Chapter 16 Between gains and losses
Looking at Meng Zhaowei's cousin's departure, Cat and Yue Zuliang were speechless for a long time...
In the Mid-Autumn Festival, the mountain chrysanthemum bloomed for the first time, and a light wind blew, with a little bleak. Song, Li Qingzhao has words: mist thick clouds worry forever, auspicious brain eliminates golden beasts. Double Ninth Festival, jade pillow gauze kitchen, cool in the middle of the night. After dusk, there is a dark fragrance and sleeves. Don't lose your soul, the curtain rolls the west wind, and people are thinner than yellow flowers. This is the scene at this time.
Back to the hospital ward, my cousin has been by my mother's side. Holding his mother's hand and staring at her face, like a sculpture. For three days, I have not eaten or drunk day and night. Relatives saw that he was thin, mentally haggard, and worried, but the advice was fruitless, and they had to let it take its course.
Finally, my cousin opened his mouth and spoke to himself.
"When I was a child, the conditions at home were not good. When you eat, you always leave me a limited number of pieces of meat on the plate. He also lied to me that the meat doesn't taste good, and my mother doesn't like it!"
"When you rest on weekends, you always go to the ditch outside the village to fish for nourish me. The fish is delicious and the soup is fresh and sweet. But you always go to gnaw fish bones and lick the meat stains left on the bones after I have eaten them. I looked distressed and put the fish in your bowl, and then you brought it back to my bowl. I lied to me that the fish is tasteless and my mother doesn't like it. It's better to chew it with bones.
"Going to school, you worked hard for a day at work. After going home to finish the housework, you knitted cloth shoes to make up for your home. You are often busy under the dim electric light when I wake up in the middle of the night. You said that a pair of shoes can earn 50 cents, which will soon be enough for my tuition.
"In the year of the middle school entrance examination, you stood outside the examination room to help me. In midsummer, the sun is scorching, and you will stand for a few hours. The bell rang at the end of the exam, and you came and handed over a cup of strong tea made from a canned bottle. And yourself, sweaty head, dry lips, but the kindness in your eyes is still..."
"Later, the conditions at home improved, and you gave me the best food, clothing and use. It is said that you made me suffer in the early years, and I have to make up for it well! But you are still as thrifty and simple as in the past. You said that you have been used to it over the years. My father died early. Over the years, you have worked hard to raise me up, Mom! It's not easy for you!"
"Because of me, you have become like this again. Everything is owed to you. Now it's time for me to return you..."
Yue Zun and the cat came. Three days ago, when their cousin made a decision, they made an appointment to see him off on the last journey of his short life. After Yue Zun and Maoer came in, there was no one else in the room except his cousin, and he thought he had used some excuse to get out.
"How to do it?" My cousin asked.
"As long as you want, you don't need to do anything deliberately." The cat replied.
Cousin seemed to have some understanding and didn't say anything. He just nodded and closed his eyes. After half a minute, my cousin fell to the ground, without a heartbeat and breathing, but a happy smile hung at the corners of his mouth. After that, a burst of golden light appeared on my cousin's body, turned into a little starlight, and did not enter the sick** mother's body...
After Yue Zun reported, the relatives who were sent away quickly arrived. There was a rush in the ward. The relatives anxiously called the doctor to help up their cousins in a hurry. The nurses went in and out of the messy footsteps. After the doctor arrived, they checked and just shook their heads and sighed... No one noticed the corners of the patient's eyes in the hurry** Gradually wet, the wetness gradually expanded into drops of water, and the drops of water slowly converged into a trickle and slipped from the face, wet the pillow towel.
Time goes back to three days ago. My cousin listened attentively to the cat's detailed clues.
"I can't guarantee that my inference is completely correct, but I think it should be * inseparable."
"Before you were born, your mother awakened her spiritual ability and became a spiritual person. As for whether she knew it or not, I didn't know it. Not every psychic can understand all his abilities, and even some people have not found their own abilities until death. Your mother's spiritual ability, quite unbelievable, is actually shaping life! You know, as long as you can inject the soul, you can create a real 'person' out of thin air like the original Nuwa! But the tragedy is precisely because she can't give the soul to the life she shapes..."
"It should be due to the accidental death of your nominal father, and your mother was saddened by the failure to leave a child for your father. Her ability was inspired by her heart. She was deliberately or unintentionally based on her flesh and blood, and her spirit was conceived by God, so she had you."
"Unfortunately, although you have flesh and blood, and your mental emotions are all the different from ordinary people, but you are not born and lack the soul. Without the soul, you can't condense the spiritual source. Without the spiritual source, you can't be born. Without the spiritual spirit, you can't live in the world for a long time. So, intentionally or unintentionally, the aura in her body turns to you to maintain your life. Because you are built by her flesh and blood, and the essence is of the same origin. This is not difficult."
