Chapter 53 A mess

So, she and Huang Fu Chong have a lot in common in dealing with emotions.

Just like in the past, she liked Liang Shaojun and treated him heartlessly. She wished that all the pain could be suffered on his behalf. In fact, she also knew very well at that time that he probably liked herself. He had Feng Wan, an understanding person. How could he like her who was fat, ugly and stupid at that time? But she was still so righteous. At that time, she just wanted to treat him well. Just because she likes him, she doesn't ask for anything in return for what she does for him. Unfortunately, he hurt her severely after all.

If it hadn't been for this, as long as the country is still alive, she will be used a hundred times a thousand times. She can pretend to be deaf and dumb and won't leave so resolutely.

In retrospect, the most regrettable thing is to pay by mistake.

I like a person, which is simple, simple, difficult and difficult.

Now she meets Huang Fu Chong, a good man who can't find lanterns during the day, but she feels strange, which is what she cares about most recently.

There is another thing that bothers her, that is, the marriage between the Huangfu family and the Lin family mentioned by Bixi to her a few days ago.

These days, Su Siman has been very clear about Lin Yaoyao's passionate feelings for Huangfu. Although it is mixed with a little girlish ignorance, it is difficult to see sincerity. That love and admiration is almost pious, and it is difficult not to move. Because of this, Su Siman felt a deep sense of guilt and once again felt that he was a foreign intruder and an immoral mistress. If Huangfu Chong doesn't meet him, maybe Lin Yaoyao still has a chance. After all, she is actually a very good girl.

Today, Lin Yaoyao touched a soft nail again, and even Su Siman felt a little sorry for this infatuated little girl.

Maybe it's not only heartache, but also a little envious.

I envy her for her courage to love and hate. Unlike herself, she is always afraid and looks forward and backward.

I envy her that she comes from a world and doesn't have to be bound by so many rules.

Su Siman probably doesn't know how much Lin Yaoyao envies her, just because the person Huang Fu Chong likes is her.

At this time, the front yard was very lively. He faintly heard that the owner of Huangfu was greeting someone. Su Siman was not in the mood to join in the fun and just walked back.

At this time, she was prone to spring sleepiness. She only felt weak and lay down in bed after going back. Recently, this interest seems to be getting closer and closer to some kind of creature. At the moment when his head touched the pillow, Su Siman secretly laughed at himself.

When I woke up, it was almost dusk.

Su Siman sat up and found that the tourmaline was not in the room, so he casually called out, "The tourmaline." But no one answered her. She called a few more times, and this time she called the girl Bixi back.

"Look at your strange appearance, what's going on outside? I shouldn't call you a few times. Su Siman raised his eyes and joked.

"Miss, Master Lin is here today." The tourmaline is thoughtful.

"Oh, no wonder he seemed to hear Huangfu talking to someone when he came back, but it turned out to be Lin Zhuangzhu." Su Siman smiled carelessly, straightened her clothes, sat down in front of the mirror, and raised her hand to motion Bixi to help her tidy up her hair.

"Doesn't Miss... care about the purpose of Lin Zhuangzhu's trip at all?" The blue seal's hand holding the corner comb moved a little slowly.

Su Siman was slightly shocked, and his thick and curly eyelashes trembled uneasily and drooped quickly.

"Actually... Miss had expected such a day. After all, the marriage contract between the Lin family and the Huangfu family..." Bixi's voice gradually lowered, with some bitterness.

Su Siman suddenly turned around, looked up at the tourmaline, held her hand, and looked at her with a complicated look: "Bixi, am I annoying? Always sandwiched between others, bad people's marriage? Am I too bad?"

A layer of tears moistened up, and the long and dense eyelashes stained them into clusters.

"No, no! Miss, you have always been kind. It's not you that's wrong, but that God doesn't have eyes and made the wrong arrangement. Bixi also shed tears. She also felt that her master was really miserable. She was born a fool, was poisoned, and then became a victim of political marriage. As a result, it was a series of conspiracy and calculations, which ended up with the destruction of a country and the death of her family. Finally, she came out of the palace and met a person who was sincere and good to herself and outstanding in all aspects. Men, but... There is probably no second person in the world who has a hard life. Compared with his master, what he has suffered is simply not worth mentioning.

The master and servant cried at each other and said nothing for a moment.

"Bixi, did you hear anything?" For a long time, Su Siman asked.

Bixi bit his lip and hesitated for a long time before saying, "When I just passed by the study, I happened to hear Huangfu Zhuangzhu and Lin Zhuangzhu talking about the marriage between Mr. Huangfu and Miss Lin."

"Well--" The ending, which was inadvertently elongated by her, was full of helplessness and sadness.

"Miss, I can see that Mr. Huangfu really likes you, and you also like him, right? Miss, why don't you fight for your own happiness? Bixi wiped her tears and looked at her master encouragingly, which was even more excited than her.

