Eternal Virgin

Opening speech

Writing about the eternal virgin is at one o'clock at midnight. To be honest, it was the time of **, so I also used this topic, but the impulse made me miserable, TMD, fooled, because I have no material to write at all, so many friends who have read my article said, and There is a big big in my previous writing style, which may be the reason why I haven't written a book for nearly half a year. Since the fish fell in love with the cat publishing, I have been very depressed and have never touched the computer again. This New Year, it's really boring. People who love me are married. I'm chasing people who don't love me. It's a little ironic, a little I was sad, so on an auspicious day, I decided to end everything I had done, locked myself at home, and unconsciously went online, and unconsciously wanted to write something.

My personal writing has always been to casually agree on a topic, and then the topic leads me to develop the storyline. This time, it is naturally the same. <Eternal Virgin> Ha ha, the title is a little **. I have to write it as a constellation novel. At first, I wrote about what happened after working for a year. But I kept writing. In the end, I actually forgot that I was having fun. After writing the first part, I read it carefully. Self-evaluation: " The plot is very compact, but not very coherent. There are many dialogues in it that are very interesting, but instead, the dialogue is focused on and ignores the plot. Development, sometimes, a small section seems to be deliberately born for a dialogue, a little reluctant to ask for ", but after reading it for the first time, I think it's very good, more attractive than my previous novels, but when I stayed at home for a week for this article, I went out and found that the people I was chasing Unexpectedly, I also inadvertently had a boyfriend, so I thought, why is the world always one step ahead of me?

Last night, I went to see her again and walked with her all night. The girl I had been chasing since I was in college actually had a boyfriend in just a few days during my work holiday. From then on, she no longer left me any room for imagination. Although I walked with her all night, I couldn't save anything. When I got home in the morning and saw Looking at the <eternal virgin> exchanged for my lover, it's really ironic and really sad: and no one reads it. Miao Miao a few friends left messages, which made me unable to say anything else. I felt that this article seemed to have a magical and spiritual thing laughing at me...

In fact, I have forgotten you for a long time, and I have been saying this to myself.

In fact, I didn't know how to get rid of the pain. I shrugged my head.

In fact, I didn't know how to cry for a long time. I suppressed my tears.

Actually... I've been pretending!

Actually, when I heard your news, my whole body was trembling

Actually, looking at your photos, I can still recall happiness.

In fact, I have always mind without you...

In fact, I haven't given up, I just have to

Actually, I've been waiting. I hope you can understand

But now, all the dust is settled

I began to count my failures

One drop, two drops, converge into the sea...

I wrote a legendary thing called poetry for the first time. Although there were many similar things in my articles in the past, I have never dared to call it poetry, because I have always thought that poetry is a spiritual and spiritual individual, and the reason why I dare to call it poetry this time is just that when I write him, there are tears in my eyes. Move, there is a surge of acid in my heart! One drop, two drops, converge into the sea...

Once again, thank you to all my friends who have read my article. Whether it's this article or anything else, I will remember that you are listening to me when I'm lonely, you even cried with me when I'm in pain, and you laugh with me when I'm happy. Although we have never met, it is a kind of emotion emerging from the world of consciousness that brings us together... Finally, I hope everyone can express their opinions on this article!