Flying VS Frost

It's good to break everything in a day, isn't it? I didn't want to write this letter, but I still wrote it, just because I was unwilling. I lost. I lost so miserably!!

Maybe from the beginning of us, I knew that there would be this ending, but I still deceived myself and told me that you were worth waiting for. It turned out that I was wrong. This morning, I said that we broke up and deliberately said something that made you sad. I just want to see how much do you love me? The love you said turned out to be so deep that I couldn't wait for a day. I laughed. Am I stupid enough to believe in your tears? I was so stupid that I really loved me and cried for you!

Virgo men don't cry, they don't cry for their feelings. Once they shed tears, their hearts will die, but I'm bad for my constellation. I told myself that a person who loves himself is worth waiting for a lifetime and cherishing. I told you to break up. You can't wait for a day, as long as you treat me. If you have a little emotion, even if you pretend to be sad for a day, can't you? Do you know how I spent this day? I took your QQ number and said, "I only love my husband." After playing QQ games all day, I felt that you were by my side and didn't leave me. It was eleven o'clock. I knew that the result was about to appear. I ran to the Gold Coast. I knew that after that time, you would go to spend the night. Wait until one o'clock, you didn't show up. I think you must be at home. I Comforting myself, I really hope you don't show up all the time. It's true, but you still show up, singing and dancing again! What else can I do but smile bitterly? One day, this is what you call love... I'm speechless!

Now that you have left, you have returned to your original you. Maybe that's your life, and I'm just an exclamation point in your life, but I hope you live a good life, so I'm relieved. Whether you have loved me or not, at least my shadow has indeed appeared in your life, and I won't disturb you again. You, I'll pay you back to my friend when I meet you, even if you get married! You are doing well. I won't envy you. If you are bad, I won't hit you. I will never have you in my life again!

You have changed, but you said that I have changed. I have changed. I admit that I have become more aware of hiding my feelings. I have become able to use some funny jokes to make my sincere emotions ridiculous, because I am afraid that too deep love will burden you. I will casually say that I like you. In fact, these casual words are not Anyway, I'm an introvert. I won't express my feelings. I said I like you because this sentence made me feel uncomfortable. I have to say that you said that I was hypocritical, and I laughed! Even if it's hypocrisy...

You have changed, and I don't know you. You said you love me, but all love is not as important as your song. You said you would marry me. You said you waited for me for half a year, and I believed it! I believe without hesitation that at least you lied to me because you still need me. No matter what you need me, it shows that I am still valuable!

Do you know who is the saddest person this morning? It's me. I know that if I lie to myself, I will say to myself, "You love me." You may marry me and live happily for a lifetime, but I can't, can't... I can't perfunctory my feelings! I'm afraid that one day, when you and I get married, you will say to me, "You have never loved me." I can't stand this blow...

So I was cruel to myself and to you once. Love really can't stand the test. You really left, so clean and thorough! I finally cried, so sad, so helpless!

Don't bother me anymore in the future. I'm afraid, afraid of pain... Have you ever felt heartache? If you don't, you will let me carry my tears alone... Have you ever felt like missing? What's more, you don't have

Don't say you loved me... Don't say...

You love me, it's a big joke! Do you know how worried I am when I see you drinking too much? Do you know how disappointed I am to see you with so many men and women and holding other men's arms?

You love me, it's a great irony! I, the poor man who doesn't love, will believe you for so long... Do you know how cold it was last night? Do you know what it feels like to cry alone on the street?

You love me, yes, you love me... But this love doesn't even have a one-day shelf life. You love me. I broke up with you today and ran to sing today!

Have you seen my tears? Did you see your heart being rubbed? Have you ever seen a man really cry? I'll show you!!