[Chapter 70]: Take out your heart

The estrangement.

Everyone has their own emotions. The ways of expressing emotions are different, which forms a gap, and the formation of the gap will form a gap between people. No matter how close two people are, there will be a gap.

Heart-to-heart talk is a channel to eliminate estrangement.

Cao Cao knew that there was such a gap between him and Tang Monk. Although he didn't know what caused the estrangement between the two people, he would never let the estrangement continue. Even if Xie Siya, the woman he liked before, liked Tang Monk, he also helped the woman chase Tang Monk. However, Tang Monk has never looked at Xie Siya, so Cao Cao was very sad.

However, this time he felt that the gap between him and Tang Seng was getting farther and farther. It seemed that the two had changed from the simple friendship of their youth to a kind of greed between adults. This made Cao Cao very uncomfortable. He didn't know whether it was his fault or the other party's fault. But he doesn't want his friends to part ways with him. Once he thought that Tang Monk would graduate a year earlier than him, and then he could build a commercial dynasty with the other party, but now he feels wrong, because he feels that he doesn't know Tang Monk at all. It seems that Tang Monk is wearing a mask in front of him. The Tang monk wearing this mask is so cute, just like a person of the same age as himself.

Chat, fart, hit each other, but never take it seriously.

Because he knew that the blow of the other party was just to enhance the friendship between them, but now he feels that those things that should be good memories can't find Tang Monk's soul at all. It seems that he has always lived like a body.

The mask is so real that it has blinded Cao Cao.

The three people have drunk very high. Wang Heng has been unconscious and seems to have no sense at all. Cao Cao carried Wang Heng to the bedroom, returned to the living room, sat down, lit a cigarette, and said in an old voice, "Tang Monk, are we still brothers?"

When asked by the other party, Tang Monk was stunned. He didn't know why Cao Cao asked such a question. He seemed to feel that today's Cao Cao was not as playful as usual, and he seemed to have a lot of questions in his heart. Then I thought about it and understood that the last assassination scene made this guy always afraid.

"Of course, why do you ask?" Tang Monk sat next to Cao Cao and said with a smile.

"I always feel that I'm getting farther and farther away from you. I know you have always been better than me, and I am willing to follow you. Since we met in high school, I felt that the two of us climbed to the top of the mountain at the same time. At that time, you would always look back at me who fell behind and pull it up. It makes me think that we are real brothers. Even if we have hardly met in the four years of college, we have been in touch with each other by phone. I feel that I am still the same as when I was in high school. You are always in the front, and I follow you closely behind you. Even if you have just appeared in QD, I don't think the two of us are very different. It's only one year for me to repeat. But when the scene of last week appeared in front of me, I felt that everything was not what I thought. It seemed that your real side was not what I saw. You seemed to be wearing a mask in front of me. I'm not saying that you pretend to be something to me. I just feel that I know so little about you that it doesn't seem to be the same at all. I blamed myself, because I didn't think I did my duty to be a brother at all. Looking at you being assassinated, I actually..." Cao Cao said as his tears flowed down. He didn't know why he cried, and he couldn't say anything. He just wanted to cry and felt uncomfortable. Tang Monk looked at him without interruption. Cao Cao continued, "I was dumbfounded, thinking that it was not my world, and I should stay away. But when I think about it, I think you are my brother. I should support you. No matter what you do. But when I tried to think about why you were attacked, I couldn't think of any signs. Suddenly I found that you and I may have taken a different path from the beginning. I can't understand you." The more Cao Cao said, the more he cried. He wanted to try his best to restrain, but he still had no choice but to let the tears flow.

"Cao Cao. I have always regarded you as a brother. That's why I hide things from you. Yes, you are right. I have always been wearing a mask. Because the situation in my depths is not something I can change, and once my identity is revealed, the consequences are unimaginable. Because I know that if one day my mask is taken off. You and I may not be friends. Unless... Tang Monk didn't go on, but picked up the beer on the table and drank it, blowing off a bottle of wine in one breath.

"Unless what?" Cao Cao looked at Tang Monk. It seems that I want to get the answer I want from it, but I get nothing.

"Do you know what Orange once asked me?" Tang Monk did not continue to answer Cao Cao's question.

"What did he ask you?"

"He asked me why you didn't pull Cao Cao into our circle. At that time, I said that you are not suitable, because there is no justice and justice in this circle at all. The more dazzling the scene, the dirtier it is. And you don't know anything about the world and like that kind of ordinary life. And I don't want you to change. Do you understand?"

"I see. I will try my best to figure it out. Do what you think is right, and I will support you." Cao Cao said with a reluctant smile.

In fact, Cao Cao did not understand the meaning of the other party's words, but he must pretend to understand. Only in this way can he continue to maintain their thin friendship. Even if the other party is a masked friendship, he doesn't mind, because he knows that even if Tang Monk hid a lot of things from him, it is good for him.

So he should keep this in mind.

This is friendship.

Cao Cao did not intend to live in this place, because he had to let himself consider some problems, and he must let himself know what kind of path he should take in the future.

Not only because of Tang Monk's conversation, but also because of what Wang Xu said to himself. It has been ringing in my ears.

"I have never cared about this kind of problem, but suddenly one day I felt that I had to care about these problems. Because I think that even if I don't care and willingly follow you to elope to the ends of the earth, we can't know what will happen later, so we try to let things develop according to the path we set ourselves. Only in this way can we dominate our own path.

There is no decisive sentence in this sentence, but it makes Cao Cao extremely uncomfortable to listen. It seems that the two have announced an ending, which Cao Cao has never thought of.

Cao Cao, sitting in a taxi, thought a lot, but he still couldn't sort out anything out. He felt that his life was very good. After graduation, he found an ordinary company, and the two people he loved were together and lived quietly.

We are in the same boat. Help each other.

I don't care what anyone thinks. Two people who love each other live on each other.

That's enough.

At the door of QD Polytechnic University, Cao Cao, who got out of the taxi, squatted at the door of QD Polytechnic University and smoked a cigarette.

A woman and a man came down from a Toyota not far away. The woman's smile trembled, and the scene of kissing was inevitably staged.

When Cao Cao raised his head, he felt that life was really like what Tang Monk said: Fuck.