Eight, Dream of Blue California
How do hallucinations come about? After all kinds of unforgettable experiences, the impact of memory to reality forms hallucinations, so the formation of hallucinations is like that of women having children. Generally, there is a long period of formation, and it is often accompanied by hallucinations and painful thoughts.
I listened to the sound of frost-like outside, drinking one cup after another. Xiaomei looked at me quietly, and her long eyelashes were covered with endless tenderness and pity. This seems to make me see a little warm light, so persistent and tenaciously burning in the depths of my painful and struggling heart.
I put down my glass and looked at her seriously, but the song outside poured into my ears like magic. Suddenly, I had the impulse to hug her. Did this song remind me to cherish it? We look at each other quietly. The vows are not necessarily unforgettable, and the silence is likely to be the message of love.
Did I hold her?
Did she tremble in my arms?
The moment I hugged her, I knew that it was such a fullness. I didn't have to think about anything, and I couldn't hear anything. My melancholy mood all day long was like a hole in the gloomy sky and was completely released. Just as I was still immersed in the tenderness of this hug, I felt a trace of cold falling into it. My neck, I know she cried again. She cried happily, just like the moment when Kwaf recovered the sun. Like a suffering Ning Xiner, she finally found herself.
All the clerks applauded, and we were happy to accept everyone's testimony like new things. At this time, I really realized what the goal of life is. If life is a big tragedy, it was not until we died that we knew that what we were pursuing in our life was not what we wanted. Yes, and what we desperately want to throw away is the most important thing. Whether we treat people or things, we use our own subjective thoughts to measure it and think about whether it is suitable for us. Only then do we know that sometimes whether a pair of shoes fits or not is just because there is sand in it, which creates an illusion that it is not suitable. For Xiaomei, there has always been a grain of sand in my mind, this sand The name is - Shuangshuang.
Why are my eyes full of tears? Because I am obsessed with this moment... At this moment, the moment when I hold her, I seem to see the road ahead stretching under my feet. I am no longer a waiter on this road of love, but one of the living people who are really walking on this road.
At this time, all the lights went out, followed by a small amount of light pink light falling gently like a light rain. I held Xiaomei and danced with the elegant dream of Blue California under this gentle lamp. At least for a moment, I hope our life will be fixed.
After the dance, everyone seemed to be infected. No one saw one more person at the door, a person who ran to the wrong room slightly drunk, a woman who couldn't believe it as if she saw the Loch Ness monster, as sad as seeing the body of her loved one, as disappointed as if she saw the child's disappointing mother - Shuang Frost