvenient to move slowly in the future. If you want to live well, it is probably impossible to be as comfortable as before. Of course, it's not too tragic. Xiao Song is still very confident about this... Although no one knows where her confidence comes from?
Xiao Song really rarely sees a few examples of raising children who can really prevent old age. When she sees too many old people, her heart is cold. It's okay for girls. The more they get, the more they fall in love with their homes, but it's a pity that the water spilled out by the married daughter is really not unreasonable. As for boys... their rebellion extends from puberty to death, and few are considerate of their parents. It's not that they don't love their parents, it's just their nature~~ There's nothing they can do.
Filial piety is a rare virtue, but unfortunately, there is no specific educational method that can educate absolute filial piety. There is often a rebellion under the stick, which shows the force majeure and uncertainty. Xiao Song felt that he was not so confident in educating a child... Look at how she taught Xiao Qiu o(╯□╰)o! It can be seen that she really has no talent for educating people... Don't be tireless. It's time to burn incense and worship Buddha.
However, in accordance with the principle of "I'm lucky, I lost my life", if there is no child, Miss Xiao Song is like this, and she doesn't feel anything missing; but if the child comes, she will be like that, and it won't matter if she stays. It's no wonder she really wants to get rid of it, and there is a kind of rush to do something wrong. For her, even if she really raises a child, it will not interfere with her peaceful life... If you don't believe it, please refer to the growth history of Yulan and Xiao Qiuyou←_←! Even if this baby is different from Yu Lan and Xiaoqiu, it crawls out of her stomach and has a layer of blood relationship. Xiao Song also feels that she won't be much different from it... Well, it's just that she thinks so now. Only then did the ghost know whether she would become an unreasonable mother when she had a child in the future!
If nothing strange is possessed by her, there should be no such terrible possibility... right?
No matter what will happen in the future, at least from the past to the present, this girl still holds an indestructible concept: if you love others three points, you have to keep seven points to love yourself. Girls have to love themselves. Because of this point of view, she has been since childhood, but whenever someone asks her if she wants to marry someone she loves or loves her in the future, this girl has never hesitated to choose someone who loves her. Therefore, if Xiao Qiu really likes her so much that she is unwilling to give up, and if she avoids it again and again, it will only cause trouble for her, then it is not impossible to be with Xiao Qiu. Anyway, for her, it doesn't really matter to anyone... Ah, no, there is still some so-called. At least the other party can't be short and frustrated! It will affect the happiness of the next generation! Compared with her, it's too eye-catching, isn't it?! Of course, you can't be too scary and too sorry for the people! Will she be scared when she gets up at night? Can't a girl with a bad heart be hurt?! How can she also hold a white and rich skin now?! What's wrong with a man who looks worthy of the people?!
What is love? If knowing the true meaning of love is evidence that a person does not live in vain, then Miss Xiao Song obviously lived in vain. Because she has lived in this world for decades, much longer than ordinary people. Not everyone is lucky enough to live to her age, and she has experienced so many thrilling ghosts and ups and downs*, and has seen so many charming or beautiful or warm or dark or sickly or innocent. A variety of male animals, normal, abnormal, good, bad... so much! Unexpectedly, she didn't find the one she loved... She really lived for nothing and didn't explain.
People who say 'love is instinct' are actually liars, right? How can she feel that she only has the intuition of beasts, but does not have the magical instinct to love? For her, love is a skill that must be learned before she can learn it. Some people are very talented in this field, self-taught and self-taught; some people have no talent and have been wandering for years... And she is probably the least talented person, right? After wandering around for several years, it is finally rare to meet a person who is willing to teach her how to love her love (the fourth brother, who has been hidden for a long time, doesn't explain). As a result, she hasn't started teaching yet. She just wanted to try that, and she hasn't taken the first step, but she has that kind of 'Actually, the fourth brother is also good! If you marry him, you should have a good life in the future! This man is not annoying at all! It's okay to try...' And so on, she unfortunately died... Or is it the o(╯□╰)o she asked for herself!
What a bad memory!
