Chapter 4 Grandma is seriously ill

After more than ten hours of turbulence, the train finally arrived at home at noon. For more than ten hours in the car, Xia Yufeng did not eat or drink and sat and waited anxiously.

Aqin has been waiting at the station. Xia Yufeng got off the bus and saw him at the exit. He is still the same and hasn't changed.

"Aqin, how's my grandma now?" Xia Yufeng asked in a hurry.

"You must be tired of taking the bus. Your grandma... Let's go and talk slowly on the way.

"What's going on? What do you think?"

"You know that your grandmother is not in good health. He knew it not long after you left. I heard that she went to your father and asked him why he did this to you. So I had an argument with your father. At that time, your father... At that time, he accidentally touched your grandmother because of a momentary boredom, and your grandmother staggered and fell to the ground without standing still. Your father sent her to the hospital for examination. After the doctor's examination, there was no problem, and then he sent her home. After that, she has been lying down for self-cultivation. Just the day before yesterday, my body suddenly became serious. It seemed that I couldn't eat or drink much, and my body became very weak, so I decided to tell you and let you come back. A Qin looked at Xia Yufeng and said.

After listening, Xia Yufeng suddenly became calm. He nodded to A Qin and walked forward with his bag. I stopped a car and rushed to grandma's house.

When Xia Yufeng returned to grandma's house, he found that his uncle's car was parked at the door, and his uncle also came back. Xia Yufeng's uncle Xia Qiming is doing well. He runs a store outside and earns only 200,000 yuan a year. Now he has a house and a car. She only gave birth to a child and is a girl, so she also loves Xia Yufeng, the only boy in the family, so the relationship between Xia Yufeng and her uncle has always been very good. For Xia Yufeng, Xia Qiming is much better than his father.

Xia Qiming suddenly breathed a sigh of relief when he saw Xia Yufeng get out of the car with his bag.

"Afeng, it's good that you're back. You're tired all the way." Xia Qiming touched Xia Yufeng's head and said affectionately.

"Uncle, I'm fine. I want to see grandma." Xia Yufeng smiled at Xia Qiming and said with tears.

"Hm, go in. Grandma misses you very much." Xia Yufeng nodded and then turned to his grandmother's room. At the door, Xia Yufeng paused for a moment. He was so familiar with this room. He slept here for eight years, and his grandmother took him to sleep for eight years. Although it is shabby, it feels closer and comfortable than any high-end hotel.

Entering the room, grandma was lying on the wood** and sleeping quietly. The wrinkled face outlined a kind picture, which said that it was touching and great...

Xia Yufeng knelt in front of the bed, held her grandmother's hand, and looked at her falling asleep. The tears in the corners of her eyes were not dry. Xia Yufeng stretched out her right hand to dry her, but her wrinkled skin could not be wiped by Xia Yufeng. Several white hairs on her forehead hung on her face and floated in her slow breathing. Xia Yufeng gently lifted her silver hair and coiled it back behind her ear, and a face that was not beautiful looked extremely beautiful at this moment.

Xia Yufeng has been kneeling in front of the bed and looking at her grandmother, thinking about the memories and growth footprints she brought to herself.

The sunset is always so beautiful. Through the narrow wooden windows of the house, a few rays of yellow light sprinkled in. Lying on the ground, quietly. I looked at it and felt so familiar. It looks more like the grandmother lying on ** at this moment. Such gentleness, kindness, selflessness...

"Brother, the meal is ready. Come out and have some food. Grandma usually wakes up very late. You can eat first." I don't know when my cousin Lingling appeared behind Xia Yufeng, knocked him on the shoulder and said.

"Oh, okay" Xia Yufeng nodded, straightened the quilt for grandma, and then went out of the room with his sister.

When Xia Yufeng came out of grandma's room, she took her luggage back to her own room and put her luggage on the table. After not coming back for a long time, Xia Yufeng looked around and then fixed his eyes on the few certificates on the wall. This is the only honor he has had since he went to school, and these honors have been mounted on the wall and in his heart for a long time by Grandma Xia.

