Chapter 0332: Untitled
Chapter 0332: Don't ignore my existence!
[PS: The title is actually harmonized!? Speechless!]
In front of the window, a shadow was standing there and looking at the dark night opposite. Her body had not moved at all for a long time, as if she had been given.
The evening wind blew the curtain and danced gently. At the same time, it also blew up her long black and soft hair, and the green silk flew gently in the air like silk. Such a picture can't help but remind people of those shampoo advertisements on TV, which are the same soft, black and bright, which makes people unable to put it down.
The starlight in the sky and the lights in the distance reflect each other, like a beautiful picture that makes people addicted to it.
And the woman was not moved by the beautiful scenery in front of her. Her eyes were blurred and out of focus, and she was obviously thinking about what was on her mind. The evening wind kept attacking her thin body with a trace of chill, but she didn't care about it, as if she had forgotten where she was.
"Giggle!"
At this time, there was a powerful knock outside the door.
The knock broke the silence of the night and woke up Chen Sisi, who was immersed in meditation. She came to her senses a little and instinctively turned around and looked at the door. For a moment, she remembered to walk over and open the door.
When she opened the door, a man with a gentle smile appeared outside the door. She couldn't help but be stunned again and asked, "It's you." What's the matter?"
"Can I go in?" Huang Fei said with a smile. His eyes are pure, his expression is serious, and there is no superfluous thoughts.
"Come in!" Chen Sisi opened the door and put it aside and said. This is Huang Fei's home. If even the owner refuses, it will be too ignorant.
"Thank you." Without hesitation, Huang Fei walked in directly. Then he casually walked to the sofa by the window and sat down.
Although this is now a girl's residence, he is not restrained at all, just like entering his own room. After sitting down, he began to look around, as novel as discovering a new continent.
After Chen Sisi closed the door, she also walked over and sat down, smiled at Huang Fei and said, "Why did you suddenly think of coming to me?"
"I'm here when I miss you." Huang Fei joked and said with a smile.
"..." Chen Sisi was stunned for a moment, his eyes opened slightly, and then looked at Huang Fei and smiled silently.
"Are you used to living?" Huang Fei asked.
"It's okay." Chen Sisi nodded and said. Your servant is very warm and the service is very thoughtful. It's really much better than staying in a hotel.
"That's good." Huang Fei said with a smile.
The conversation between the two people is very strange, and they have been talking to each other, as if they were unconsciously separated by a membrane. This has happened more than once between the two.
Although Chen Sisi did not show these changes on her face, her words and deeds have explained her inner thoughts at this time.
"Sisi."
"Uh?"
Chen Sisi looked up at Huang Fei and found that he was looking at himself with that serious look, which made her panic.
"Are you running away from me?" Huang Fei looked at her with burning eyes and said.
"No." Chen Sisi squeezed out an unnatural smile and said, "If I want to escape, how can you let you in? You think too much."
After saying that, she blinked and withdrew from Huang Fei's gaze and looked down at other places unnaturally.
"Do you think I'm cheating on you?" Huang Fei said seriously.
"How could you... say that?" Chen Sisi didn't dare to look directly at Huang Fei's eyes. He just glanced at him, and then lowered his head and muttered.
Huang Fei said, "I know you must think so. I came here to tell you that I am still the same, and nothing has changed."
Huang Fei already knew that this misunderstanding would happen.
Once Chen Sisi knew that he was the young master of the Hu family, she must have thought that Huang Fei used to act in front of her, and everything was just to deceive her feelings.
He has an identity background, and there are many women around him. The image of a playboy who specializes in playing with women's feelings immediately flashed.
These are all natural and reminiscent things.
"Do you remember what I said when I picked you up?" Huang Fei said. As I said, this matter is unbelievable and can't be made clear in a few words. I haven't cheated on you. Before I met you, I didn't know that I was the young master of the Hu family. These have only happened recently, so I don't want to alienate us because of your misunderstanding.
"..." Chen Sisi looked up at Huang Fei and was silent.
As Huang Fei said before, when his identity was revealed, she had thought that her feelings had been deceived. However, she still retains a trace of trust in Huang Fei, because all the past was so real and unforgettable that it could not be all performances.
Now that Huang Fei said this, she really wants to know what happened in it.
