Extra: Murong Xue

My mother rolled up the curtain and smiled at me, "This article is such a good day. Why don't you go to the garden? What can be embroidered with flowers all day long?

I lowered my head and added a few more needles to the mandarin duck before raising my head and laughing: "Mother..."

I made quilts, pillows, embroidered shoes, and needles by myself. My mother took my pillowcase sadly and said andly to me, "Our Murong family has a big business. Do you still need to do these things yourself?"

"Mom..." I'm a little embarrassed, "These things are naturally different in my mind."

She looked at me with a smile, which made my face red.

"The spring outside is so good, you can also go for a walk. Look at those flower powder and get some vitality. I'm looking at you. After all, it's plainer. Maybe our future uncle doesn't like it.

Don't like it? I touched my face uneasily. He doesn't like it... What should he do? Thinking about this, I feel that my ears are a little hot and a little hot...

"What I said, do you take it seriously?" My mother came to hold me. Her hands were soft and stroked my neck. "My daughter is naturally the most beautiful. Look at what the people outside said? Murong's Miss Murong is the first beauty in Lingyun City.

"What's the first beauty? That's all said by others. I'm a little blushing. Some inexplicable men are blocked at the gate of Murong's house every day, shouting some nonsense that they don't know what they learned from, which makes people blush when they hear it.

"Our Xue'er got married, and I don't know how many princes will hurt the hearts of Lingyuncheng."

"Mother!" I stamped my feet.

He also asked the hairpin to inquire about Situ Xiang's people. They said that they all said that this man was a first-class handsome man in Lingyun City... Naturally, girls should not choose a man's appearance, but when they heard that he was good-looking, many women were fascinated, and naturally they were a little more happy. After marrying him, I naturally look forward to being together for a long time... I will be with him all my life.

Dad said that Master Situ is valuable. Although he has no reputation at present, he is a person with great ambition. I also vaguely know something about that big ambition. What... thirteen princes. Once in the Daxia Dynasty, the Murong family, which lived like a building and lived attached to the royal family, hid in this place. It's just Dad, who has been thinking about reviving the glory of the past. As a daughter, I am a father and a married husband. Murong Xue also knows what I want to do. Not to mention that Situ Xiang is a handsome young man, even if he is a bad old man, I have to marry him.

I was thinking about preparing for marriage, but suddenly there was absurd news. At that time, it was still April in spring, less than a month before I got married. I actually heard that Situ Xiang wanted to regret his marriage. How is it possible to think about it? Mrs. Situ came to apologize in person, saying that it was all a false thing. I, the fiancee, is the only one in Situ Xiang's heart. At that time, she touched my hand, a well-maintained face with perseverance rarely seen by ordinary men. "Cheer, I am very happy with you. Only you are the serious wife of our Situ Mansion, the daughter-in-law I recognize. I was uneasy. When I was about to ask, I saw her smile again, "Xue'er is the most beautiful girl in Lingyun City. Our bad boy doesn't like you. Who else can he like?

Yes... They all say I'm good-looking. I didn't think so myself. Later, they all said that and gradually believed it.

They said that beautiful people must be able to hold their husband's heart tightly. Men all like beautiful women. They sworely told me that they laughed at my uneasy worries.

That's what I believed.

It was not until later that reality smashed my fantasy so cruelly... I suddenly understood that, ah, it's not like this. It's not a woman who is beautiful and deserves to be loved.

It is a miracle that one person is deeply loved by another.

For example, maybe I will never understand why Situ Xiang likes Li Liangxiu so much.

When he first mentioned this person to me, I thought it was a good time for us to be newlyweds. He is not a person who value men and women's personal affairs. But I also respect him. We also had the warm moments of the Spring Festival. I know that he is happy with me and looks at me, although sometimes there is a faint melancholy between his eyebrows.

I always think that one day, when he is rewarded, his eyebrows will be able to stretch, right?

I would rather wait for that day all my life. I will wait for a long time. In this life, he is my beloved, and I have confirmed it.

It's just that he suddenly said to me one day with an awkward look, "Madam, I want to get a concubine."

We have only been married for a year... He said that he wanted to take a concubine.

I smiled reluctantly: "Master?" You shouldn't be kidding me. The wife only entered the door for such a short time, and she wanted to accept new people. Isn't this a fierce beating in the face? By the way, he still hit Murong's face!

