Chapter 394 Dream, Reality
In the dream, Li Anjie's father is a very "strong" person? Yes, he is powerful, powerful, and has a pair of sharp eyes like a sword. When his father keeps silent without saying anything, he just looks at people with those sharp eyes, which can make the stared person feel cold all over.
It's strange. Why do you feel this way about your father? Why do you use the strange word "strong" for him? This is completely out of tune with your father.
Li Anjie grabbed his sleepy hair and was stupid to the black hair in the room. Then her door was suddenly pushed open. "What's the matter? What's wrong!? Is there a thief!" Li Anjie's mother, Elizabeth, rushed into Li Anjie's bedroom first, and then looked around nervously. After a while, Li Anjie's father also slowly came in from behind. As he walked, he said easily, "I guess it's my little Anjie had a nightmare. Don't worry, our community can It's a security model community. How can there be thieves? With this, Li flashed sideways into the room. First of all, Li looked around, and then opened the wardrobe to check. Then he sighed, took out the kitchen knife that had been holding behind his back, nodded and said, "Well, as I expected, it was not a thief at all."
Elizabeth looked at the kitchen knife held in Li's hand with contempt and said nothing.
"I said, what kind of look is this? I'm holding this knife just in case," Li argued, "And now I don't care about what I'm holding in my hand. Anjie, what's wrong with you? Are you okay?"
"I, okay, just had a nightmare, and then I was scared to wake up."
"Oh? A nightmare?" Li smiled and said, "What kind of nightmare is it? Can you tell me about it?"
"I, I still remember it, but," Li Anjie scratched his head. "I was forgotten by your chop. It seems that my father and mother fought in my dream."
"I've watched too many family ethics dramas. I've already told you not to watch those messy TV dramas," Elisa said, "Look at what you are like now. This exam is lagging behind in the grade. We just spoil you too much."
Li also smiled bitterly and said that he fought with Elizabeth. "How can it be? He said with a wry smile that this Miss Elizabeth is the beauty that your father and I spent a lot of effort to pursue in those years. I can't even be reluctant to touch her. How could you hit her?"
"Mom, Dad," Li Anjie said coquettishly, "It's just a dream."
"You can go to bed. You have to get up early tomorrow."
Immediately, the parents took Li Anjie's door.
When Anjie Li woke up again, and in the morning, she hurriedly got up and put on her clothes. When she washed up and walked to the living room, the hot breakfast had been served on the table by Li, fried poached eggs, homemade sandwiches at home, and a cup of hot soy milk.
"Eat it quickly. After eating, let your mother drive you to school."
"Hmm!" Li Anjie didn't say much and began to wolf down before jumping on the table.
After his daughter Anjie Li and his wife Elizabeth left home, Li cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks and cleaned the house. Then he returned to his workshop. He closed the door and began to continue his unfinished work and draw pictures.
Li is a well-known architect. Many celebrities once hoped that Li would design houses for them. In Li's architecture, there is always a meaning of an ancient oriental garden, which makes celebrities living in efficient cities very popular.
Li picked up the pen and stared at the drawing for a long time. Then his brain suddenly flashed, and then Li began to draw quickly. Time flies. By the afternoon, Li had completed the general sketch, but in Li's picture scroll, standing halfway up the mountain was not a modeling. A chic and luxurious villa, but a castle.
No, the ancient Western castle is still a mountain architecture style, and this is simply a bunker.
This building does not have any aesthetic considerations at all. It is angular and extremely strong. Anyone who wants to break through this bunker will pay a huge price for attacking from any angle, and it can be expanded under the bunker to establish storage rooms and hiding points in the depths of the mountain.
Li looked carefully and felt that it was a little insufficient, so he drew barbed wire around the bunker, and then nodded with satisfaction, but, "This kind of building should not be sold." Li said to himself in distress, "But how could I draw this kind of thing? As a result, I spent the whole day drawing such a thing. If the time comes, I can't hand in the manuscript, this design will be blown away.
