[Chapter 229]: Youth Memorial Book
Green memory, unforgettable, vows. These things are carried out in everyone's life. Maybe it's not too simple and easy to understand, or maybe it's not clear at a glance. But whether it is shy and restrained or exciting youth, some people can't forget it, and even bury those things in their hearts as an out-of-print collection.
Tang Monk, standing at the door, was silent for a moment, and more beautiful memories flashed in his mind. Those memories were brought to him by Mu Xueqi. Although those memories are not as shocking as those given by Gu Yue and others, they are even trivial things, such as two people going to class together, eating in the canteen together, and having a bright afternoon in the bookstore together. At that time, Tang Monk and Mu Xueqi did not look at the sky 45 degrees. They never showed a sad temperament in the bright sunshine and felt that they were too pretentious.
They like Nietzsche's philosophical ideas and Plato's spiritual philosophy.
Those are all beyond the color of materialism and add a realm that mortals do not have. But after the emergence of a certain novelist, he began to exaggerate his desire for matter to a state.
Tang Monk, who stood at the door, felt that he was thinking a little too much, and his empty hand knocked on the other party's door.
When the door opened, she was still such a noble iceberg beauty, but with a trace of tenderness. Although the gentleness is not obvious, and it can even be omitted, the keen Tang Monk can still catch it.
"Is that you?" Mu Xueqi, standing at the door, was a little nervous. Obviously, she would feel a little guilty whether it was to do good or bad things.
"Can we talk?"
"Yes."
The two people sat at each other, looking a little formal. Although he wanted to talk, Tang Seng still didn't know where to start, and Mu Xueqi was obviously panicked because she hid the authenticity of her amnesia at all.
"Xueqi. I know that maybe you don't have any memory of me in your mind at this time. I also know that the love between us has never changed. Both of us have been sticking to the inner promise that the love between us, which is like a sea and a dead stone, will never change. I used to think that I was the only one who endured this love. I was depressed, lost, suffered, and then hurt myself, degenerated, and struggled. Along the way, I found that I didn't know you at all. You keep all my love in your heart. You are indifferent to people, but not; you care about everything, but I hurt you again and again. Maybe at that time, you have given me two years, five years, ten years or even 20 years in your heart to change me from a mediocre person to a person who can be looked up to others. I know you never care about that. All you care about is whether my talent is real or not. What you care about is whether I am a hero or not. Maybe when you left, I was not so impatient to look at the surface and not see your heart, but chased after you. I may see you board the plane with tears on your face, and I will know that you were more painful than me at that time. At that time, I was too young, too immature and too naive. I don't know that love is giving, not taking. I know that you don't have any memory of me in your mind at this time. I wanted to tie you to the palm of my hand. One day you will remember me or you will fall in love with me again. Now I find that I am very selfish. I have thoroughly thought that even if I pursue you again, I will not pursue you in such a clumsy way. I will pursue you openly. Let you know that I'm not just talking." The first part of Tang Seng said that the sadness was very touching, and the second half said that the impassionedness gave people a sense of vitality. This is not that Tang Monk is too hypocritical, but whether he deeply blames himself for his mistakes in the past or his lofty ideals in the future, he has never given up.
"Can you tell me a story about you and me?" At this time, Mu Xueqi said with tears in her eyes. Obviously, the expression of Tang Monk's feelings made this innocent little girl completely fall in love. Even before she learned the ability to save herself, she couldn't wait to show her swimming skills.
Under the strong request of Mu Xueqi, Tang Monk kept thinking about the green relationship in his mind, and said almost nothing about the "past and present life" of the two people. Mu Xueqi on one side was completely like an innocent girl who was moved by Aunt Qiong Yao's emotional drama, constantly wiping herself with toilet paper. Dripping tears. She knew that he had herself in his heart. No matter how long it took, no matter what kind of woman appeared around him, whether he was a poor scholar or a rich giant, his love for him had never changed. Mu Xueqi could no longer suppress the impulse in her heart and suddenly hugged this separation. A man who is not very far away, the sense of authenticity after hugging makes her feel that her previous imagination is so empty. Only a real hug and real contact with each other's body are so realistic.
After hugging, Mu Xueqi knew that she was completely moved by the other party's true feelings. The original self-directed and self-acted play had also revealed the scene of the gang, but she couldn't take it back, and could only continue to hug awkwardly. He just begged the other party to think that he had made a shocking action because of this beautiful truth. Letting go of her hugging hands, Mu Xueqi looked at Tang Monk awkwardly, and her hands kept pinching the corners of her clothes. Obviously, she had just thrown herself into her arms to make Tang Monk aware of it.
