Chapter 157 Li Youran's thoughts

From now on, I am no longer the former Guan Qinghan, but a brand-new person. Not only the daughter of the housekeeper, but also the daughter of the Jun family, and the only daughter! Re-combed cicada hair, cleverly in a delicate posture, choose to hire a virtuous person, and let it be independent! A brand-new life is right in front of you! At such an exciting moment, Guan Qinghan's eyes couldn't help looking for a person in the crowd. Finally, she saw it! The handsome face was smiling gently at himself, and his eyes were soft. At the same time, a wisp of soft but familiar voice came from his ears = "Cold one by one by one"

Guan Qinghan smiled with tears and hummed gently. Suddenly, his face turned red, but his heart suddenly became sour. For a while, he didn't know whether to cry or laugh. Obviously, he was happy and happy in his heart, but tears quietly flowed out again... Farewell, that nightmare-like day 1 was under the command of Song Next, all the distinguished guests entered their respective seats in an orderly manner. "Prepare to have a drinking party. The wine taken out by the Jun family this time is the best wine auctioned at a sky-high price. Each table has prepared more than a dozen jars, which is enough to drink... Before the banquet, the strong smell of the wine has made people's index finger move...

Jun Moxie was about to move forward, but he saw a man smiling and whispering, "Jun San Shao, do you have time now? How about talking to the third young master next time? He is a handsome man with a handsome face, a gentle expression, a gentle and kind vision, and a free and leisurely artistic conception. He is the first talent in the capital, the first son of the Taishifu, and the successor of the Li family, Li Youran! Oh? Talk? With you?" Jun Moxie looked at Li Youran with a smile, tilted his head, and said with a smile, "Do you think there is room for us to talk? Or, is there any need to talk?"

Li Youran smiled gently, focused his eyes, and said in a low voice, "Yes! Not only the space for chatting, but also the need to chat, and I believe that Jun San Shao will also be very interested in the topic of our chat.

Jun Mo Wu turned his head, looked around, pondered, and said, "Are you so confident?! It's good to chat; just fulfill your wish. Anyway, on today's occasion, although it may not be meaningful to chat with you, it's better than doing boring things with many boring people here!"

Li Youran smiled bitterly. It turned out that this guy also saw that it was his wish to talk to him today. Fortunately, I still have a lot to talk about my wish! It's really a mess here. Come with me. Jun Moxie smiled and said, "I'm sure you don't want others to listen to what you said to me, do you? A relatively quiet space is more comfortable!"

Li Youran smiled and said, "That's right, I'm bothering San Shao."

Jun Moxie laughed and took the lead in turning his head. Li Youran followed him and followed closely. In the eyes of outsiders, it is like a pair of close friends who are talking intimately.

At the moment when Jun Mo Wu turned his head, he clearly felt that the emperor sitting high on the table looked at him from afar. Although it was just a glimpse of the rainbow, the deep eyes were full of indescribable subtle meaning.

Jun Mo Wu took Li Youran all the way. The two crossed the corridor, walked around a few times, and came to the garden pavilion. In this early winter, they came to the garden pavilion to get together and have a long talk... This must be the first strange thing in Tianxiang Kingdom or the whole world! The sky is full of clouds, the air is cold and the wind is cold, and the pavilion is windy in all directions. It is bright on all sides. It is really a good place to be the origin of colds and fevers! This is not Jun Mo Wu's self-reliance and neglecting guests, but there is really no more suitable place to go.

Today, there are many guests coming to congratulate in Lifu, which has already occupied the whole front hall and inner hall. Guan Qinghan's small yard now has Mei Xueyan and others, so it is naturally inconvenient to take Li Youran there. There is a lonely cold night hidden in his small yard, and there are two disabled children, Convenient; and your unintentional small courtyard not only hides the cold smoke dream and Mu Xuetong of Fengxue Silver City, but also has a large number of soul-eating hidden guards, which is naturally more inconvenient... The last place to go to Mr. Yijun's study, isn't it too much to flatter him, Li Youran?

After thinking about it, Jun Moxie simply took Li Youran to the garden. Anyway, the two of them have good strength, and they have been cold and summer for a long time...

Li Youran wandered around and was surprised. He said, "The Third Master is really an outstanding person here. Throughout the whole Tianxiang Emperor's Capital, the severe winter has arrived, the fallen leaves and branches are in a depression, but the garden of the Jun family is so lush and green, and the spring is endless. It's really refreshing. This is Words from the bottom of my heart.

Jun Mo Wu laughed, sat down first, raised his hand to give up his seat, but did not respond immediately.

