Chapter 69 I can't go back

"What do you want me to do to forgive me?" Qi Feng's appearance is a little painful. Qi's mother's illness has made him feel weak. Now it's Lin Ying again. He doesn't know what to do!

"Qi Feng, we are now people from different worlds, and we can't forgive or not..." Although Lin Ying didn't want to think about the past, they kept replaying in her mind like slides. Lin Ying couldn't stop it. After all, recalling this thing is a part of everyone's life. It won't disappear easily.

"Did you and Ouyang Chen do anything?" Lin Ying knew that Qi Feng wanted to know from his mouth whether the child in his belly had anything to do with him.

"You don't already know!" Lin Ying didn't want to say that she didn't expect that Qi Feng only valued children.

"I want to hear you say, you know, I only believe in you." Qi Feng took a sip of coffee. In fact, he doesn't know what to do now, and he doesn't know what kind of result Lin Ying will say. He can only keep drinking water.

"But I don't believe you..." He couldn't help crying. The scene that night, "How could this happen?"

"I know, I'm sorry for you. I was really obsessed that day... Give me a chance..." Qi Feng sat on Lin Ying's side and held Lin Ying in his arms and said his helplessness intermittently.

"Keep away from me..." Lin Ying pushed Qi Feng away. "I'm sorry, it's too late. Qi Feng, let it go! We all have a new life, don't we?"

"Lin Ying, that child is mine, isn't it?" Qi Feng seized a glimmer of life to keep Lin Ying.

"I'm sorry, he's just my child." How long will such a debate take? Whose child is important? So what if the child is Qi Feng's? He didn't fulfill a man's responsibility for a woman. What qualifications does he have to be responsible for a new life?

"Why? Why do you all abandon me like this? My mother has cancer, and you have to leave with your child..." Qi Feng sat alone in a chair and covered his face. Hearing the sound, he should be crying.

"What did you say? Does your aunt have cancer? Why didn't you tell me?"

Lin Ying walked to Qi Feng and sat down. Qi's mother has been very kind to herself since she was a child. Sometimes she makes mistakes and hides at Qi Feng's house. When her mother comes to find her, Qi's mother will help her say good words.

She often eats delicious and fun things for herself, but now, Qi's mother actually has cancer. Lin Ying is also surprised to hear the news.

"How's the aunt now? You talk!" Lin Ying asked Qi Feng anxiously.

"The doctor said that there hasn't been much time." Thinking of what the doctor said to himself in the office that day, Qi Feng became more and more uncomfortable.

"How could this happen? Wasn't it good before? How did you suddenly get cancer? Is the hospital checked wrong?

"I have been to many hospitals, and the results are the same. My mother is getting weaker and weaker day by day. She has also taken off her hair and lost a lot of hair. Every day, except for being in the hospital at school, I don't even dare to look at her in the mirror. Lin Ying, the doctor is already advising me to give up the treatment and prepare for the afterth... ..."

Since she went to junior high school, Lin Ying has rarely seen Qi Feng cry. Like today, it is the first time that the softest place in her heart is poked by Qi Feng.

"Okay, don't be sad. Which hospital does aunt live in? I'll see her after school in the evening. Lin Ying came forward and hugged Qi Feng and patted him on the shoulder. At this time, all the consolation was powerless! But what can I do besides persuasion?

"The Fourth Hospital..." Nestled in Lin Ying's arms, Qi Feng was more like a child.

"Ye-huh, I see. Now let's go eat something and go back to school!" Lin Ying pulled up Qi Feng, as if she had returned to the past. In the past, she always liked to walk with Qi Feng's little finger. In the past, it was only a few months.

"Can we go back to the past?" Qi Feng seemed to see through his idea, and Lin Ying was suddenly beaten back to reality.

"At least not now. Let's talk about these things later!" Lin Ying let go of Qi Feng's hand and walked in front of him, but Qi Feng immediately grasped it again, "It's just a moment, okay?"

Lin Ying looked at Qi Feng. His hair was messy and his clothes were wrinkled. When did he become such a sloppy look? Was it when the two of them were tearing up just now or has he been not doing well recently?

Seeing such a situation, Lin Ying could not refuse at all.

If you don't know it, you will think that they are two couples who have just made up, but Lin Ying doesn't know that all this has fallen into Ouyang Chen's eyes.

Lin Ying couldn't sit in a small restaurant near the school at all. When she smelled the smell of oil smoke, she had already fled, or she had to let her spit out all the bitter bile.

"I'll go back first. You can find something to eat by yourself!" Lin Ying tried, but failed. She would rather eat nothing than spit it out at that time.

"I'm not hungry anyway, so let's go back together!" The two of them were worried about each other on the road, and there was no communication.

As soon as she reached the door, Lin Ying saw Ouyang Chen's car, but others didn't know where it was going. Lin Ying didn't know if Ouyang Chen came to find her, but she didn't see her. Will he worry?

When did it happen? I actually cared about Ouyang Chen's feelings!

"You go in first! I have to wait for someone. When Lin Ying said this, Qi Feng had already guessed who it was and was not angry.

"I'll wait for him with you." Qi Feng sat on the lid of the trunk. Ouyang Chen led Lin Ying to the KTV that day. If it weren't for him, Lin Ying would not have left him. When she saw him, she would definitely make him look good.

"Qi Feng, you are not a child anymore. Could you please use your brain before doing something?" Lin Ying thought about Qi Feng's current anxious situation, so she didn't want to argue with him, but she couldn't let him make trouble.

"Lin Ying, you know how to protect him now. No wonder you chose to break up with me." Lin Ying actually had to stand here waiting for Ouyang Chen and let herself go. Qi Feng felt very uncomfortable.

"What are you talking about? Don't talk nonsense."

"What do I say, I speak, Lin Ying, do you know what you are? You are such a nondescript and casual woman," Qi Feng didn't know where the crooked reason came from. He was even shocked when he said it. Obviously, he was wrong, but he actually blamed Lin Ying, but men want face. How could Qi Feng easily admit that he was wrong?

"Qi Feng, are you talking about human language or nonsense? When I'm rational, it disappears from my eyes. Lin Ying didn't ask Qi Feng to understand his painstaking efforts, but she didn't need him to slander herself.