"I..." Mu Xueqi was about to say something when she saw Tang Seng stretching out a hand to tell him not to talk. He smiled slightly. I know what you want to say. We have overturned everything in the past, and only happiness in the future is what you and I want. Tang Seng, who moved his body, said softly. The distance between the two people was inexplicably pulled in, which was basically zero-distance contact. The malicious left hand began to move slowly until it touched the other party's cheek. The left hand stroked the face as white as porcelain, tilted forward and kissed the other party's cheek. It is full of fragrance, which makes Tang Monk have an intoxicated feeling.
"What's wrong with your hand?" Mu Xueqi, who knew that her play had been through, asked with concern.
"I was shot, but it's all right now."
"Shoot?" Mu Xueqi called in surprise.
The man happily held the woman in his arms and said in a tender voice, "Don't worry. I'm fine. I will be fine. Only in that way can I protect you well.
"Thank you."
"There is no need to say thank you. Just like when you left home for me, we all love each other."
At this point, if it doesn't continue to develop, Tang Monk feels that he is not an authentic man at all. The uninjured hand has been maliciously swimming around the other party's body. The speed is very slow, very soft and very light. However, it made Mu Xueqi feel a long-lost sense of shyness. Although an unusual thing had happened to the two of them, there was still a trace of shyness after the farewell.
"Someone." One hand of Tang Monk has swam to the peak of Mu Xueqi, but he is restrained by the other party at the most important moment. He can only park like the car in the parking lot and dare not move. In fact, the observant Tang Seng heard a movement at the door as early as when he kissed Mu Xueqi. Originally, he thought that several women could give themselves some space to play and let themselves enjoy the beauty of a new marriage with Mu Xueqi, but the other party was not powerful at all. The attack is not, it's not backward. I can only maintain my awkward movements awkwardly and said to the door, "If you want to see it, just look generously."
After a few footsteps, there was no sound at the door, which made Tang Monk feel that this move was still useful. The hand fixed by the other party once again swam like a carp in the water, which made Mu Xueqi, who had only experienced a human experience, feel an excited pleasure and spread all over her body from the towering part. Involuntarily pressed the other party's bad hand.
"My hand is hurt. You have to take the initiative tonight. After being pressed by the other party, Tang Seng attached to Mu Xueqi's ear and whispered, which made Mu Xueqi feel shy for a while. There was a blush on her cheeks. She couldn't help but remember that Tang Seng gave herself an unprecedented kind of satisfaction and fulfillment after doing his best that night. A girl who exudes a noble and elegant temperament in her bones will also have a shy mentality in front of her beloved man.
After a moment of adjustment, Mu Xueqi did not have the original shy expression, which completely stimulated the flexibility potential of her body. All kinds of movements that made Tang Monk want to die came over and over again. The movements were accurate enough and the range of movements were large enough, so that the injured Tang Monk could still maintain a movement. Feel the strength and fierceness that men should have.
"What do you think they will think of me?" The woman who was held in her arms by her beloved man complained softly. She knew that the people who eavesdropped outside must be Gu Yue and others. Originally, she had a sense of guilt for Gu Yue and thought that she had robbed her man. Now she has sex with her good friend's man in full view of the public, which makes Mu Xueqi think a lot. She complained to Tang Monk. Originally, she knew that this kind of thing could not be rushed, but this man's teasing skills were completely irresistible to her. A gesture and an action could suddenly burst out the small flame that already contained great potential in her heart, which was called a layer of forest.
"They will admire you and learn from you seriously in the future." Smelling the fragrance from the woman in his arms, Tang Seng said softly.
"What do you admire me for?" The innocent Mu Xueqi turned around and looked at the man she liked and asked doubtfully.
"I admire why your life is so good, which makes me want to die several times."
"You are so bad."
"Do you have it?"
"I ignore you."
Mu Xueqi, who turned around, planned to sleep well and ignored this "bad" man. She thought that this man could coax himself, but the man showed his ability to coax people with his actions. His lower body suddenly felt a hot thing attacking her Mu Xueqi completely defeated by this man, and could only welcome Pick up waves of men's attacks. In the end, the two fell asleep without knowing how tired they were.
The two of them slept very calmly, and a satisfied smile appeared on the corners of Mu Xueqi's mouth. A long-lost feeling was staged on her ** body, making her feel that only love is the most real. This is her happiness.
Gentle Country Hero Tomb.
There is no cow who is exhausted after ploughing the broken field. Although Tang Monk didn't think he would be exhausted to death, his desperate farming last night still made him feel that his physical strength was still not good. The uninterrupted morning exercise was completely ruined today. He put his left hand behind his head and looked at the well-dressed woman sitting next to him. Tang Seng moved his body, lit a cigarette, smoked it, and said, "You were really awesome yesterday."
