161 Fireworks are easy to cool

"Then... Now the proposal seems to be too fast, and the atmosphere is not right, or we..."

"It's beautiful. Even if you propose, I won't marry you."

Situ Ling has planned for a long time. Since it is no longer possible with Rambo, why do you have to put aside or even give up the dream you have been having since you were a child in order to go back to the past?

When she proposed to resign and then travel around the world, Shen Jiaqi agreed and supported it very much. She also helped plan and help formulate the route.

Soon, two days later, Shen Jiaqi regretted it.

"Are you going to travel by yourself?"

After a long time of depression, Shen Jiaqi finally shook her head and asked. Situ Ling was writing the important guide he found in his notebook and replied without raising his head:

"Yes."

Then, Shen Jiaqi stopped talking and looked at her writing aggrievedly.

For a moment, there was no noise in his ear. Situ Ling looked up and said, "What's wrong, honey?"

"I haven't told you... Actually, I have a girlfriend..."

Shen Jiaqi lowered her head. Situ Ling couldn't see his eyes. Her voice was fluttering. Was she recalling? What does he mean when he says he has a girlfriend?

Situ Ling did not respond. She knew that Shen Jiaqi would give her an explanation and let her understand the whole story.

"Two years ago, I went out with a few colleagues and settled in a Japanese homestay..."

This past can also be poured forward, like a rewind.

In my junior year, the secret society that had grown up organized a trip, climbing mountains, and BBQ at night. Shen Jiaqi and Chu Chaoyang lay in the same room, listening to Chu Chaoyang snoring gently, but couldn't sleep.

In fact, Amanda suggested changing rooms with him. She was the only girl in the company, and it was also good to change rooms with Shen Jiaqi.

Inexplicably, Shen Jiaqi actually refused. For this reason, Amanda deliberately gave him roasted meat.

In midsummer, the window was open, and the bright moonlight shone in when the curtain was blown, with the sound of the flute.

Hearing that someone was playing the flute outside, Shen Jiaqi went out.

A girl sat on a bench by the lake with her hair scattered on her shoulders and a long white skirt over her calves. The sound of the flute was long and long, very fresh and pleasant. Shen Jiaqi didn't know the name of the song, and she never heard anyone play the same song again.

Not long after, another girl came over and called her, "Sun Xiang, it's time to go to bed."

"Sun Xiang", a very special name.

When the girl left, she looked in the direction of Shen Jiaqi and seemed to smile. Did she know that someone was there? This question has always remained in Shen Jiaqi's mind. He went to the front desk to ask if there was a girl named Ri Xiang living here, but because the other party did not travel alone, it was likely that he did not use his own ID to register. Shen Jiaqi returned disappointed and returned to her room. It took her long to fall asleep. In my dream, I played the flute with the girl named Hyuga.

Stop this past. Shen Jiaqi didn't meet that girl again, nor did she mention it to anyone else. Until the introduction of the new policy, requiring that everyone's documents must be registered for accommodation, Shen Jiaqi sighed in her heart, how good would it be if there was this policy earlier?

Then, two years ago, I went out to play with my colleagues. The style of the hotel was much worse, but the scenery outside the hotel was very similar. Shen Jiaqi couldn't help but think of the girl again.

At that time, it was so dark that I only saw her side face faintly and her long white skirt, and I couldn't even remember whether she had feet or not.

- Legend has it that ghosts have no feet.

So, Shen Jiaqi, who was originally excited, was a little melancholy and was still thinking about the girl named Ri Xiang she met two years ago. I don't know if there is a chance to meet her.

It's BBQ that can't avoid vulgarity. Shen Jiaqi can't complain. A group of people come out to play. Is there anything else to eat for dinner besides BBQ?

He was absent-minded to help prepare. After making several mistakes, he was finally driven away and asked him to wait to eat. Shen Jiaqi was very happy about this arrangement.

"Look, there are fireworks!"

