Chapter 378: Resolve!
Chapter 378: Decisive!
"Xueer, if you really want to say sorry, the person who apologizes should be me." Huang Fei said seriously. Let's stop saying this. No matter what happens in the future, you can't hide me anymore. Just because you deliberately forced me to leave in the past, it will lead to today's situation. I don't want to make the same mistake again. You have borne enough pain alone. We will face the rest of the days together. As long as we are honest and support each other, I believe that everything will pass.
In those years, in order to let Huang Fei leave the 506 organization safely, Yan did not hesitate to fabricate lies to force Huang Fei to leave, and finally diverted the enemy's attention with his own safety. As a result, she fell into a crisis and became what she looks like today.
Now, in order for Huang Fei to live a happy life, she hides the truth again and suffers all the pain alone. This is the same as the previous choice, which is so sad.
Whether it was or now, she has only one wish, which is to let Huang Feiping live safely.
She has never considered her own situation or whether she will be happy. As long as she sees the happiness of the person she likes, it is the greatest happiness in her heart.
Huang Fei knows all this in his heart, so this time he can't let go. He must let the girl live a healthy and smiling life, otherwise he will blame himself for the rest of his life.
"Huang Fei, I know you are good to me." Yan said with emotion. Since you know it, I won't hide it from you. I feel that my time is running out. I don't know when I will suddenly lose my mind and do something to hurt you. I don't want you to see me like that. I can't accept becoming your enemy. Instead of becoming an emotionless puppet, it's better for me to live and destroy myself.
"I'm not allowed to say stupid things." Huang Fei grabbed her shoulders, looked at her with burning eyes, and said, "You don't have to be so pessimistic. I have a way to solve your problems. As long as you do what I say, I believe you will get better. I just want to wrong you for a while. I hope you can grit your teeth.
"What's the way?" A glimmer of hope flashed in Yan's eyes and asked curiously.
If there is a way to cure yourself, then it would be better. In this way, she no longer has to run away from Huang Fei, and the two can live a happy life together again.
But is it really as easy as Huang Fei said?
Huang Fei told the truth and said, "I learned from the general that one of you is a new drug that lives to "reduce", which is the experiment made by the guy Mo. As long as he can treat you, I believe he will be able to relieve the toxins on your body and get rid of the doom of being swallowed.
"Doctor Mo?" Yan twisted her eyebrows. She had heard of this person, but she didn't expect that he made it. Didn't Dr. Mo stay in the research laboratory of the base all the time? When did he come to China?
"He is not in China." Huang Fei said.
"Do you want me to go back to the base?" Yan's delicate body was slightly shocked, and there was an uneasy look on her face. Then she shook her head and said firmly, "No, I don't want to go back. I'd rather die outside than go back to that place. I won't go back.
She turned pale in an instant, pushed away Huang Fei's hands hard, and quickly turned to lean against the pillar beside the pavilion.
When her hands tightly covered the cold stone pillar, her mind gradually became clear. She closed her eyes and breathed secretly a few times, forcing her to suppress the thought in her heart that made her heart tremble.
There was half silence, and the fear in her heart was completely suppressed.
"..." When Huang Fei saw that Yan's reaction was so fierce, he was stunned in an instant. Suddenly, his heart aches like a needle.
He knew that in the years when Yan was imprisoned, she must have suffered a lot of mental torture, otherwise she would not have resisted so much.
However, if he wants to cure her condition now, the only way is to find Mo's treatment. How can he bear to see her lose her nature in the future? What's more cruel is that if there is an accident, she may die.
"Yan'er, don't do this." Huang Fei walked over and hugged Yan's waist tightly from behind and said comfortedly, "Listen to me. I don't want to watch you have an accident. As long as you have patience for a period of time, I will pick you up after the treatment is completed. Since then, we will never be separated. I want you to stay with me all the time, can you listen to me once?
"Even if you don't think about your own safety, you should also consider my feelings. Do you think I will feel at ease when I watch you suffer? Thinking that you will leave me at any time, I will only complain that I didn't do well enough. I made you like this. If you can't live a healthy and happy life, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life.