He looked at me seriously: "Madam, I really like this woman. I'm going to marry her."

He is talking about the word "marry". Generally, aunts are just carried in through the side door. How can the woman he likes make him say the word "marry"? I only felt that my heart had run over thousands of big stones, but I still smiled: "Sir, this is not good... As you know, our identities are different..."

He was a little impatient, raised his head slightly, and asked me with a urging, "Do you agree with me?"

He actually said, "Which big family doesn't have many aunts?"

My tears surged into my eyes...

"I don't agree, so what?"

I also have some pride and stubbornness. Just because I marry you doesn't mean you can abuse me like this. I am also the golden phoenix held in the palm of everyone's hand in Murong Mansion. I brought all my glory to marry you. Why did I marry you, but you wanted me to be low to the dust?

I don't know how many quarrels, and he was also frustrated at that time: "It's okay if you agree or disagree. Anyway, I'm married to this woman!"

At that time, the old lady was no longer in Situ's mansion. I had no choice but to say this to my mother, and my mother was also angry: "Isn't this bullying no one in our Murong family?"

That big scene... I'm not a good stubble. Situ Xiang was pressed by me step by step, and he also appeared in a desperate dagger. The whole Lingyun City was magnificent, which really lost the face of Situ and Murong families.

It's just that Dad burst into tears and took my hand and said, "Daughter, Dad can't stand you."

Ah, can't you stand me? Isn't it for that big thing? I know, I know everything. As the daughter of the Murong family, I naturally know what the overall situation is. Dad said, "When you get to the world, the queen is all yours. Just put up with such a trivial matter for the time being."

Hahaha. The world. Queen. When I was alone, I covered my chest and suddenly burst into tears. Can the Bodhisattva worshipped by me cry every day? If there are tears, they are also smoked. How can those high gods understand the sadness of ordinary people like us? As for the world, as for the queen...hahaha. Does anyone really believe those illusory things?

At the time, it is impossible for husband and wife to stay together. How dare they think nonsense and tell themselves how glorious the future is?

Later, the woman named Li Liangxiu entered the house. The hairpin often whispered in my ear that the master went to Xiangyiyuan again, or the master got angry again. Situ Xiang and I have already torn their faces. The day before she entered the door, he said to me, "I think you are also busy. Why don't you give her the power of the housekeeper?"

I nodded without hesitation. OK."

But I also smiled at him at that time: "Situ Xiang, you will definitely regret it in the future."

The bead curtain does not roll, and the courtyard is deep. The begonias outside are blooming just right, and it is the purple and red season. The brocade clothes are too thin to resist the flowing years like water.

The corners of his clothes flew and gradually disappeared from the corner of the door... Then he did not take a step for three years.

Later, Situ Xiang became more and more famous. Ah, big deal, I know. In a way, he is a poor man who sacrificed for big things like me. But no matter how pitiful he is, he is a man. The concubines entered the door one after another. With the first one, there will be many behind. But what does that have to do with me?

He will never ask my opinion again...

No matter how beautiful you are and how prominent your family is, you are just a woman out of favor.

Who else is spoiled and loved in this backyard besides Li Liangxiu? The rest are just poor people like me. No, no, it's worse than me. I know my poor, but those people are still dreaming of being spoiled by the master.

Idiot people always have so many dreams.

I instructed the hairpin, how about this, how about that... Let's make some stumbling for Li Liangxiu. I'm alone with the ancient Buddha every day, and I can't make you too good.

God and Buddha understand how much I hate her. In order to see her less, I reduced the number of concubines. But every time she saw her, she looked at me with that kind of pretentious, simple deer-like eyes, disgusting that I needed strong patience to avoid losing my temper.

I hate her, I hate her so much. I instructed the girls to do it behind their backs. I installed people in Xiangyiyuan, and I want someone to provoke her to fight with other women. I can't wait for her to die immediately and lose her reputation.

At that time, my ninth aunt came to see me. She had an affair with someone and had already been sent out. A good concubine becomes a singer-like person. She knelt down and pleaded, and she burst into tears, "Madam, don't you hate your second aunt?" She wants me to cooperate with her. She wants me to let my second aunt go to Jintai Temple!

I hate, why don't I hate! It's just my hatred. How can I be seen through by such a lowly person?

But Aunt Ninth shouted, "Madam! I'm really wronged! With Mr. Jiang, I followed the master's instructions. In my heart, I am really loyal to the master!"