"You should know that I used to grow up in an orphanage, and I don't know who my parents are..." Huang Fei began to slowly show his past to Chen Sisi bit by bit.
Starting from the feud between the Hu family and the Qiao family more than 20 years ago, he told Chen Sisi what he had experienced over the years, including how he was cut off by himself and then transferred to the 506 organization to participate in training, and then escaped from there and sneaking back to China...
Huang Fei spoke slowly while recalling, as if he returned to the time when there was only pain and killing, endless training and tasks, and experiencing the edge of life and death again and again...
When Chen Sisi learned about the inhuman life Huang Fei had experienced over the years, she couldn't help but feel heavy. It turns out that what this man has experienced is not as easy as he appeared on the surface.
It is difficult for her to imagine that if she has such an experience, she can be as open-minded as he is now, and whether she can face the rest of life with a smile.
His life has too much helplessness and pain, and loneliness can only drift with the wind.
Now, he has gradually found the other side where he can stop.
Time passed bit by bit. In the process of Huang Fei's speech, Chen Sisi didn't say a word and listened silently and carefully. This was the first time she was closest to Huang Fei's inner world, and it was also the first time that she felt the other side of the world.
She didn't know how long she had been waiting. It was not until today that this man was really willing to open his heart to her and let her really understand him and know him.
At this moment, the deepest part of her heart was also connected with Huang Fei's world. She could finally fully accept him and understand his heart.
For a long time...
For a long time...
It was late at night, and Huang Fei was silent.
This confession seems to make him go through a new life, sweet and sour, bitter and spicy, and the five flavors of life are complete.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to mention your past." Chen Sisi said softly. Her tone has obviously changed a lot, with sadness, pity and emotion.
Huang Fei said seriously, "I'm telling you this to make you understand that I really care about you. I once promised you that I would never let you get hurt. Whether physically or mentally, I don't want you to get hurt.
He is a man who rarely makes promises, because he thinks it's too fake. No one can really fulfill all the promises he has made. Since he can't complete it, why leave others hope and then let others down?
However, life itself is also full of contradictions.
Commitment is an affirmation of oneself and an affirmation of others. When you fulfill a promise you make, you will get more trust and support.
A promise is hope, which can give people the courage to take great strides forward.
Since you make a promise, you should take it seriously and try to complete it. Even if the result is not as perfect as you expected, after all, you have worked hard and struggled for it, and there is no regret.
Huang Fei said, "I always remember my promise to you, so you absolutely can't leave me, let alone escape me until I finish it. It doesn't matter how you choose to face me, but you can't ignore my existence.
"Thank you. Huang Fei." Chen Sisi said with emotion. Her eyes were wet, and tears couldn't help sliding down.
How valuable it is to know a person who cares about himself in his life. This is even more difficult to meet but not ask for.
Wasn't she just hoping to find a man who treats her sincerely? And this person is not sitting in front of her now. Does she still need to look around?
"It's good that you can understand." Huang Fei said with a soft smile. He reached out and gently wiped the tears on her face, and then smiled and said softly, "Fool, don't cry. Crying flowers don't look good."
"Hmm." Chen Sisi smiled with emotion and lowered his head to wipe his tears. Then he looked up at Huang Fei with a sweet smile.
She was relieved, and all the unhappiness in her heart was released. At this moment, she no longer had any emotional and psychological burden.
Huang Fei looked at the time and found that it was very late. He smiled helplessly and said, "It seems that there is a lot of time left. It's time for me to go back to bed." You should also go to bed early. There will be more important tasks waiting for you tomorrow. Don't tire yourself out.
"..." Chen Sisi looked at Huang Fei with a pair of crystal clear eyes, as if he was a little reluctant.
"I'm leaving. See you tomorrow." Huang Fei squeezed his mouth and said with a smile. Then he got up and walked towards the door.
All the misunderstandings were explained clearly, and his long-depressed heart finally suddenly opened up. Suddenly, I felt comfortable and even felt better. It seemed that I was doomed to sleepless tonight.
People are so strange that they not only get insomnia, but also make people unable to fall asleep.
"Huang Fei."
When Huang Fei walked behind the door and held the handle, Chen Sisi suddenly shouted his name and rushed over, and then hugged him tightly from behind.