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Unconsciously, a summer has passed, and after autumn, it has come to the end of late autumn. The osmanthus flower planted in the yard behind the house has already faded, the golden petals are thickly spread on the ground, and the osmanthus fragrance will not disperse for a long time. The servant in charge of cleaning the yard did not clean up the osmanthus, but swept it into a pile and piled it up under the roots of the trees as fertilizer. This is close to Xiao Song's room. Almost all autumn, Xiao Song can smell the osmanthus fragrance that permeates the whole house when lying in the room.
Xiao Song loves to drink osmanthus tea, but not many people know this. After all, she always collects osmanthus tea by herself, and it is still carried out in her private house. Even Uncle Li does not know her habit. Xiao Song didn't deliberately hide it from others, but because life was boring, she couldn't find anything to do. She made a tea or something by herself, and she could still find a sense of existence.
When he moved to this small house, Xiao Song noticed this osmanthus at first sight. Xiao Song will naturally pay more attention to what he is interested in. What's more, this osmanthus tree is quite big. It can be seen at a glance that it has lived for decades. It has luxuriant branches and leaves, can sunshade in summer, incense in autumn, and soak tea. With so much residual value, it is difficult not to pay attention. At that time, she thought that Xiao Qiu chose such a house unintentionally or deliberately? If it's on a special note, Xiao Qiu knows a little more about her than she thought. But soon I felt that I was really bored. It had nothing to do with her, whether it or not, just didn't bother her. What's more, the most common peach and osmanthus in the south. Who hasn't planted two plants at the door? Maybe this is an accident.
Well, it's far away again.
Xiao Song looked at the osmanthus tree and covered his face silently. In private, he felt that his recent mood was a literary youth, and he was about to catch up with an authentic coquettish year.
"Master, what are you looking at?"
The familiar voice sounded from behind, and Xiao Song immediately twitched the corners of his mouth. Oh, Xiao Qiu teenager, will she look a little too tight? They have only been separated for half an hour! This is silent, and you are about to catch up with the spirit behind you!" I didn't look at anything..." Xiao Song, who was very excited, always maintained her paralyzed expression and slowly withdrew her eyes. She didn't think about looking back at Xiao Qiu, but just lowered her head slightly and her long eyelashes drooped, covering her rather unpleasant eyes. The hand under the long sleeves touched his lower abdomen and felt very sad.
Xiao Song's plan today is actually to have a good talk with Xiao Qiu. Anyway, I have figured it out, so it's better to say something clearly. She has fallen in love and killed Xiao Qiu... Ah, no, she has been killing each other for several months, and she is completely tired of this drama. Personally, I think the fresh style of farming is more suitable for her... It's not within her aesthetic scope to take the sadistic route or something!
Who knows that it was so difficult to open her mouth... I haven't had a good talk with the teenager for a long time, and she can't even tell what she should say at the beginning now... It's really distressing.
"I have figured it out and decided to live a good life with you in the future. Don't worry about me anymore. I keep my word and will never do such a tasteless thing!"
- not good! The purpose is too obvious. In case Xiao Qiu thinks wrong again and thinks that she is still not willing to escape, she will have to be more tragic... I think that she is already tragic now, and she really doesn't need to go to a higher level.
"Qiu'er, do you think you are already yours as a teacher? Should you be responsible for marrying a teacher? Don't worry, I will serve you well in the future!"
-Xiao Qiu will not think wrongly when she says this, but forgive her for not being so thick-skinned to say it...
When his body warmed up, Xiao Song subconsciously looked back. It turned out that Xiao Qiu put a snow-white cloak embroidered with peach blossoms on her. The teenager walked around her and tied a belt for her familiar movements. He lowered his head slightly and said indifferently, "It's windy at night, and the master's body is thin. Be careful to catch a cold."
Xiao Song suddenly felt nave. Why did he feel like he was being disciplined... No! Teenager, your role has been turned upside down!" It doesn't matter. I just stand outside to eliminate food and go in soon.
The teenager frowned and was obviously dissatisfied with her answer. "The master is weak, so he naturally has to be careful everywhere. If he doesn't pay attention to it because of some subtle details, it will be bad if he hurts his body. If the master's food in his abdomen is uncomfortable, Qiu'er will make a sound. When he returns to the room, Qiu'er will massage the master's the same. Why do he have to come here to suffer from the cold night?
Wow, no!