The woman no longer wants to be shy and introdant as yesterday, but said with a charming expression, "Really?"
Seeing that the iceberg beauty became a charming young woman, Tang Monk was once again not strong, which made him feel that he could not stop appreciating a woman with a peerless face and charm, and then put it into practice.
"Ding Yi. I want to go back to QD." For a long time, Mu Xueqi didn't like to call him Tang Monk, but Ding Yi. Mu Xueqi said that Tang Monk always felt that she was seducing a monk, which made her feel that she was completely a goblin. No, she was a fairy who came out of the world. She could not be compared with the goblins on the ground. Tang Monk only gave Mu Xueqi. Open it and let her continue to dream of her own fairy.
"It's time for you to go back and see Mu Yinshan. Otherwise, she would really come to BJ for you and work hard for me. Tang Seng, who was smoking, smiled and said.
"I will come back after the Spring Festival. I will never leave you again. I'm just such a sister. Although she forced me to leave you, I know she loves me. So I hope you don't target her too much. After all, it's over. Mu Xueqi, who staggered from the dressing table, snuggled up to the chest of the Tang monk and said softly.
"Stupid girl. If I really regard Mu Yinshan as an enemy, I will start to touch your Mu family at the time of QD. Don't worry, I won't have chicken intestines. I also figured it out, and it was because of her test that let me know your sincerity to me. Tang Seng, who extinguished the cigarette butt, hugged his beloved woman and said comfortingly.
"Thank you."
"Stupid girl. Didn't I tell you that we don't need to say thank you?"
"I know."
Mu Xueqi, who was red and full of spring breeze, followed Tang Monk out of the room when everyone looked at her, with ** naked ambiguity in her eyes, especially Gu Yue. Although there was no jealousy in her eyes, the **-like ambiguity made Mu Xueqi feel embarrassed. Mu Xueqi, who was eager to get rid of this embarrassment, could only pull Gu Yue and say something to her.
Two tacit people walk in the garden.
Silence.
I don't know where to start. Mu Xueqi, who felt a sense of shame and self-reproach, finally chose to open her mouth.
"Gu Yue. I'm sorry."
"Xueqi. There is nothing to be sorry for. Although I know Tang Monk earlier than you, he still likes you first. In the past, I just divided myself into Tang Monk's fiancee with wishful thinking. But he only has brother and sister affection for me, maybe because of you. That's why his original feeling disappeared. Maybe I should thank you. However, everything is over. A good man will always have a lot of good women like. This is our pursuit and the blessing of Tang Monk, so we should grasp it well.
"Did you know it for a long time?"
It's not too early. I didn't know until Tang Monk was injured. You pray for him, you care about him, and we all care about him. I also know that you pretend to have amnesia to balance your mind and fill your guilt for me. In fact, you don't owe me anything. I'm serious. There is nothing between us that we owe.
"Thank you."
"It's not like you, it's too pretentious. You are a person who never says thank you to others. Gu Yue said with a smile. Obviously, she remembered that when the two people were in the United States, Mu Xueqi, who looked like an iceberg, never let any man get close. Even if there were people who didn't know how to get close, they finally chose to disarm and surrender. The opponent's will was too strong. The sugar-coated shells didn't work. It was a delusion to bomber, and it was sincere. It's just that on the surface, it can't be worn by water droplets.
"Life is really one surprise and excitement after another. There is pain, bitterness, tears and blood. Listening to Gu Yue making fun of herself, Mu Xueqi smiled and said.
"But there is also love, affection, sweetness and fragrance."
"We will always be good friends."
"Of course, it's not only a good friend, but also a family." Gu Yue hugged a cold-looking Mu Xueqi in her arms and said with true feelings.
Tang Monk, who was on one side, smiled happily when he saw this scene. He knew that the two people at this time completely took some things as the past. He is very satisfied with this ending. The happy ending is a dream in everyone's heart. No matter how fucking the reality is, some people have some dreams that are out of line with reality, but still stick to this dream. Even if this dream can never be realized, someone will put this dream into practice desperately. The bleeding on the head will persist all the time.
Tang Monk, who looked up at the sky, smiled at the corners of his mouth and said softly, "Youth has always been recorded in the memorial book and in our memory."
BJ's sky is not very blue, but at this time, Tang Monk felt that this was the only time he felt blue when BJ looked up at the sky. He has seen the sky of Xinjiang and the sky of Inner Mongolia. That place is always so blue, as if there is no pollution. It's like a teenager who is not polluted by reality, and BJ is like a middle-aged man who has experienced changes. He has become sophisticated and has no original whiteness. Is it good or bad? Right or wrong? No one knows.