Seeing this, Xia Yufeng couldn't help shaking his head secretly. Time flies and changes too many things. Comparing his own situation with the past on the wall that made her grandmother stick to and proud, Xia Yufeng had to be cruel to time. Realistic helplessness lowered his high head and admitted that the pride mounted on the wall had nothing to do with his present. Everything has changed and become unbearable.

Xia Yufeng gradually fell into meditation on the past, which was not enough to be defined as introspection in his view, because he could not find an excuse to convince himself that he was wrong, but he ridiculously and unconditionally accepted the price behind this mistake. And he dragged the price and tortured himself repeatedly in the intertwining right and wrong. This may be the tie that the so-called emotional social relationship gives you have to accept.

Xia Yufeng, who sat in the car for more than ten hours and didn't get home until 2 p.m., was actually already hungry. Previously, his worries about his grandmother made him forget his hunger. Now, when he saw the table full of dishes, he knew that he was starving.

After Aunt Xia Xinlan served the last dish, everyone gathered around a table and began to eat. During the banquet, Xia Yufeng's uncles, aunts, aunts and sisters were constantly asking about the period when he was away from home. Xia Yufeng did not answer much, but just bowed his head to eat. First, because he was really hungry, and second, he really didn't know what to say. He didn't live a good life. To tell the truth, he didn't let his family feel sorry for him. Xia Yufeng couldn't stand it. His hard-working maintenance and stubbornness of management could not be extinguished like this. If you say that you are doing well, I guess no one will believe it. It should be easy to see. Therefore, I simply kept silent.

And this meal made Xia Yufeng and his family tasteless. In particular, this embarrassing situation made Xia Yufeng uncomfortable for a moment. He used to be so lively and outgoing, but now he has become thinking about everything and sticking to his family. This inexplicable change makes Xia Yufeng narrowly begin to suspect that he is still the same person. This family is still familiar with. Family? Did you get kicked out of the house by your father? Subconsciously, you are already unfamiliar with your father's immediate family.

Maybe Xia Yufeng has to admit that what has changed is not only his personality, but also his own cognition of family affection.

After dinner, Xia Yufeng went into the house to visit her grandmother. She was still sleeping. So she carefully went out of the room and told Lingling to remember to tell her aunt to warm her grandmother's dishes in the pot and wait for her to wake up to eat.

After telling his sister, Xia Yufeng went out alone. The night in the countryside is completely different from that in the city, just like the two personalities of people - cheerful and introverted. I'm used to the noisy city and get used to the gorgeous neon lights and noisy environment. I'm not used to the dark and silent countryside except for frogs in the field occasionally screaming a few times.

Touch the smoke from the background, put it between your lips, and gently light it. As the fireworks lit up and darkened, the smoke was slowly spit out in Xia Yufeng's mouth. Looking at the smoke in front of him gently floating up with the wind, like layers of waves rolling, and finally drifting away, his heart suddenly became heavy.

In the interweaving of smoke and thoughts, Xia Yufeng heard two coughs. Looking back, it was his uncle Xia Qiming who came. Xia Yufeng actually knew that Xia Qiming must have a lot to ask himself, but he didn't know if he had the courage to answer him.

When Xia Qiming walked to Xia Yufeng, Xia Yufeng took out the white sand cigarette he bought when he got on the car and handed it to him, but Xia Qiming did not answer.

"When did you learn to smoke? It's not good for your health. Smoke less." After saying that, Xia Qiming took out a bag of blue hibiscus king from his pocket and handed it to Xia Yufeng.

"Ye, I know." Xia Yufeng threw away the burning white sand smoke and trampled it, then helped Xia Qiming light the smoke, and then rekindled the blue hibiscus king handed over by Xia Qiming. From the picture, they are very much like friends in the same way.

"Afeng, I just asked you about your situation outside while eating. You didn't say anything, and I know you must be having a bad time. As your uncle, I am very sad to see you tell the truth. I've looked for your father, and you know his temper better than me. Xia Qiming took a deep breath as he spoke. Xia Yufeng could see his helplessness. How could he not know who his father was? My father has always been self-righteous and always has the attitude of a great leader. He can't allow others to refute him. No one can have an equal dialogue with him, at least in this family.

He may be very successful as a leader, but as a son, brother and father, he failed completely.