Chapter 29 White Memory, His Declaration of Happiness
Lin Yuwen and Chenchen chose to talk about what they wanted to say after lunch. So after dinner, Lin Yuwen took Chenchen to a park not far from Mu Yingyan's house.
The park environment is quiet and there are not many people. When you walk into the park, you can only see a few scattered people. Surrounded by vegetation and lush trees, it is most suitable for summer heat and cool rest.
Sitting on the stone chair in the corner of the park, none of them spoke first. They were silent, and the atmosphere kept convering.
Chenchen's hands are lined with stone chairs, and his feet are straight, bent, back and forth, repeating this action all the time. Lin Yuwen chose to lean on the stone chair, looked at the sky, and naturally put his hands on his thighs.
"You..." They looked at each other as if they had made an appointment and opened their mouth at the same time. When they noticed this, they looked elsewhere awkwardly, hiding their uncomfortableness.
"Chenchen, you say it first," Lin Yuwen now doesn't know how to speak, playing the role of a gentleman to make the other party want to say it. Thinking through is one thing, and confession is another thing. After all, confession still requires courage, and finally it is decided that the other party will say it first.
"I..." Chen Chen wanted to speak again, and he didn't know how to speak at this time.
Looking at Chenchen's desire to stop talking, Lin Yuwen couldn't help guessing in his heart whether he had any unspeakable secrets, or was he going to tell him who he liked? So he decided to speak first and express his feelings. Even if he refused, he still wanted to fight for it.
"Chen, listen to me. In the process of what I said, I hope you just listen carefully. After listening, tell me what you think in your heart." Lin Yuwen seemed to have made up his mind. He sat up straight, put his feet together, and inhaled deeply. This action revealed his nervousness and nervousness. .
"Well, okay," Chen Chen nodded and looked at Lin Yuwen curiously, wondering what he was going to say to him?
Lin Yuwen began to talk about his life. He wanted to tell Chenchen everything about him, including his feelings for him.
He originally had a very harmonious and beautiful family. His father inherited the family business. His mother was originally a strong woman who put her career first, but she was willing to be a housewife and learn some things that a housewife should do for his father.
In his eyes, his father and mother are very loving. When his father comes home from work, his mother will always massage his father and relieve his fatigue. He will talk about the interesting things she encountered, and his father will also listen to them. Then he will have many of his father's favorite meals, and the housewife is also very competent.
Every time his father goes on a business trip, he always calls his mother several times a day to tell him that he misses her, and every time he comes back from a business trip, his father always chooses several small gifts for his mother. He can see from these subtle details that his father and mother really love each other.
He has always thought that they will always love each other and their family will always be happy. However, their love and family happiness only lasted until he was nine years old.
That year, his father cheated, fell in love with his secretary, and fell in love with a secretary younger and more beautiful than his mother, but his mother didn't know that she still cooked his favorite meals for his father every day, still massaged his father, relieved the fatigue caused by his body at work, and still worked hard for his father and did everything to live. Trivia in life.
However, after a period of time after his father hooked up with his secretary, his mother always received inexplicably threatening calls to divorce her father, otherwise she would be rude to her mother. Her mother was puzzled and thought that these phone calls were just a prank on her and didn't pay attention to it.
didn't expect that a week after this phone call, my mother received a strange letter with photos of her father and other women, and the woman who was hot with her father in the photo was not someone else. It was the secretary that my mother always saw every time she went to the company to find her father, who was also her mother's best friend.
Because my mother often goes to her father, she and her father's secretary gradually become familiar with each other. Although there is a gap between 6 and 7 years old, they often go shopping and eat together because they have nothing to do.
In his opinion, he may become a best friend with his mother in order to get closer to his father.
The mother did not question her father because of these photos, but still gets along with her father every day. Because her mother loved her father very much, she chose to believe that her father would not do such a thing.
Since the end of the photo, there have been more and more threatening phone calls to home and photos sent home every day. However, the behavior of the father and the woman in the photos is becoming more and more intimate, almost all photos of the father kissing the woman. It also made my mother have to believe the authenticity of these photos.
My father gradually began to seldom go home. The reason why he didn't go home was either socializing, working overtime, or on business trips. So why did her mother, who loved her father, swallow her anger like this? She found a private detective and followed her father's daily behavior. She wanted to see what she saw was believing.
She hoped that none of this was true, and those photos were not true. Her father was really as he said. Because of socializing, overtime and business trips, he didn't go home.
However, the fact was contrary to his mother's hope. That night, it was his tenth birthday. His father still used overtime as an excuse to tell his mother that he might not come back today, and even forgot his birthday. The private detective hired by his mother told his mother that his father was opening a room in a hotel, but his mother was angry and decided to go to the hotel address told by the private detective to find his father.
At the moment she went to find her father, her mother only said one sentence to him. She said, "I'm sorry, forgive your mother. Mom really loves your father."
After saying this, he resolutely left, as if he had predicted what would happen next.
