Chapter 853 It's all over
Chu Yanran's beautiful eyes were round!" Are you an alien? ...,
Zhang Guanren shook his head: "Every part of my body is a fake earthman. How can it be an alien?" Chu Yanran said, "Then you... "I'm an ancient man!" Zhang Daguan said this with a solemn expression. He realized that he had to tell the truth to Chu Yanran. He had reached the point where he had to say it.
Chu Yanran looked at him in a stun. After a while, she bit her cherry lip and said, "Well, you made up such a reason to lie to me. You are really bored." Zhang Yang said, "I didn't lie to you. As long as you think about it carefully, you will find that there are too many strange things in me. There are too many strange things in me. Moreover, I lack the minimum virtue in modern society, because I don't belong to this society at all, this era." Chu Yanran whispered, "However, you obviously have a mother, friends, and everything about you, which is clearly recorded in the file."
Zhang Yang said, "Four years ago, I couldn't figure out why I suddenly came to this strange era. Originally, I was a doctor of the Sui Dynasty. Yang Guang, the emperor of the Sui Dynasty, set up a trap to shoot me outside the Meridian Gate. I thought I would die, but when I opened my eyes, I found that I had come It was not until the 1990s that I found out that I had come to Chunyang. Hearing this, Chu Yanran sneered: "Zhang Yang, Zhang Yang, you are so boring. If you don't want to marry me, forget it. Why make up such a ridiculous reason? If you have any ideas, just say it. I will never pester you in the future!"
Zhang Daguan really wanted to cry without tears. He found that when he told the truth, no one believed him, and so did Chu Yanran.
Since he said it, Zhang is not afraid to say everything: "You really don't think I have a problem? I show mercy in my feelings, because I don't have the concept of one husband and one wife in my mind. In our Sui Dynasty, who has a little identity is not a wife and four concubine? I don't have three or five confidants, and I'm embarrassed to say hello to others when I go out. It's better for you to say that I'm not ashamed but to be proud, or that I'm bad, but I never think I've done something wrong, and what's more ridiculous is that I'm very dedicated to every relationship, isn't it incredible?
Chu Yanran was speechless.
Zhang Yang shouted, "Although I try to integrate into this world, I can't do it well. My emotional world is a mess. In this world, I'm a freak at all. I want to take on the responsibility of taking care of you, but I'm afraid that I can't do it well. That's why I've liked you I don't dare to propose to you openly. I like you, Jiatong and many people, and every emotion I put in is also very serious. I want to take responsibility, but I don't know how to take responsibility. I wish a thunderbolt could chopping me back and go back to the past. Even if Emperor Yang of Sui shot me to death, it would be better than staying in this world to be ashamed of you and others.
Chu Yanran stared at Zhang Yang.
Because of emotional excitement, Zhang's blood surged, and his face turned red.
Chu Yanran said, "You are telling me that you are an ancient man. You never feel that the three wives and four concubines are wrong. You are very greedy. You want me, and you still want others. You only have one heart, but you have to divide it into many parts?"
Zhang Daguan took the risk of this today, and he nodded.
Chu Yanran said, "I have long been aware of the relationship between you and Qin Qing. The relationship between you and Gu Jiatong is well known. In addition, there are many more. You are not just hooking up, you are simply hooking up!" Zhang Yang sighed and said, "Actually, there are still many. I know you look down on me. If it were anyone, you would look down on me. Even I feel that I am not a thing, Cocoa"
Chu Yanran said with tears, "Isn't it cruel for you to say this to me now?" Zhang Daguan said, "It's really cruel. Even I hate myself, but I won't say it. Sooner or later, I will be suffocated. Yanran, now you know everything. You can choose whatever you want. I'll take the blame." Chu Yanran shook her head and suddenly opened the door and ran out.
The strong wind swept the snow and rushed into the room, and Zhang Daguan couldn't help shivering. Then he woke up and quickly chased out. Chu Yanran ran to the Nanhu Reservoir while crying, as if she knew that Zhang Yang would chase him. She suddenly turned around and pointed to Zhang Yang and said, "You are not allowed to come here!" Zhang Daguan stood on the snow in embarrassment and looked at Chu Yanran, who was in tears. If she had known the truth, she would have been so sad. She should not have said it at all, but the truth is often cruel, and only lies are wrapped in a sweet coat. Where Zhang Guanren ran, there was no trace on the snow. This is the skill of stepping on the snow without trace. There are few people in the world who can do this. If in the past, Zhang Guanren will definitely say that there is no one but himself, but the appearance of Wen Ling made him realize that there are masters in the world besides him. Of.