Su Siman lowered his head. Do you like him? Now she doesn't even dare to be sure about herself. Her feelings for him have changed slightly. She is troubled by this matter, but when she hears that the elders are going to interfere in his marriage, she is uncomfortable and even a little sad. Does she still like him? Why did it happen before she figured out what had happened to her? She was caught off guard and didn't even take any precautions. It stirred up her heart and messed up.

"I, I don't know. I've been in a mess lately. Su Siman shook her head in a panic, as if she wanted to shake something off. She fell down, put her hands into her hair, and scratched her hair weakly.

"Don't do this, miss, you have lost your hair so much recently. Don't worry about it again. If you take it again, it will fall out." Bixi quickly took her hand to prevent her from continuing to fight with her hair.

Su Siman sighed and felt weak.

Although she had no appetite in the evening, Su Siman still went to the hall for dinner as usual. Although she didn't know the taste of the food, she still forced herself to eat a bowl of rice and looked normal.

She doesn't want to fall into the tongue. How many people in Yaoyun Villa don't know the subtle relationship between her and Huangfu Chong and Lin Yaoyao? If Master Lin comes today, she will not be sick and will definitely catch those good people to gossip. Many things are too simple. In the process of spreading, it is the result of three people becoming a tiger, which is often said to be leen and despicable. Her situation is embarrassing enough. Someone must have covered her stomach and prepared to watch the joke. She can't blacken herself anymore.

This meal is simply the worst meal Suzman has ever had in his life.

I don't know if there was a broken-mouthed person who had told Master Lin about Su Siman in advance. During the banquet, Lin Xiaotian always intentionally or unintentionally mentioned the wedding arrangements, dowry details, etc. It was also inconvenient for Huangfu to brush his mind. Although he wanted to break the topic several times, he had no choice but to say a few words and was pulled back.

Huang Fu Chong's face was ugly. Every time Huangfu asked him anything, he didn't even hum. Lin Xiaotian reluctantly answered a sentence when he asked. When eating, his chopsticks knocked loudly to vent his dissatisfaction. Lin Yaoyao saw that his face was as black as the bottom of the pot, and his heart was like a mirror, and he was also very uncomfortable. He bowed his head and took a few mouthfuls of rice angrily. Finally, he couldn't help stab her father's arm and stared at him again. Master Lin's room was in high spirits. After a few jars of wine, he was even more happy. How could he care about this much. He still talked about this matter with Huangfu.

The more Lin Xiaotian looked at Huangfu Chong, the better he felt. He recognized him as his son-in-law. He narrowed his drunken eyes and handed the empty glass to Huangfu Chong. "Chong boy, come on, fill your father-in-law." He burped and laughed, "You bastard, you haven't toasted me yet..."

Huangfu Chong poured wine for him, filled himself with a glass, and stood up solemnly.

Lin Xiaotian was already a little drunk, and his beard looked at him with joy. His hand holding the glass was a little unstable, and the wine in the glass spilled a lot.

Huang Fu Chong raised his glass, "This cup, to Uncle Lin." He drank it all and filled himself up again, "This cup is still to Uncle Lin." He toasted three cups in a row.

Lin Xiaotian looked at him dumbfoundedly and realized that something was wrong. He stared at a pair of drunken eyes and said harshly, "Chong boy, I can't see that you are quite good at drinking. It's very good. In the future, we can compare well..." He burped again. Lin Yaoyao's face is going green.

Huang Fu Chong put down his glass and looked serious before he could speak. His father had already stood up with presight, and one hand secretly forced him to fall on the chair and gave him a "don't talk nonsense" wink. Unexpectedly, Huangfu Chong didn't take this. He stood up again and solemnly held his fist at Lin Xiaotian: "Uncle Lin, I have always respected you as an uncle. In the past, now and in the future. Today, I simply made it clear that I would not marry Yaoyao.

When he finished speaking, Lin Yaoyao had thrown away his bowls and chopsticks, cried out of control on the spot, covered his face and ran out of the door.

"Reverse son!" Huangfu yeo scolded angrily. He didn't expect his son, who had always been gentle and obedient, to refuse to marry in public. He was so angry that he kicked his knee fiercely. Huangfu Chong stood straight, only frowned and did not move.

Lin Xiaotian was still a little distracted and looked at his daughter's fading figure. After a while, he recovered, threw the cup angrily, scolded Su Siman, and rushed out to chase his daughter.

For a moment, several bright eyes in the room were nailed to Su Siman, making her feel as uncomfortable as long thorns, almost making her trembling.

She caught a glimpse of Huangfu's eyes, which made her feel pain in her heart with some sadness, apologies, and undisguised gentle eyes.

She can't tell whether it is emotional or sad.