When a girl who was interested in him brought the roasted kebab to him again, she suddenly shouted in surprise, which made several other people excited.

Leaning against the guardrail, Shen Jiaqi was in a good mood when she saw these beautiful fireworks. The moment the fireworks went out, her mood was also gloomy. He remembered a song. The female monologue tells a story, and the lyrics express the mood of boys.

Shen Jiaqi likes the female monologue very much. Although it is Cantonese, it sounds a little difficult. She narrates the story in simple words and briefly explains her views on this dew marriage. There is a sequel to this song, but I didn't listen to it after reading the lyrics. I read the monologue silently, but I couldn't read the happy mood. If he encountered such a thing, how could he be willing to let it be like fireworks? "The smoke will float away and the fire will go out"?

"I came to Beijing for the first time,

You have to be alone,

And I only know how to speak authentic Hong Kong people's Mandarin

I'm so bold

There is no detail in this place in Beijing

But I actually met a man several times

Once, he actually came from my introduction

I'm dead. I'm ignorant. I should say D.

It turns out that it is from Taiwan

I think I'm a local

Praise me for being more beautiful than the local girl, I have to add more light

So I fell down for a week's trip

It's the same guy.

Amazing the scenery of our motherland on the Great Wall

I'm so intoxicated

Everyone seems to have forgotten the scenery of Taiping Mountain in Hong Kong and Ali Mountain in Taiwan

Language is no longer the gap between me

But it will be over in a week

Speak to me

I am a wisp of smoke, and you are a fire

It's a wisp of smoke because of my fire

But

I can only answer his words

When the fireworks burn to the redst

The smoke will float away and the fire will go out

And neither of them belong to the same place anymore"

When Shen Jiaqi recited this monologue in her magnetic voice, the girl next to her shook her head repeatedly, "This song is very good, but it is sad. Fireworks may not be..." The girl may want to say that it may not be synonymous with sadness.

Shen Jiaqi smiled calmly, and the quiet expression on her face was usually rare: "Maybe so, the description of fireworks rarely praises the beauty of the gorgeous moment. Most of them are sighs that it is fleeting, like a pan flower, used to describe the short time."

The girl looked at him. She didn't know whether she was attracted by his sudden quiet temperament or was thinking about that sentence. After thinking for a while, the girl said, "Fireworks are short, but after all, it's a good time, right?"

Shen Jiaqi nodded.

This girl is really good. If it weren't for later... Maybe Shen Jiaqi would be with her.

When he was about to go back to the hotel, he was stopped. He casually made an excuse and was exposed as a lie. Shen Jiaqi was embarrassed and said nothing more. She ignored everyone's retention and went back to the hotel by herself.

The already depressed mood became even worse because of seeing the fleeting fireworks. I miss the girl I met more and more two years ago, knowing that there is little chance of meeting again.

She said that she went back to the hotel and walked to the place where there was no one. Shen Jiaqi stopped, looked at the place where the fireworks disappeared, and sang the song in her heart:

"Always careless again and again

Walking into the sad forest

I thought it was a sleeping relationship

Wake up again at midnight

I always think of you unconsciously

Panic eyes

Even if the back is far away

Still leaning in my arms

Lonely

Walking on the streets of Liying Shuangshuang

Forget what I'm looking for

Wait for tomorrow or go back

Always after losing

I just want to have it again

If time can go back

The fireworks in the night sky

In your heart

Do you touch the dusty memory

Always after parting

I just want to go back

No matter how lonely it is to wait again

The fireworks in the night sky

In the bottom of my heart

It is endless and permanent"

After singing, there were tears dripping. Repeat the last sentence, "I always want to look back after parting. No matter how lonely it is to wait again, the fireworks in the night sky, reflected in my heart, is endless and permanent." He doesn't even have a chance to wait again. Isn't it more tragic?

At that time, Chu Chaoyang had broken up with Amanda, and he didn't know the reason for the breakup. Thinking that I haven't even sent my first love out for so many years, I can't help sighing.