Li Youran did not sit down immediately. He carried his hands and turned his back to Jun Mo Wu. He looked at the green around him, as if he said to himself, "Jun Moxie, in my memory, this should be the first time such a formal conversation between the two of us!"

"Uh-huh) It turned out that today is your first-for-one, one, one by one" Jun Mo Wu nodded) sighed = "Unfortunately, I can't be responsible, I really can't be responsible..."

"I'm eight years older than you, and you're only eighteen; and I'm already twenty-five this year." Li Youran ignored Shao. Do you know how I have come over the years?

"Somehow, or something, I have been depressed for too long, and I have the idea of talking. Especially in your reckless face, although we don't have such a friendship, we really have this kind of **. If you are fine, you might as well listen to it and listen to a short story. Although it may not be wonderful, it is still somewhat interesting.

He laughed at himself, and Mo Xie replied, "These things have been pressed in my heart for a long time, but there has never been any suitable occasion or object to vent. Today, my heart is surging, and I'm really not happy. Maybe I will only say this time in my whole life."

"You said, I listen, you and I may not be able to be friends, but at this moment, I will be a good listener." Jun Moxie's face turned out to be a rare serious look. At this moment, he felt the loneliness in Li Youran's heart, and he couldn't help but feel a little pity for the same illness.

Li Youran stood quietly. For a long time, he seemed to adjust his thoughts and organize the language to be spoken. Then he slowly said, "I remember it clearly. My memory has always been very good.

I still remember that since I was three years old, my grandfather took me away from my mother's knee. "It's said that since ancient times, my mother has been defeated■ Children who have been with their mother for a long time have absolutely no great success...

I still remember that my mother was so distressed that she cried at that time, and her face was full of tears. She knelt in front of her grandfather and begged for a month to take me for another month, but my grandfather refused. He just allowed it. Every other month, she could come to see me.

"That was the first and deepest memory in my life, and it was my mother's tears." Li Youran closed his eyes and spit out a long white breath. There was a trace of rare flushing on his face, as if his mood was very ups and downs.

After a while, he continued to speak, and his voice became flat: "When I was still three years old, my grandfather hired a Yaoxuan master with a lot of money to comb my me through the meridians for a month, laying a solid foundation of Xuanqi; from that time on, I was in such a cycle every day. After three hours of practice, three hours of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting etiquette, two hours of sword practice; the remaining three hours are the time to eat and sleep.

Jun Moxie sighed gently, but he didn't know what to say at all. Some children born in high families, the hardships of childhood and the tempering of teenagers are what ordinary children dare not even think of, and the more they come from the direct line, the more they are valued by their elders. Therefore, once these children grow up, some people will become so ssy, so irritable, and even perverted! Because their personalities have been extremely distorted since childhood! Long-term backlog, lasting pressure, they need to release... So -, once the power is in hand, they often do a lot of tyrannical things. In a way, the tyrants of all dynasties have also been formed in this way. King Zhou of Shang, Emperor Yang of Sui, and Wang Mang, who ended the Eastern and The name of the great sage, in addition to gaining power, is actually violent and unimaginable...

"When other children are playing, I also want to play; but they can, but I can't. Once I slack off, Grandpa will make people beat me and scold me. He is strict with me, a hundred times more than other brothers! Even more!"

Li Youran whispered softly: "Since I was a child, he told me that you are different from others. When you grow up, you have to do great things! And I have always kept it in my heart.

"In countless beatings and reprimands, I finally completely accepted my identity. A high-level identity. Li Youran looked calm and seemed to be talking about other people's things: "I can never speak loudly. I must always be gentle. Even if I am so angry, I still want to smile on my face. I want to smile very calmly and sincerely. Even if my body is obviously painful to death, my face should be indifferent, calm, and even happy.

Because my grandfather told me that perseverance is the most basic quality of those who achieve great things.

"At that time, every month, the day when my mother came to see me was the fastest day for me; because although there was still no experience in the homework on that day, all the warriors and masters who supervised me would leave; my mother would accompany me, practice kung fu, practice swords, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting; cook for me, Standing quietly and watching me practice, I also look forward to that day every month. I usually don't dare to relax, because I find that when I make great progress, my mother's face will be surprised, and she will be very happy... As soon as she is happy, I will be happy. I want her to be happy every month..."

Li Youran's eyes closed tightly, the corners of his eyes were a little wet, and there was a gentle and nostalgic look on his face, but he turned his back to Jun Moxie, but Jun Moxie couldn't see it. H