Four, Dolls

Some people say, "God created men to make him lonely, and women to make men more lonely." I believe this sentence and take it as the truth for a while. Did I fall in love with Shuangshuang because of loneliness, and is it because I fell in love with her but now I am more lonely?

I followed Xiaomei a little numbly, thinking that she would take me there. Why are women so stupid that they will continue to make mistakes even if they know it's a wrong choice? Why are men so desperate that they know that good things are in front of them, but they refuse to open their eyes?

Women may be wrong because they have been wrong for too long and spend too much time on the wrong answer. They are afraid that it is still a wrong answer to choose again, or they feel that they don't have time to choose again. Men are even more afraid that the beauty and forgetfulness built in their hearts will not survive. Open your eyes and look dazzling.

When I came to the center of the town, a row of street lights pulled my loneliness, and the harsh sound of cars on both sides seemed to be laughing at me. I hung my head and followed my owner like a pet. I came to the front of a luxurious store and habitually looked at the signboard of the store: "The Doll's Wonders" "

I was stunned. I didn't expect that there was such a pure place in this secularly defiled town. There were all kinds of toys, divided into categories, so orderly. The lovely Pikachu smiled at me, blue-faced cat, crayon Shin-chan, big-headed son and all kinds of cartoon shapes. Put me in a world full of childlike fun. If there is a heaven on earth, if there is a place for my heart to store, it is here!

But Xiaomei did not make an extra stay and went straight inside. If the beauty outside is like a fashionable girl, the beauty inside is really like a small jasper, which is all the toys we dreamed of when we were young. There are many toys that I even earned and cried with her... At this moment, all the childhood notes Memories of the dyke that lacked a mouth came to me.

Do you remember this candy? It was Xiaohu who snatched it from my hand, and you helped me get it back. At that time, you were beaten by Xiaohu and were all hurt, but you handed me the chaw fruit with pride on your face... She recalled with an intoxicated face.

"And this card was made by you on my tenth birthday. At that time, I was still in class. As a result, you caught it for the teacher, and you refused to hand over the card. As a result, the teacher fined the text 50 times. We kept writing late at night and fell asleep on the table."

"And this projectile, this slingshot, are all your favorite things, but if I want it, you have to give it to me"...

"And..." She didn't say anything. There was colorful happiness flowing in the corners of her eyes. She paused and instantly regained her calmness: "But now, now you have forgotten, you have forgotten all... Are you still my flying brother? Are you still the one who will make me laugh, amuse me, protect me all the time, and prevent anyone from hurting my brother Feiyang?"

I looked at everything here, looking at her delicate face, one drop, two drops...

The memory of her childhood faded away in disappointment. She cried. She hasn't cried since she was ten years old. The last time she cried was that I was injured by Xiaohu. She hugged me and cried. I told her, "Don't cry. With Brother Feiyang, no one dares to bully you." At that time, she nodded seriously, and I cried for her.

And now she needs me to say this, but I'm not flying as a child. Now I have an unfinished emotion and an unfulfilled promise in my heart.