"The aura of man consumes little to warm up one's own soul, and the aura generated by its own spiritual source is also sufficient. But your mother has to maintain your life created out of thin air with her own spiritual power, but the loss is very huge. Although she is a psychic and the strength of the aura is several times that of the rice bucket next to me, after so many years, and your body and intelligence are gradually growing, the aura you need is naturally increasing day by day. In this way, it is difficult for your mother to support. The long-term spiritual overdraft finally damaged her spiritual source, so that her own soul could not be nourished by temperature, and her soul was gradually damaged, so she was stunned.
"That's about it. I don't know if you believe it or not?"
After listening to the cat's words, Meng Zhaowei's cousin fell into deep thought. After a long time, Fang asked:
"In my memory, I had two incidents, one was hit by a car, one was flooded, and later saved by my mother. After that, she told me that this was my nightmare, because I was still young, so I believed it. In this way, did I come back from the dead?"
"Since your mother can give birth to you out of thin air, it is naturally more logical to save you from death. I guess your mother's spiritual source is so damaged now that she has seriously overdrawn her spirit after saving you twice. It should also have something to do with it.
"So, how can I save my mother?"
"Meow, you need to take the initiative to give up your life as soon as possible, so that the remaining aura in your body can feed your mother, or repair its spiritual source at all, so that your mother may become an ordinary person for the rest of her life. If not, your aura will not be replenished now, and it will disperse in a few months, and you will not escape, but it is unknown whether your mother can persist until then.
"You mean, I'm going to die sooner or later. If I die early, my mother will have a glimmer of life, right?"
"Meow, that's it."
"Well, at this time in three days, I think you two can come to see me off for the last time. I hope to spend three days with my mother in the end." My cousin's face is decisive.
The cat and Yue Zun looked at each other and answered in unison:
"Meow, I will definitely go!"
"Okay, I'll definitely go!"
Meng Zhaowei's aunt woke up, cried, and struggled to get out of bed to see her son. The public's persuasion was fruitless, so they had to help him to wait outside the emergency room. Yue Zun and the cat also followed, but they knew in their hearts that since their mother had woken up, their son would die. Now the first aid is just useless and in responding to the accident. Or, Meng Zhaowei's aunt also knows this.
Half an hour later, the door of the emergency room opened, and my cousin was pushed out again, covered with a white scarf from head to toe. The doctor followed and came out. Seeing his relatives and friends surrounding him, he shook his head gently and sighed without waiting for everyone to ask questions. Everyone didn't know what it meant, and they all burst into tears and were inexplicably sad. His mother cried sadly and fainted...
"Alas!"
Yue Zun sighed softly. At this time, it was a little inappropriate to stay and turned around to leave. However, he saw the cat look like a ghost, and his face was shocked. A cat's mouth was so open that it could be stuffed into three mice at the same time. The cat's eyes were round, its pupils were tightened, and eight beards were shaking and trembling.
"What happened?"
Yue Jun picked up the cat, put it on his shoulder, and asked in a low voice.
"What the hell..."
The cat came to Yue Zun's ear and replied in a low voice full of disbelief.
"You just close your eyes, carry the aura in your eyes, and then open your eyes and see."
The cat whispered in Yue Zun's ear.
Yue Zun acted according to his words and opened his eyes. He was also shocked!
I saw a shadow, which was too difficult to distinguish carefully. I leaned down beside Meng Zhaowei's aunt, and my lips moved, thinking about what I was talking about. Then, her frown slowly loosened in dizziness, and her expression also changed from panic and anxiety in dizziness to tranquility and tranquility.
After another moment, a bright light fell from the sky, covering the shadow beside Meng Zhaowei's aunt. The shadow slowly rose in the beam of light, and his clothes gradually became clear. It was Meng Zhaowei's cousin!
"God's mercy, give me a soul. I just told my mother that she would still be his son in the afterlife! I will remember the kindness of you two in my heart, and I will definitely repay you in the next life!" Thank you for your three words. The figure rushed up to the sky along the beam of light and was no longer visible.
Cats and Yue Zun looked at each other in connocuous feelings. The result of this matter was unexpected, and both of them sighed that it was impermanent and could be speculated. After sighing, there were no more regrets, and left...
It was night, and Meng Zhaowei had a dream. My cousin in the dream told her that she didn't have to be sad for him. In fact, I didn't die, but really got a new life. Meng Zhaowei didn't understand the meaning. He just took his cousin's hand and cried and begged him not to leave. My cousin just smiled, gently stroked her long hair, and said, "Let's continue the brother-sister relationship in the afterlife!" It just disappeared...
Perhaps, in many times in life, only when you let go can you get something!