"...Huang Fei, I just want to stay quietly by your side. It doesn't matter if there is no tomorrow." Yan stretched out her hand to cover the back of Huang Fei's hand around her waist, and gently turned her head and said affectionately. If I really follow the general to the base, my heart will be uneasy. I don't know if I can come back as soon as I go. If I am accidentally captured, I will not only become a bargaining chip they use to threaten you, but even die. I don't want others to control my fate.
"If I choose to be killed, I would rather die in your arms, at least my heart is stable. On the day I really leave, I believe that there will be better girls to accompany you for me, and they will continue my feelings for you. And at that time, maybe I can watch you live a happy life in heaven.
"This is my last wish. So, please don't push me away, okay?"
Every word of her is so affectionate and desolate, which makes people feel sad and pitiful.
Although she can't choose to stay together, she doesn't bow to fate. Even at the last moment of her life, she has to stick to her will.
Such a choice is stupid and stupid, but it is unbearable to blame.
"You are such a fool. You don't listen to people's advice at all." Huang Fei scolded sadly. What is more important than life? If you want to be happy and think better than others, isn't that what you strive for? The premise is that all this can only be achieved by working hard. Is it an escape from responsibility to entrust your will to others for realizing it?
But Huang Fei can't persuade her anymore, because she has made up her mind, and it's useless to break the sky.
"People will be stupid once in their lives. This is my choice. I don't regret it." Yan smiled indifferently. It's just that this smile has too much bitterness and helplessness.
"Okay. It doesn't matter if you don't go." Huang Fei sighed helplessly. In fact, she is also worried that Yan will have an accident on the way. Since she chooses like this, she will respect her wishes. He was no longer entangled, but his eyes became extremely firm in an instant and said, "Since you don't want to go, I'll bring people back. Anyway, the result is the same."
"What are you going to do?" Hearing this, Yan Zhen was stunned and said urgently, "Don't do anything stupid. It's even more difficult to get in that place. What's more, aren't I fine now? Don't take risks for me."
She was really afraid that Huang Fei would suddenly have a fever in his head, and then desperately went to the base alone to find Dr. Mo. Isn't this a trap?
Not to mention that I can't find anyone, I'm afraid I'll be bombarded as soon as I get close to the periphery.
"Don't worry, I'm free and measured." Huang Fei said, "Although it's a little troublesome, I have to break through it once for your safety."
"Huang Fei, don't go." Yan turned around, grasped Huang Fei's arms tightly, looked up at him pleadingly, and said, "With your current strength, it's simply like fighting with them. Such recklessness is just asking for trouble."
"It's okay. Don't be nervous." Huang Fei raised his hand gently and gently slid a wisp of green silk on her cheeks. He looked at her round and beautiful face with a smile and said, "I didn't say I would go now. I have to be fully prepared anyway. From now on, I will send more people to guard you. If there is an accident, I will know it as soon as possible. I will unite all forces as soon as possible, and when the time is ripe, I will take real action.
He only hopes that Yan can be safe during this period of time. The general said that the devouring ability to "reduce" will gradually slow down in the next year, but it may also attack at any time, so he only hopes that God will bless him not come so soon.
It has been four or five months since Yan woke up, that is to say, the remaining time is less than half a year, and the time needed to prepare before treatment, etc. In fact, Huang Fei can prepare less than three months at most.
"What a severe test!" Huang Fei took a deep breath. He never thought that he would have such a nervous moment.
Three months seems to be very long, but in fact it is also short.
When you are busy, time passes unconsciously.
"Are you really going to do it?" Yan frowned and asked worriedly. I don't want to see you do what you shouldn't do for me. It's not worth it.
"If it's not worth going to save you, what is it worth it?" Huang Fei said seriously. What's more, this matter will be solved sooner or later. Now it's just to advance the time. Many people have been waiting for this day for too long.
As he said, all this has been doomed since he came to China to expose his whereabouts. He has worked so hard for such a day. Therefore, all this is not only for Yan, but also for those who are waiting for him to overthrow the king.
"Go back to the house first. It's windy outside." Huang Fei said with concern. Looking at the weather, it will snow again soon.
At this time, the sky began to become gray, and the cold wind became more raging. A chill came, and I couldn't help but make people feel cold all over.