So this is youth

Chapter 10 Confession

"Lin Ying, do you have to be kind enough to carry other people's affairs on your shoulders?" Qi Feng felt distressed and stroked Lin Ying's wet but still smooth hair.

"That's not someone else, but my best friend!" Lin Ying said without thinking about it.

"If she treats you as a friend, she won't let you take care of that kind of thing!"

"She just..." Lin Ying wanted to help still defend, but she didn't know what to say.

"What is she just? She just doesn't have a place to put those two things? Lin Ying, think about it, who would put such a private thing in such a conspicuous cloth bag? Who will keep two worthless things for their good friends? Qi Feng explained.

"We have been friends since childhood. I don't believe that she will do anything bad for me. I believe in her character. If you slander her in front of me again, let's not talk anymore. Lin Ying was very excited and said resolutely. Qi Feng beside him could only give up if he wanted to continue to say anything!

"Okay, okay, I know. I won't talk about it anymore. Drink the ginger soup quickly!" Qi Feng put the ginger soup in front of Lin Ying.

"I haven't eaten ginger since I was a child. Have you forgotten?" Lin Ying looked at the ginger soup in front of her and covered her nose.

"You have to drink it too! It's getting cold, and it's raining so hard. You don't know. I got a high fever when I was caught in the rain two days ago. I felt very uncomfortable. I had backache for several days..." Qi Feng picked up the bowl, scooped a spoonful, put it on his mouth and blew it, and put it on Lin Ying's mouth.

"What day?" Lin Ying interrupted and asked.

"Just that day..."

"What day was that?" Lin Ying asked with a puzzled face.

"On the day of the voice class!" Qi Feng said for a long time. As soon as he finished speaking, he didn't expect to see Lin Ying laughing. It seemed that she did it on purpose.

"You old and cunning thief, did you do it on purpose? Come on, drink this sip, or I'll punish you for being my girlfriend." Lin Ying closed her eyes and squeezed the ginger soup in the spoon like a pharynx.

"What? What are you talking about? Weird..." Lin Ying pretended to look at Qi Feng with an innocent face.

"Lin Ying, be my girlfriend!" Hearing this, Lin Ying suddenly put away her innocent expression and looked at Qi Feng in surprise.

"What's the matter?" Qi Feng was uncomfortable to be seen by Lin Ying.

"Qi Feng, when did you become so brave?"

"I've always been so brave, okay?"

"Real? Who was that? On the first day of junior high school, I told my deskmate that I forgot to bring a Chinese book. When I went out during class, I secretly put my Chinese book on my desk? In the third year of junior high school, I secretly replaced the love letter given to me by handwritten periodic table of chemical elements? On the last day after graduating from junior high school, I pretended to have a stomachache and lied to me and asked me to take you home so that others could take hugs? And..."

"Is that all me!" Qi Feng didn't think of those things that she thought would not be noticed by Lin Ying. Unexpectedly, she saw them all in her eyes and remembered them now.

"Who aren't you? I taught you all your words! Do you think I won't recognize it?" After Lin Ying said that, Qi Feng suddenly realized.

"Okay, even if you recognize my words, how do you know that I pretend to have a stomachache?"

"You fool, your stomach hurts too fast. He Xiang just found a few boys to take pictures with me, and you pulled me and said that I had a stomachache and had to go home. Isn't your behavior too obvious?" As Lin Ying said, Qi Feng blushed.

"Don't mention him, I have the impulse to beat him now!" Speaking of He Xiang, Qi Feng was not angry.

"Why? Didn't he go abroad? Have you seen him after graduation?

"No!"

"Then why are you angry?"

"It's not because of you!"

"What does it have to do with me?"

"I dreamed that you had his child that night, but he didn't want you anymore."

"Haha, Qi Feng, when did your imagination become so rich? He doesn't want me? It's true that I don't want him, right? Besides, how can I like He Xiang?" Lin Yingle's back and forth.

"Lin Ying, so you agree to be my girlfriend, right? I, a handsome young man, have liked you for more than ten years and waited for you. Except for my mother and my grandma, I have never touched the hands of other little girls. Qi Feng held Lin Ying's hand and began to "devote affectionately".

"Qi Feng, when did you look like Zhang Junliang? Is this coaxing girl's words one after another? Lin Ying looked at Qi Feng in disbelief. In fact, this was what Zhang Junliang taught at noon.

"Let's be my girlfriend!" Qi Feng quickly changed the topic, or Lin Ying should criticize him for not learning well.

"No way!"

"Why?" Qi Feng asked like a child.

There are two reasons. First, the college entrance examination is coming soon. I can't be distracted at this time. Second, you should know that I still like you all the time, right? Lin Ying seems to be analyzing the political test points.

"I can understand the college entrance examination. You are born to be a child studying, and I didn't want to delay you. I can wait for you. I have thought about it. I will follow you wherever you take the exam, but still, whether she likes me or not has nothing to do with me. Since you know that I have done so many stupid things for you, you should know that I have always liked. It's you, whether in the past, now or in the future, I will only like you, and it still has nothing to do with her!" Lin Ying lowered her head after listening.

"Qi Feng, I know, I know what I should know, but it's still my best friend. I can't hurt her heart and her feelings for you."

"Then you can hurt me?" Qi Feng let go of Lin Ying's hand angrily, "Lin Ying, if you don't like me, just say it. Don't prevaricate me with your friends."

"Qi Feng, if I don't like you, I won't allow you to exist in my mind, so that I can't even continue learning this kind of vocation I was born with, and I won't throw myself into your arms when I am most helpless, let alone remember everything you do for me. I always thought I resist you. Yes, I think that no matter how much you do for me, I will be indifferent. I hate you as a boy who paints my face as a kindergarten, but I'm wrong. I have you in my heart. I don't know from which day, the resistance in my heart will only appear on my face and stay in my mouth. These days, I look forward to seeing you at the station every day. You are not here. Only then did I know that you are so important in my heart.

Lin Ying finished saying this, and even his eyes were wet. Qi Feng listened in a daze. He was so angry that he calmed down when he heard such words. He sat on the black fabric sofa to wipe Lin Ying's tears.

"I'm sorry, Lin Ying, I was wrong. Don't cry. I won't say anything that hurts your heart again." He took Lin Ying in his arms. Lin Ying leaned against Qi Feng's strong chest and listened to his strong heartbeat.