[Chapter 111]:Leave
After **, Tang Monk, who was lying in **, hugged the exquisite body in his arms and freely rubbed the other party's fair skin with his lips. His lips slowly moved to each other's ears and whispered, "Your first time, my first time, have been given to each other."
This sentence came to Mu Xueqi's ears, and the tears in her eyes flooded. As if she had heard the best love words in the world, she turned around and kissed the man she dreamed of kissing desperately. Tears flowed freely.
The desire of the two people was ignited again, and Tang Monk once again accepted the second degree of love. Although it was relatively difficult for him, a little virgin, he really couldn't show that kind of decadentness in the face of the woman he liked. Once again, ready to go and continue the battle after the battle.
Tang Seng felt that the gentleness that Mu Xueqi had never had before was staged on himself. It felt as if Mu Xueqi was really her own woman.
After ** again, Mu Xueqi lay on Tang Monk's chest, without talking or moving, but quietly on the other party's chest, which seemed to taste the most pleasant scene.
"Gu Yue and I have been married since we were young. It's also a childhood sweetheart. This is also a promise that our two families must keep. I used to treat her as my sister, because she told me that even if I had a woman in the future, I would not interfere, as long as I was by her side. Tang Monk lit a cigarette and said in a low voice. He didn't hear Mu Xueqi's voice. It seemed that the woman lying on his body had fallen asleep peacefully at this time, but he knew that she was listening to him, at least the gas she gas she breathed kept hitting her chest.
"You are the first woman I like. Although I didn't pursue it sincerely at the beginning, when you became my girlfriend, I found that you were the first woman I loved. Don't leave me."
"I don't want to listen to these words today. Tell me why you came to QD? Is it really for me?" Mu Xueqi, who had been silent, said in a flat voice, as if she had not put the other party's naked confession in her heart.
"Yes! Because at that time, I foolishly thought that you abandoned me. There has never been anything more painful than this kind of thing for me. I'm not a gentleman. I can't learn how to watch my beloved leave and still talk and laugh, waiting for my favorite woman to marry another man. The kind of gentleman who blesses others. I'm a little person, a person who doesn't want to let go of the person I like. Because I always believe that only I can give you happiness. Tang Monk put a finished cigarette in the ashtray and said loudly.
"You are still a self-righteous person, feeling that everything must follow the path you think. You must have been very sad at that time!" Mu Xueqi said with a little self-reproach.
"Yes. Very sad. I also thought about using family power to kill your family. But after thinking about it for a few months, I feel that since it is my own business, I should shoulder it bravely and let your sister and you know that I am a potential stock, a bully who can achieve a career without relying on anyone, and make your sister and you suffer. Tang Monk said with a wry smile.
"You succeeded, at least let my sister think that she really made a blind eye before."
"No, I failed."
"Why do you say that?"
"Because you don't dare to love me anymore."
After saying that, Tang Seng looked at the woman lying on his body and looked at each other. Mu Xueqi was finally defeated. Without saying anything, it seemed that she didn't know what to say.
The two hugged each other and slept without sleeping all night. It seemed that they could feel that sadness.
Although they hugged each other's bodies, both of them felt that each other's hearts were so far away from themselves, as if there was an invisible wall in the middle. This wall made both of them feel helpless. Mu Xueqi was still in tears all night.
Tang Monk also didn't go to sleep until three o'clock in the morning. He understood that he could not give up the other party, but there was nothing he could do if the other party could not get out of the cage he had set up. No matter how hard you try, it is futile.
In the morning, the warm sun shone into the room. Tang Monk subconsciously touched his side and wanted to find a woman who stayed with him all night, but he didn't find any sign. He slowly opened his eyes and glanced at the whole room. He is the only one in the room.
"When will you get out of your cage? Maybe when I love you with all my heart, but can that time come? Because I'm not destined to be born for you alone." Tang Seng sighed helplessly, stood up from **, put on his pajamas, walked to the French window, and looked at the endless crowd outside.
After returning to the room, he saw a note on the table.
"Tang Dingyi:
The word predestined may mean both of us.
I'm sorry, I'm not the kind of broad-minded person. I can't learn to serve a man with other women. Perhaps since I was a child, I have fantasized that my Prince Charming will one day marry me in seven-colored clouds. And you are not meant to be.
Thank you for giving me good memories. Those things, even on the day I die, will still be fresh, because those things can never be given to me by anyone.
Although I still love you, I dare not love you like you.
Don't come to me. Treat Gu Yue well. She is my best friend. If, as you said, she doesn't mind your three wives and four concubines in her heart, then I have nothing to say. Maybe I will leave QD and go to the United States. Maybe I will find a place to die alone. I won't fall in love with anyone again, but I can't continue to love you. Even if it is love, it is in the heart. Because I am a strong woman in my bones.
Live well!
Mu Xueqi"
Tang Monk, sitting on the sofa, held the letter left by Mu Xueqi in his hand, lit a cigarette and smoked it. His face was full of helplessness. He knew that Mu Xueqi was the kind of woman with a very strong personality. If the other party really chooses to leave, no matter what he does, it has become an indisputable fact. Tang Seng sighed deeply.
"Love is really superficial."
Tang Monk himself didn't know why he had such a sigh. It seemed that there were many things in his heart, but he couldn't figure out these things out anyway. For example: What is love? Does it have to be two people together to be love? Isn't it love as long as you are with the person you like?
Then Tang Monk's mind denied the principles he originally set. For example, if he loves a woman, the woman also has many men like himself, so can he accept it? Obviously not.
In fact, Tang Monk still has the feudal idea that men can naturally have three wives and four concubines.