Twenty-eight, the man who is waiting
He went to see the small bag again. He was still his loss-making boss in the nearby DVD store. He said that only here can his heart be calm. She can still play the guitar and sing the love song that has been sung for Xiaodie countless times.
He saw me go. "I heard that Shuangshuang has gone, and Zhang Tao has also left."
I smiled, which is worse than crying...
"Some things may be lost and recovered, but some things can only be gone forever. If you are too obsessed, you may only hurt yourself." I want to persuade him before I leave.
He said I was "awei" to him again
I smiled, which is worse than crying...
I told him that I came to say goodbye to him. I want to go back to my hometown or go to find Shuangshuang... Maybe we will never see him in my life...
He looked at me seriously. I knew that we were very similar to the same Virgo personality. He said quietly, as if he was not talking to me, but more talking to himself: "I used to think that I was really naive. I often gigggle alone and in a daze. Even if I see kittens, puppies can also be with them. After playing for a while, I like to watch children cry, watch them laugh, and watch them make trouble. I feel that there is no more beautiful expression in the world than their smiles, and there is no more lovely action than their crying. However, I don't know when we have grown up. What a painful and helpless word. Growing up means carrying it. Everything a man should bear, family, career, and exaggeration: "The party and the people need you." The idiot said, "How can you be a bear without money?" So the so-called growth is to start from being a slave of money, fame and desire. You can play tricks for money, desire, and sell your conscience for money and desire. You will not look at yourself for a while. You will be played with money and desire and applaud. All the things that have nothing to do with money disturb you, you It's very annoying, too annoying... When you see kittens and puppies, you will start to kick them away. When you watch the children cry and laugh, you will be bored from the bottom of your heart. It turns out that from the moment I grow up, all the pain comes one after another...
When did you become a philosopher?
From the time Xiaodie left... It turned out that every woman was a natural philosophy professor.
I drank wine with Xiaobao again. It was very late that I left the DVD store. In the dark night, I looked back at the company. What a strange place it was. It turned out that I had never seen it so clearly. I thought I belonged to it. Now I know that this place is just for me. A "vegetable market." And I'm just a "vegetable seller" person, full of all kinds of hawking voices, some soul sellers, some dignified people, and some hawking skills, but I'm selling something, like love, and tears. I think I really should go...