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Lying on ** listening to the sound of rain and leaves outside the window, making the fox Xiaoya sober.

This is not the first time she has spent the night in Liao's house. She has lived here for a few months. She is familiar with everything here, but this night, she still suffers in insomnia due to inexplicable excitement.

She once swore to tell herself to stay away from Chu Chaoyang and the circle of her life.

He was possessed, but he still rushed over. I'm afraid that the moth is as painful and happy as she is. She knows that she will suffer, but she still has no return.

What on earth does she like about Chu Chaoyang?

Once upon a time, Chu Chaoyang looked at her differently because of Chu Tianqi, so that he fell in love with her secretly that he brewed in love on an intoxicated night. Desire, maybe it was intentional or it was natural. After getting drunk, she was stunned and just accepted the result. Fortunately, Chu Chaoyang didn't play tricks on her. Ignoring his romantic deeds, she was willing to be bound by him, have children for him, get close to the marriage hall with him, and be happy to keep him for four years and raise her son alone.

So, what about this time?

Tianqi is by her mother's side. She is much more sunny and happy, and she doesn't need a tutor or a nanny to take care of her. So, what capital and opportunity does Linghu Xiaoya have to approach Chu Chaoyang's heart again?

I always feel strange. How could Shen Jiaqi be with Amanda? How could Meow appear in TZ so early? What about Lu Rusong and Situ Ling? In what form will Wuhua Jingyu Chengtian appear in her fate again?

Thinking over and over again, Linghu Xiaoya became more and more sleepy.

I always feel... It seems that everything is too smooth, as if someone is brewing some conspiracy...

How could it be so coincidental? She accidentally met Amanda. Why did she meet her for the second time and see Shen Jiaqi? How could she be so smooth and both of them liked her? But Bic and Meow Meow are the same. They seem to know everything and don't seem to know anything. They are familiar with her, and they don't seem to know each other at all...

What other surprises will appear next? Is it as smooth as it is now?

In fact, what she is most concerned about is Chu Chaoyang, or the relationship with Chu Chaoyang. Here, whether they are still a couple, whether they still love each other... No, whether Chu Chaoyang will like her and fall in love with her again. As for her... It seems that she has never figured out whether he loves Chu Chaoyang because of love or It's the helplessness after attachment or dedication. In fact, she doesn't quite understand what love is. As she explained to Tian Yang before, does love mean wanting to see each other grow old together every day?

"The most romantic thing I can think of is to grow old with you." The love expressed in this song is not what Linghu Xiaoya's favorite. Maybe it is a girl's feelings. She still thinks that "you are the wind and I am the sand, lingering to the end of the world" is the ideal love model. It's just that such lingering and vigorous, not everyone can encounter it, right? Even if you can't meet it, it's okay to just look forward to it, or just pretend to be vigorous?

Thinking of this, Linghu Xiaoya was not only annoy, but also felt that it was not the right decision to marry Chu Chaoyang. Although she did think about him day and night at that time. She wanted to be with him all the time, but after she really married him and had him, she found that life was too plain and elm. Chaoyang doesn't seem to have done anything romantic for her.

Even if there was a candlelight dinner... It was arranged by Shen Jiaqi...

Although I sent flowers to her... That was the time of marriage proposal...

I also said some sweet words to her... It seems that it's all when I'm drunk or confused...

The care and care for her have always made her heartfelt, and the care for her uncle and aunt is also very considerate, but she is still not good at words and has not said anything to make everyone smile.

Perhaps, life should be like this, plain, cold and hot.

But love... shouldn't be so insipid and tasteless, right?

Before Chu Chaoyang, Gu Yongwei brought her the dream of girlhood. Before the flowers and under the moon, she strolled by the lake, secretly held hands and secretly kissed each other's cheeks in the dark... It was the dream that the girl who was in love was at the beginning of love. There was a prince-like boy beside her, who gave her care and greeted her, and grew up with her to enjoy the entanglement. Warm feelings.

It's just... Gu Yongwei still betrayed and abandoned her.

In retrospect, the days with Gu Yongwei are more like a dream, and it is also like watching a youth literary love film. The moon is hazy and the bird is hazy. Everything is the existence of a lomo mask, which is untouchable and unreal. At that time, she was really happy and satisfied. She was very grateful. Gu Yongwei once gave her a happy first love, although the period was not perfect.

I had known for a long time that my first love would not come to an end, but it ended in this way... Linghu Xiaoya laughed at herself. Did she meet the best man? If you organize it and put it down to the emotional forum, there should be a high click rate, right?

But Gu Yongwei here... seems to be different. It seems that he is still the same as him in school, as great and as serious as before, and loves her as before.

However, Linghu Xiaoya, who was severely hurt by him, no longer has the courage to accept the second blow. Therefore, even if he is really different, he can only say "sorry" to him silently in his heart. They have no way back. It is impossible to have a future, just because she comes from the future world and has a memory of what he doesn't have.

Maybe...

No, no, maybe, she doesn't love Gu Yongwei anymore, although she is not sure if she loves Chu Chaoyang now.

However, she knows very well that she is very determined to start a different life. Don't make her life a mess again, and there will be no such thing as unmarried pregnancy.

If... if a man can have a child, she will definitely treat him in her own way, let Chu Chaoyang be eaten and wiped clean by her, and then wait for her pity with her child.

Fu'er, what kind of messy idea is this? Thinking of the matter between the man and woman, Linghu Xiaoya blushed with shame, got into the quilt and covered her head, and giggled "hey".

I don't know if I will meet other boys again. Does it have to be Chu Chaoyang? What if she didn't come to TZ and didn't happen to meet Amanda again? What if she took the initiative to call Meng Qingming according to the contact information on the business card to find Kebik? Will Chu Chaoyang's seat be replaced by Kibik?

There are so many ifs, is there any one that will be true?

Sleepless all night, listening to the rain all night, thinking of Chu Chaoyang's stupid appearance, Linghu Xiaoya couldn't help but smile. In fact, Chu Chaoyang is very cute. Except for his always indifferent attitude, everything else seems to be quite good. In this way, it seems good to fall in love with him without burden.

- She doesn't need to ask for a high-paying job to supplement her uncle's family. Chu Chaoyang doesn't need Chu Tianqi to be distracted by him, and she and he is not in an employment and hired relationship, although he is still her boss.

So what? She is free in her heart, that's enough.

In the early morning, the rain stopped, and the chirping of birds seemed to tell people that the rain had stopped and a new day had begun.

Standing in front of the window, she opened the curtains, and the leaves and flowers were stained with rain and dew, like the woman who was swayed shyly with the morning wind. When she opened the window, the fresh earth fragrance came to her nose, which made Hu Xiaoya in a very good mood. She wanted to do something to suppress the excitement that she had nowhere to release.

Why don't you make breakfast for them?

She ran to the kitchen with a sweet smile and told the servant that she came to do it this morning and prayed secretly in her heart, hoping that their tastes and preferences had not changed, which was also the begly gift she gave them.

After Linghu Xiaoya, the first person to get up was Chu Chaoyang. He was used to morning exercise, but this time he was at his godfather's house. It just rained last night, so he could only walk back and forth in the corridor.

When passing by the kitchen, he saw Linghu Xiaoya, who was busy inside. Chu Chaoyang stood in front of the window and frowned. The girl was diligent.