That night, like a tragic night, was also the night when he lost his father and mother at the same time and became an orphan. From then on, he was afraid of celebrating his birthday and leaving sequelae.
That night, the mother found her father who opened the hotel and caught the rape in bed. She couldn't stand such a big blow. Finally, she lost her mind, picked up the hotel vase and hit her father who had not yet reacted, and stabbed her father fiercely with a broken vase. At the same time, she also stabbed the woman who seduced her father, and It scratched the woman's face, so that she could no longer seduce other men. Because his mother did not stab the woman's heart, only his father died in the end.
When his mother woke up and looked at her father who was killed by her own hands, she went completely crazy and finally chose to commit suicide in front of her father's body, and she was finally relieved. Don't suffer from this betrayal and deception anymore.
How can a mother who loves her father so much endure her lover's cheating and a little flaw in love? Therefore, the mother chose the most cruel punishment method, punishing her father and herself at the same time.
In front of love, in the face of love, everyone is crazy, crazy about love, crazy about love.
The day after that incident, his grandfather took him over, and his grandfather never mentioned it. He knew that his grandfather just didn't want to make him sad. He did not ask his mother and father why they left him, because he knew how he didn't know when he was ten years old.
The unbearable ** father chose to betray his mother, infidelity in love, and in the face of family infidelity, in which he thought he deserved to die.
He didn't mention that he just didn't want to mention them, because he hated them, hated them for their selfish love, didn't care about him, didn't consider his feelings, and left him to survive alone in this world.
So, when he knew that he liked Chenchen, he would be surprised that he would also have love. He thought that he had left sequelae because of his parents' horrible love, so he felt incredible. Because of the influence of his parents, he has no hope for love and is afraid to embark on the same tragic path as his parents.
Chenchen listened to his complaint quietly, and his heart was deeply stabbed. It turned out that he also had such a past. It turned out that the person who didn't care at all also had such a past. It turned out that he didn't really care, but the world had to let him hide these vulnerabilities.
He suddenly thought of what they said in the military training. He said that it was actually okay. He also said that the training I experienced was stricter than this. After his parents died, he experienced cruel training, and he suddenly became more eager to know everything.
He stared at him with heart and let him bring him happiness. Will he?
"Even if I have such a family, would you like it? Would you like to stay with me?" After telling all this calmly, Lin Yuwen's eyes were full of uneasiness. At this time, he was really afraid that he would refuse him because of this. He really wanted to be with him forever.
He is very sure that if Chenchen agrees, he will always be with him. How can such a simple and kind Chenchen become his father's kind of person?
Therefore, he didn't want to miss his happiness because of his parents' influence on him. He was willing to try once and give all his heart to try once. Even if the final solution was not good, he admitted it.
"Yow Wen, what did you... say?" Before Chenchen recovered from what Lin Yuwen had just said, she heard the other party say this to him, so she opened her big eyes, stared at the other party with a surprised expression, and covered her mouth that was wide open because of surprise.
"Chenchen, I like you. Would you like me to regain my view of love?" Lin Yuwen stared at Chenchen and said with a serious expression.
"I..." Because I was too surprised, Chen Chen wanted to answer my willingness, but this sentence was stuck in my throat and didn't say it for a long time.
Looking at Chenchen, who had not answered, Lin Yuwen asked with some disappointment, "Can't you? It seems that it's me..." After saying the words of self-affeinance, Chenchen kissed his lips and sealed his lips, so that he didn't let him finish his words.
He looked at Chenchen in surprise. Chenchen slowly left his lips, blushed, and then said slowly, but only said three words, "I do."
"Do you really want to?" Lin Yuwen still asked uncertainly.
"Today, I was going to confess to you," Chen Chen said truthfully, but when she said this, she was still a little shy.
"Really?" Lin Yuwen pressed Chenchen's shoulder with some excitement. So you don't know how to say what you want to say just now?
"Well," Chenchen looked at Lin Yuwen's happy expression and suddenly thought, "Does he really have no girlfriend?" His eyes suddenly faded.
"What's wrong?" Lin Yuwen noticed the sudden abnormal Chenchen and asked worriedly.
"Yu Wen, do you... really... have a girlfriend?"
"Ha?" Lin Yuwen looked at Chenchen in surprise. He should have heard nothing wrong just now. Chenchen said that he had a girlfriend? Who told him that he had a girlfriend?
"Duoduo said to Linan that every time Yu Wen said something, he actually went to date his girlfriend, and... Yu Wen himself admitted it," Chenchen was a little cautious when he said this. He was afraid that he would blame him for gossiping too much.
"Eh?" Lin Yuwen is now gritting his teeth. These two dead guys have ruined his reputation everywhere. He doesn't gather them fiercely to solve his hatred. Why does he admit that he has a girlfriend? Why doesn't he know? Remembering it in my mind, isn't it? Isn't it? That day?
"I'm sorry, everyone, I have something else to do. Let's go first," Lin Yuwen told everyone. When he heard Chen Chen say that he was going to participate in community activities, he was very unhappy. What was unhappy was that why didn't Chenchen tell him? He thought helplessly that he was not his. Why should he tell him? Although he also wondered when Chenchen signed up for the club, he really had something to do today. Anyway, there is no class schedule in the afternoon.
