Chapter 98 Walking

Qi Feng tried his best to comfort Lin Ying, but found that he was exhausted without saying a few words.

"Bring me to see him..." I was uneasy before, but now it has finally been verified. Lin Ying has always been planning for the worst in her heart. Now everything has been confirmed. No matter how uncomfortable it is, it is more or less acceptable.

Qi Feng led Lin Ying to Bai Xiangyu's tombstone. The black and white photo on it was his. Although it was black and white, it could not hide his smile.

"Xiao Bai, I can't forgive you all my life, because you didn't say goodbye to me, so I went to another world. I'm waiting for you in the hospital bed every day. I think of you every day and I feel flustered, but I don't know why... Now I'm here, don't you have anything to say to me?" Lin Ying stroked every word on the tombstone.

After knowing each other for several months, Lin Ying seems to have known him for many years. They have a tacit understanding. He is like a harbor. As long as Lin Ying is injured, she can go to his place to find warmth, but he is no longer there.

"How did Xiaobai die?"

"The car accident is on the way to see you..." Since Lin Ying has been brought here, she has the right to tell her everything. Even if all this will make Lin Ying more self-reproach, this is a fact, and no one can change it.

"You're so stupid... Why don't you go on a date with a girl? Now it seems that I can only live with your dreams..." She swept the dust by the tomb with her hand. "I know you love cleanliness the most. I'll bring you flowers next time, okay?"

"Lin Ying, it's going to rain. Let's go!" Seeing that the cloudless blue sunny day just now suddenly became gloomy, and the day at noon was cloudy, Qi Feng quickly reminded him.

"Xiao Bai, I'm leaving. I'll bring you flowers next time." Lin Ying said it again, and tears stayed down her cheeks.

Qi Feng was afraid that Lin Ying would have any accident, so he deliberately helped her without saying anything. He wanted Lin Ying to digest it by himself.

"Qi Feng, I want to go to the riverside..." Lin Ying didn't cry or say anything all the way. She stared at the scenery outside the window. When she walked to the riverside road, she suddenly made a sound.

Although it was cloudy, Qi Feng seemed to have dispersed some clouds. I guess it couldn't rain, so he parked his car aside and accompanied Lin Ying on the pedestrian street by the river.

"Qi Feng, we used to come all the time, but how do we feel that we have changed now?"

"The river has not changed. Our heart has changed. The river is cold. Put on my coat!" Qi Feng took off her coat and put it on Lin Ying's shoulder. She did not push it off and put on her two sleeves.

"When did it become so literary?" Lin Ying looked at Qi Feng with a smile. Qi Feng was embarrassed, so she turned her head, stopped, held the guardrail in her hand, and looked at the ripples of the river. "Aunt passed away, my child passed away, and Xiao Bai also passed away. Why are you always saying goodbye recently?"

"This is a kind of training! The people around us are far away, and our hearts are empty little by little. In the face of life and death, none of us has a panacea, so the best way to stay is to continue to live with their will. Since the death of Qi's mother, he has often dreamed of his mother and smiled at himself.

"If you live, you will die one day. These days, I always don't understand why I come to this world? Is it meaningful to break your heart, suffer enough, and then die? Lin Ying thought about whether she would be happier if her child stayed. Although this idea was a little selfish, she felt a little tired.

"Don't be so negative, okay?" Qi Feng turned Lin Ying, who was looking far away, and put his hands on her shoulder. "A living person always has a reason to live. Don't always think about those unhappy things. Everything will be fine."

"How to get better? In the future, I will lose my mother and father, and my beloved friends. Lin Ying stared straight into Qi Feng's eyes, "Qi Feng, tell me, how should I get better?"

Qi Feng looked at the "serically injured" girl in front of him and felt very guilty. At least he had half of his responsibility.

"I'll take you to get better, believe me!"

"Qi Feng, we can never do it again. I deeply feel your love, but now that I am timid, I can't accept you anymore. I have loved you very much, but now, I just want to be alone..."

Lin Ying has been thinking about this sentence for a long time, but when it comes to what she really wants to say, she is still choking. However, how many rehearsals are practiced, she may make mistakes in the real performance.

"I understand, so I won't force you to do anything now. Any change, whether you can't extricate yourself in the past, or if you don't want to move forward, I will wait for you. It doesn't matter if you think I'm old." Qi Feng smiled and said countless sincerity.

"Qi Feng..." Lin Ying rushed into Qi Feng's arms, "Thank you, but I'm sorry..."

"Stupid girl..."

The raindrops didn't lose face until the two of them were drunk.

"Go quickly..." Qi Feng blocked Lin Ying's head with his hands, and the two hurriedly ran into the car.

Although it was not far away, it couldn't stand the heavy rain. Qi Feng's body was all wet. Lin Ying was wearing a coat because of Qi Feng, so her legs and shoes were a little wet.

"Shall we go home now?" Qi Feng looked at Lin Ying pitifully, making Lin Ying laugh and have a stomachache.

"Let's go...go home!"

It was pouring heavily outside, the warm wind was driving in the car, and the wipers kept swinging in front. Lin Ying took a CD from the storage compartment and put it into the CD player.

Whose song is it? Lin Ying doesn't know. She has never heard it, but the lyrics and melody are particularly beautiful...

What should I do if it rains? I miss you so much. I dare not call you. I can't find the reason.

Why does the sound of insomnia become so familiar with the silent scene? Do your place to accompany me to listen to the raindrops. I expect to make people more and more addicted. Who can't wait for him like me? Who falls in love with you? I'm always learning the taste of loneliness. I hold an umbrella and wipe my tears alone. I'm so tired. What kind of rain? What kind of night? I can make you miss the rain more. How dark is it to have your thoughtfulness? In fact, without me, you can't tell the difference. How obvious the ending is. Don't say that you will be sad. Don't say that you want to change the person you are loved. Don't need to apologize.............................

What kind of rain, what kind of night, what kind of night? I can make you miss the rain more. How dark it is to have your consideration. In fact, without me, you can't tell those differences. How obvious the ending can be. Don't say that you will be sad. Don't say that you want to change the person you are loved. Don't apologize.

"What song is this?" Lin Ying listened to it and replayed it again.

"I'm not sure... Maybe it's called "Rainy Day"! I just took a few pictures on my CD rack. It's too boring when I don't want to drive..." Qi Feng thought hard, but he had no impression of this song, so he had to pull other things away and concentrate on driving.