My face is indifferent: "What does that have to do with me?"

"But my concubine is so loyal to the master, but she can't compare with the little bitch Li Liangxiu! In order to save her, he actually sent me out of the house! My thoughts about him have been in vain..."

What does that have to do with me?

It's just a dog biting the dog. The ninth aunt relied on the most meritorious deeds, saying that the second aunt had an affair with Jiang Qing and forced him to expel Li Liangxiu out of the house... But how is it possible?

It's just her sentence, which shocked me--

"The master is like this to my concubine, so what about the wife? Madam, don't worry. Will the same thing happen to you one day? One day, he may want that little bitch to be his wife. At that time, wife, do you still have a life?

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Such a bitch, Situ loves her.

How can he love her so much?

Thousands of winds rolled up in my heart... I suddenly didn't know where I lived. Situ Xiang, you make me not know who I am.

I smiled and said, "Okay."

Later, in short, Li Liangxiu was protected by her master and blessed by her gods. She lived a good life and was better day by day.

How much effort did I spend to make the women in the backyard hate her together. Is it better to cook oil with such a fire?

The war is approaching day by day, and the big event is becoming less and less like a virtual shadow. Situ's lurking for many years finally broke out one day... He finally walked into the Xueyun Pavilion.

That day, he walked into the door in a green shirt and barely smiled at me. Spread out his hands, as if he didn't know what to say. He suffoed for a long time, but said - "Your father..."

I looked at him smiling. My heart has not become cold, because it has been frozen for a long time. I just feel that the years have passed. I want to be sad, but I also feel that I have passed such a sad age. When I touch my face again, I feel that I have lost the bright and beautiful color.

I was at a loss. I said to the beloved in my memory, "It's good that you're here."

I've been waiting for you for a lifetime.

Life is so far away, but it seems to pass in a flash.

The disaster in Lingyun City, he rushed back thousands of miles away just to save Li Liangxiu. Li Liangxiu asked him, "What about the others? What about the wife? My wife is so kind to you..."

Even people like her know my heart, but he frowned and shook his head, "I don't care about them."

He left us alone.

He doesn't care about me.

He doesn't want me.

But he never asked me. I am the order of his parents, and the words of the matchmaker are not what he likes. I once regarded the peace of his marriage as love. Seeing that he was so careless about Li Liangxiu, I knew what "what is love in the world is?" Although the object of life and death has never been me.

The subordinate who reported my situation in the ten-mile pavilion trembled. Seeing my look, he was so scared that he kept retreating.

I smiled softly at him, "What are you afraid of? Do I look that scary?" There are many lives in my hands... But I thought that the mirror could still hold my 16-year-old face. They all said that they were born very well, and the spring light of a lifetime filled the mirror.

M Mother Lin came here with a large group of people from Murong Mansion. It's my mother's meaning, I understand. My father has great ambitions, but my mother knows me. She knows that my heart is actually very small. What does that man's world have to do with me?

Mother Lin stroked my face, and I leaned on her leg, "Nanny." I opened my mouth glutinously.

"Miss." She also spoke peacefully, but the tears dripped on my face, "Why do you suffer?"

I smiled, "I just don't want to live..."

What's the point of living for people like me? There is no trace of him in the future I can see. He didn't cherish my life. I should have cherished it more. But I suddenly lost the interest of gambling.

"You take good care of this big family for me... Situ Xiang doesn't want us to live. He wants us all to die and live with her, right? Then I will find someone to protect them... Everything he wants will be destroyed..."

"Miss..."

Let a fire burn out all my obsessions in Murong Xue's life.

If there is an afterlife... If there is an afterlife... I would rather be a mountain village woman or a fat ugly girl, and I will no longer meet you.

In a trance, I returned to the eve of marriage. When I embroidered the mandarin duck myself, my mother pinched my face, and the corners of my eyes were full of smiles. "Our daughter is the best in the world."

At that time, when I was traveling in a carriage, there were always inexplicable young men throwing melons and fruits. The hairpin always complains to me: "Look at those sluts! Don't ask who our uncle is!"

"What uncle?" I blushed and wanted to tear her mouth.

At that time, the spring flowers had not yet bloomed, and my light was just right.

The mandarin duck on the pillowcase is finished with another claw.

I thought leisurely that maybe it will take a hundred years to sleep together.