"Ai, Yu Wen, what do you have to do?" Wu Duoduo looked at Lin Yuwen with a very gossipy look.
"Of course it's a date," Lin Yuwen said nonsense.
"A date?" Wu Duoduo, Zhang Linnan and Ruan Yiyu all looked at Lin Yuwen in surprise, "Men and women? Or? Is it a girlfriend?" They were all very curious, so they began to ask questions, and they had to explain honestly.
"No comment," Lin Yuwen said word by word, "Guys, see you later." Without waiting for everyone to speak, he turned around and left.
Is it true that Chenchen looked at Lin Yuwen in a daze? Then why did you confess to him? Why did you say you like him? Why did you provoke him? This disheartful guy, thinking of this, should he leave? Thinking of this, Chenchen still sighed helplessly.
"Yu Wen, in fact, it doesn't matter if you have a girlfriend. Today may not be Singles' Day, it's April Fool's Day. I think it's your joke." Chenchen originally wanted to finish this sentence and smiled cooperatively, but she didn't know why she couldn't laugh, but tears didn't know. Why did he flow out? What's wrong with him? Why did he shed tears? He was not sad. He was not sad at all. Tears flowed out like a spring, as if they couldn't control it.
He is a fool. How can he take it seriously?
Chenchen's words deeply hit his heart. He didn't understand jokes, and he never regarded him as a joke. Looking at Chenchen with tears on his face, his heart stung. He really liked him. He couldn't help stretching out his hand, gently stroked his face, and kissing his eyes, little by little, following his eyes. Tears, keep kissing, is it because of him that he shed tears? He is such a bad guy. How can he make the people he likes cry?
Chenchen looked at him doubtfully. Why did he kiss him? Why did he read pity and self-reproach in his eyes? Does he really care about him? Do you really like him?
"Chenchen, believe me, I don't have a girlfriend. What I like is Chenchen. Now and in the future, please believe me, okay?" Lin Yuwen and Chenchen's foreheads touched each other. At this time, the distance between them was less than a centimeter. He looked at him softly, but his tone was serious.
"Then why are you so happy every time you say something?" This is what Chenchen cares about the most.
"You also saw the person I go to meet every time," Lin Yuwen reminded.
"Eh?" Chenchen was surprised that the evil man didn't go to see his girlfriend every time, so they had a good relationship, otherwise Yuliang would not have to be so happy every time.
Lin Yuwen kissed Chenchen's slightly open lips because of surprise. He swam his tongue back and forth between Chenchen's upper and lower lips, flicked his lips with the tip of his tongue, clamped his upper lips, and stimulated and teased him with the tip of his tongue. Chenchen responded to his kiss, which gave him great encouragement and kissed harder. With the other party, his hand was not idle. He put Chenchen's hand on his waist, wrapped it around his waist, gently stroked the other party's back, and then slowly hugged the other party's back. Chenchen couldn't help moaning.
He put the tip of his tongue into his lips and licked the tip of his teeth straight up or down from the root of his gums to the tip of the morning. Then slowly reached in, swam in his upper shave, and pulled him closer from deep to shallow. Then go to the inner gums of the upper jaw and the inside of the front teeth, and then roll back. Constantly rubbing the tip of Chenchen's tongue, stimulating each other, then going deep into both sides of his mouth, licking from the root of the tongue to the tip of the tongue on the side, and then the tip of the tongue teased each other.
The hand slipped from the back to Chenchen's waist, stroking his buttocks, opening his hands in his buttocks, grasping it and gently lifting it up. Chenchen once again couldn't stand it and moaned.
Chenchen also went deep into his tongue and responded. He took the opportunity to suck and allow it. His tongue, teeth and lips kept teasing and stimulating Chenchen's tongue, and his hand slowly returned to the other party's waist.
Lin Yuwen slowly left Chenchen's lips, as if he had agreed. He touched his lips sweetly, looked at Chenchen's face affectionately, and looked at the other party bowing his head. Is he shy?
When this kiss was over, Chenchen blushed, lowered her head, and dared not look directly into Lin Yuwen's eyes. In fact, she was impressed. The kissing skill was so good. Have you asked many people? I can't help but wonder.
"No, this is my first kiss," he seemed to see the other party's puzzlement and explained that he didn't want to be misunderstood anymore.
"Yes... Is it?" Chenchen answered awkwardly. The first kiss can be so powerful. It's worthy of his Yu Wen.
"Chenchen, would you like to be with me forever?" Lin Yuwen raised Chenchen's cheek and asked seriously.
"Well," Chenchen nodded shyly. No matter what happens, I will not leave. I will always hold your hand and won't let go. Please take me home and return to our home in the future.
They hugged each other and put their fingers together. At this time, they were inseparable. They fell in love, so they were together.
Thank you, Luo Lin, Chenchen said sincerely in his heart.