Chapter 66 Old Things

Lang Zhong's words are not nonsense. Some time ago, she was frightened and scared, especially in the brothel. In the early stage, she wanted to escape from the beatings she suffered as usual, and then she took blood every day, and her body was actually at a loss. Later, he was injured by Wang Xiaoyue. Although he would have been raised for a while, he only suppressed the decline, just like the moment before the collapse of the cliff. At this moment, the long-standing repression finally came like a flood that broke the dike.

Su Siman's disease is bedridden and fierce.

If you go back to the source, you can't help but mention the poisonous attack after Qin Yuelou came out. It happened that she lost too much weight and was weak, and there was no blood during the outbreak. In order to take medicine for Liang Shaojun, Dr. Li forcibly used a blood-promoting agent. At that time, Su Siman was already so weak that he couldn't stand the hegemony of the drug, and even went through shock. At that time, he fell ill, but Susman himself didn't know it.

She lay muddle-headedly, cold and hot all over, and her mind was dizzy.

In the hazy, Su Siman felt as if someone was applying a wet towel to her forehead. This feeling was particularly familiar. In the past, every time she had a fever, her mother would use a wet towel to cool her down. Su Siman, who was vaguely conscious, felt that he had returned to modern times and was far away from the complicated ancient world.

People are always vulnerable in illness, and so is Susman. She kept calling her mother in a low and vague voice, and her voice was a little vague.

Liang Shaojun sat on the edge of the bed and paused with the hand that wiped her forehead. He stared at her silently for a while, and the hand that stopped soaked the wet towel into the water. He didn't remember how many pots of water it was, let alone how many times he repeated this action. Taking care of a person like this is the first time in his life.

Before Lang Zhong left, he had asked in detail, and the reason was clear.

Somehow, he felt a little guilty.

Although he never felt that he had done anything wrong, he just controlled the overall situation in his own way and minimized the damage. But, in the final analysis, her current ups and downs have nothing to do with him.

The thunder roared outside the window, and when the lightning fell, the window paper suddenly turned white. The wind beat the door, and the shadow of the trees outside the window was illuminated by ghosts in an instant. The candlelight in the room swayed, and the wick had burned for a long time, making a popping sound. The girl who had been serving in the room had cut off the wick with her eyes.

Liang Shaojun stared silently at the abnormal flushed face, and the swaying candlelight made the light and shadow on her face overlap. She lay there quietly, except for the rapid breathing and a few occasional whispers, she was so honest that she never even turned over. Their first night of sex suddenly appeared in his mind, remembering that she hid in his arms in a panic when she heard the thunder.

It was the first time that someone dared to flirt with him. Her naughty behavior almost didn't force him to get out of bed. Knowing that she was deliberately pretending to be crazy, he was very angry, but he didn't show it on his face. He is used to intrigues and intrigues in the palace. The expression on his face is almost unchanged, and he rarely sees big fluctuations. That's because his joy, anger, sorrow and joy have already become his habit, just like eating, drinking water and sleeping have become part of him.

People who have been in the palace for a long time inevitably have a cold face.

He just thought that she was a woman and he should let her. So it was later that when he heard her covering the quilt and giggled, although he was angry, he didn't come out.

Embarrassment, suddenly there was a thunder, bursting like lightning and roaring. Before he realized, his arm had been tightly hugged by her. Fortunately, she took the opportunity to pull into the bed, otherwise he would have fallen under the bed.

She was obviously very afraid at that time, holding his arm with one hand, covering his ears with the other, and her face close to his shoulder. At the moment of lightning, he clearly saw her fear. It can't be said why. His heart suddenly softened, and his brain had not reacted, but his other arm had wrapped around her shoulder. At that time, she was a little fat, soft, and her hair was smooth, gently rubbing his face. This made him think of a smooth-skinned puppy in the yard where he lived before entering the palace, which was the only playmate in his lonely childhood.

It was bitterly cold on winter nights, but his bedding was as thin as summer clothes, far from resisting the cold. On those cold nights, he hugged the puppy to sleep together and relied on each other's temperature to keep warm. The puppy accompanied him for two years, but finally died of medicine on a late autumn night of thunderstorm. He held the cooling body and cried silently all night.

Who can imagine that the prince above ten thousand people will have such a lonely childhood? These experiences have a great impact on his future personality.

Many years later, he buried those unbearable pasts, together with those memories, he just wanted them to disappear with the years. In order to achieve his mother's goal, he made up his mind to be a cold-blooded person and a prince with achievements in the city. Then, those sad and melancholy past should be cut off with a knife.

He thought he had forgotten all, but that night, Su Siman evoked all his memories.

In the end, he couldn't forget the powerlessness at the beginning.

Perhaps from the time she heard the thunder leaning against him, his feelings about her began to become subtle; perhaps it was the familiar feeling that stimulated him and woke him up. Her behavior suddenly reminded him of the poor puppy, who was also afraid of thunder. Every time it thundered, he had to drill into his arms and whine in his mouth.

He said to her, "Don't be afraid, I'm here." He once stroked the frightened puppy countless times and comforted it in this way, but he was still very afraid and couldn't help moaping.

She closed her eyes and couldn't see the pain in his eyes.

If it is necessary to investigate when his frozen heart began to loosen, there is no doubt that the follow-up caused by the thunder is a doomed beginning.

Perhaps, from that night, he had a desire to protect her.

He doesn't want to make the same mistake again.

Unfortunately, he didn't realize it at that time, and he didn't realize that his kindness finally hurt her and led to a break between them.

His feelings for her have changed little by little, from the first use of peace of mind, to the compassion and anger caused by the pain of her poisoning for the first time, to the pity of hugging and sleeping that night, and then later...

Liang Shaojun seemed to wake up suddenly and drove away all those messy memories. He took his eyes away from her face and stared silently out of the dark window.

Well, this chapter can be read as a side story.