Who is she eating?! If she hadn't tried her best to figure out how to open her mouth so that she didn't know what to eat for dinner, could she have been so carelessly full? And! Teenager, do you dare to be more elegant? She just wants to enjoy the flowers and take a walk! Who, who cares about your massage? After a pause, Xiao Song naturally asked, "Didn't you go out just now? Why did you come back so soon? Is it done?" If it hadn't been for the servant who just called him out, she wouldn't have been able to find this gap to walk out!
"It's just a small thing." Xiao Qiu didn't care about this. She put her shoulder in her arms and didn't want to talk more.
The corners of Xiao Song's mouth twitched fiercely, and his mouth was not blocked for a moment. He said his own conjecture: "Are you afraid that I will come back so soon after taking the opportunity to escape?"
Young smiled and didn't refute or say anything. She just gently lifted the broken hair that fell on the side of her cheek and pinned it behind her ear. Under Xiao Song's angry eyes, she said gently, "The master didn't leave, Qiu'er... very happy." He really had something to do just now. Although it's not a big deal, he still needs to go and deal with it. Before leaving the master, he actually had two choices. He took the master there with him, or restrained her and locked her in the room... Both options could ensure that his master could not escape.
He chose the third one, did nothing, just kissed her and left.
I still want to know more or less whether his master will take such a good opportunity to leave his side? She mentioned several times to make him believe her, and she said that he was willing to be with him... He never believed it, but now he is willing to give her a chance. It can't always be like this between them. No, he doesn't want to.
If she leaves...
He doesn't know what the result will be...
Fortunately, she didn't leave;
That's great, she's still here.
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Xiao Song had no way to understand Xiao Qiu's thoughts at this time. She only felt that the 100,000 grass mud horses in her heart roared by!
Fuck! What do you mean?! How dare you test her on purpose?
Xiao Song had a black face and earned it. He didn't break away. He was very unhappy and roared in a low voice: "Let go!"
The teenager didn't care and tightened his arm: "Master is angry?"
Xiao Song intuitively retorted: "No."
This look... is really not convincing at all!
"So, I'm really angry." The teenager's fingers touched her eyebrows and realized, "Master doesn't want Qiuer to treat you like this?"
"...No one would hope so much." Xiao Song glanced at him. If conditions permitted, she really wanted to beat Xiao Qiu. Anyway, she hasn't lied to Xiao Qiu, has she? Why doesn't he want to believe her? This is enough to make people angry! As a result, he dared to test her! He really doesn't want to live!" I said I would stay and won't leave unless you are sorry for me... You don't have to test me like this!"
"I'm sorry, master."
"Why don't you believe me? I asked myself what I never lied to you? Xiao Qiu, don't you think your mentality is very problematic... Hey? What did you... say just now?" Do you have hallucinations?! Acclaiming mistakes or something is not in line with Xiao Qiu's style at all! *The hero should be evil and crazy to the end!
"I'm sorry, it's Qiu'er's fault to make the master unhappy." The teenager gently hugged her waist, bent down slightly, rubbed her soft lips against her cheeks, and her eyes were brightly: "It'er who committed a villain's heart. The master doesn't care about it and forgive Qiuer, okay?"
Xiao Song's knee softened and instantly bent forward: "..." This is a foul! Shame on you! Shame on you!
"If not, the master beat Qiuer to calm down, right?"
Star Eye... Is it really okay?
"...I don't have the strength." Oh, cover your face! She must not have said such shameless words!
Xiao Qiu laughed, and his jade-like face was shining. He kissed Xiao Song's cheek affectionately and whispered in her ear, "So, what does the master want to do to Qiuer? Qiuer does not resist... Can the master calm down?"
Xiao Song silently opened his face: "...no need." This kind of tone of seeking **... tsk! She seems to be a perverted uncle with strange hobbies! Is she that kind of person? Really? How can it be!
The teenager took a soft breath in her ear, and his voice was ambiguous, but his expression was a little aggrieved: "Master doesn't like Qiu'er's body at all? Isn't Qiu'er good-looking? Isn't the master moved at all?
I'll go! The soul is limited!
The voice said with regret: "Mingming... Qiuer is working very hard."
Xiao Song: "..." Evil! Go to die!
"Master likes Qiu'er, okay?"
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