Chu Yanran stood on the Nanhu levee and cried sadly. Zhang Daguan dared not stand there from afar. He was worried that Chu Yanran would jump down, but after seeing that Chu Yanran did not do so for a long time, he was a little relieved.
Zhang Yang was most afraid of seeing girls crying, especially what he liked. The cold weather cleared his mind, and even he couldn't understand why he said that just now. Tell Chu Yanran about his origin, but ancient people can't be the reason for their affection!
Zhang Daguan regretted to the extreme. If he had known Chu Yanran's reaction, it would have been better to deceive him all the time, but Zhang Yang also knew that nothing could be deceived forever, and there was no impenetrable wall in the world.
What kind of virtue she has, Chu Yanran must know that they are not young now, and they will inevitably be put on the agenda when talking about marriage. This time she goes to Dongjiang, even if Song Huaiming doesn't mention it, Liu Yuying will inevitably talk about this matter, and she will have to face it sooner or later.
Chu Yanran cried for a while and stood up, and then she suddenly ran to the lake.
Zhang Yang is far away. Seeing Chu Yanran's behavior, it's too late to stop it now.
Although there was ice on the lake, it was only a thin layer, which could not carry Chu Yanran's weight at all, so Chu Yanran fell into the water at once.
Several ups and downs of Zhang have fallen on the embankment where Chu Yanran was just now, and then jumped into the lake.
It was not the first time that Chu Yanran fell into the water, and it was not the first time for Zhang's official to save people. Whether he fell into the water or saved people, he had experience. What's more, Zhang's official reacted quickly in time. After jumping into the water, he found that the lake was not deep, and it Get up in the water.
Chu Yanran had no problem. The water was so shallow that she didn't even choke on a mouthful of water. She put her arm around her Zhang Yang's neck and buried her face in his arms and sobbed in a low voice.
Zhang Yang took Chu Yanran back to the wooden villa and wrapped Chu Yanran in a quilt. He hurried to turn on the hot water in the bathroom. Chu Yanran kept sneezing. Now she had a cold.
Looking at the publicity of running for herself in a hurry, Chu Yanran's mood finally stabilized. She suddenly asked, "Do you know what I was thinking when I jumped down just now?"
Zhang Yang said, "What?"
"I want to drag you to drown together!" Zhang Daguan said, "In fact, it's not easy to live. Why do you want to die? I know I'm sorry for you. If I had known this, I wouldn't have told the truth." He whispered, "The water is ready. Hurry up and take a hot bath. If you get sick, it will be troublesome?"
Chu Yanran stood up silently and walked to the bathroom.
Zhang Guanren has been coming to the door with her. Chu Yanran couldn't help asking him, "What are you doing with me?" Zhang Yang said, "Well, don't lock the door"...
"You are afraid that I will commit suicide"
Zhang Yang didn't say anything, but the expression on his face was full of worry.
Chu Yanran said, "Don't worry, I don't want to die at all. I just want to punish you!" Zhang Guan said secretly, "I have never seen you punish others like this. In order to punish others, you have to put yourself in. On a cold day, you have to jump into the lake. Isn't it looking for trouble?" Chu Yanran entered the bathroom, and Zhang Daguanren sat outside the door. He was very depressed and worried. He heard the sound of water inside and whispered, "Damn, don't do anything stupid. I'm outside. I can hear what you do." At this time, Chu Yanran's heart was chaotic. In fact, she already knew Zhang Yang's colorful emotional world. For a long time, she had been deceiving herself. She once thought of breaking up with Zhang Yang, but everything changed after Gu Jiatong's accident. Zhang Yang went to the United States for Gu Jiatong, and she found that she had always Without his shadow, love is painful, but not love is more painful than love. Zhang Yang is honest with her today. Except for the absurd story of the ancients, Chu Yanran is psychologically prepared.
After bathing, Chu Yanran and Zhang Yang changed into dry clothes. They sat face to face in the living room and separated from each other. At this time, Zhang Yang was like a child who had done something wrong, drooping his head and playing with his fingers listlessly.
Chu Yanran has completely recovered her calm and rationality, and her vulnerability and sadness just now have completely disappeared.
Zhang Yang summoned up his courage and said, "You scold me a few words!" Chu Yanran ignored him.
Zhang Yang put a handful of fruit on the coffee table.
Chu Yanran said, "What are you doing?" Zhang Daguan said, "I've thought about it. It's better for me to make everyone suffer than to live..." Chu Yanran said, "Do you want to die?"