Li Chang sighed and looked out of the window. The afternoon sun shone on Li's window. There was a small garden, and some seasonal flowers were blooming brilliantly.
It's really peaceful. How can it be so peaceful? In the cold and dark universe, is only war the eternal theme?
This question flashed through Li's mind, but he quickly shook his head and threw the ridiculous idea out of his mind.
Everyone knows that now human beings are the hegemon of the Milky Way. The holy emperor sits high in the royal court of the earth, ruling the whole galaxy. The emperor's twelve sons lead a powerful star battle group to run rampant in the galaxy, bringing light and hope to human beings and bringing destruction and death to all aliens.
And these are all things that have been a long time ago. Although the sacred emperor still rules human beings, there has been no war in the Milky Way for a long time. For the life around Li, there is no wave at all, even fewer murders, let alone war. Or the terrible words of the enemy.
Thinking of war and enemies, Li habitually put his hand on his waist, but there was nothing on his waist.
What's wrong with you? What should I have at the waist? It seems that there should be a special sword.
Li didn't quite understand. Then he put down these doubts and threw them into his daily life again, because it will soon be dinner time. This is the happiest time of the family of the day. The three of them will sit around the table, taste delicious things, and then talk about it. Something pleasant.
Li put on an apron, then went to the kitchen, tied an apron, opened the refrigerator, and began to prepare food carefully.
Today, Li is going to make a big meal, ancient oriental food. There are braised duck with beer, stir-fried cabbage, red boiled meat slices, hand-shredded cabbage and a plate of steamed carp.
The days are so simple and flowing comfortably. Li, Elizabeth and Li Anjie are happy, plain and happy together. Occasionally, Li will go shopping with Li Anjie and Elizabeth. When they meet acquaintances, they will smile and say hello. Occasionally, Elizabeth's best friend Xishan will also come to eat, and the four of them will play card games after dinner. Li is really not interested in this, because Li Anjie always wins.
At this time, Li should not have had any idea, but he is always tired of today's peaceful days. It seems that there is a power to suffocate himself in this peace and tranquility, and even the breathed air floats with a false smell.
And I always get used to grabbing my waist, as if I should have a sword in my waist.
Is this a mental illness? Li felt doubtful about himself. He didn't pay attention to these boring nonsense, but just regarded these ideas as his temporary mental disorder. However, as time went by, this doubt did not disappear, but became deeper and deeper, and there were more and more terrible questions.
First of all, Li found that he didn't love Elizabeth at all and didn't have that feeling of love at all. Although he got along very well with her and got along well with her, the deep love in his memory never seemed to exist, and there was no trace of love for Elizabeth in his heart.
Not only Elizabeth, but also Li Anjie, and anyone else. Soon Li found that it was not only "love", but also anger, irritability, regret. All those extreme emotions had never happened to him, as if he was a robot with incomprehensible emotions.
Since when did you lose your feelings?
Then Li looked for a day and went to the hospital for a comprehensive examination.
"Everything is fine," the doctor looked at the examination results and said to Li, "You are too healthy, much healthier than me. I think you can live for 150 years."
"What about the brain? Is the brain also normal?"
"At least from the X-ray, it's abnormal that you don't have any part of your body. The situation you mentioned, the lost feelings and so on are very rare in medicine. Even if there is, it is generally a similar symptom that may occasionally occur after a heavy blow to the head. Like you, you wake up and feel that you have lost your emotions or something. I have never heard of it. After all, that's your emotion, not the wallet in your pocket. The doctor smiled and said, "If you are still confused, I suggest you go to the psychiatry to find a psychiatrist. Of course, it doesn't mean that you are mentally ill. I think it may be work pressure or something else that causes psychological damage to you. After all, the human brain and heart are very complicated and magical.
Li was stunned, but did not go to the psychologist, because he had studied some simple psychology. The psychologist would ask him those questions, and he knew more or less. Li thought carefully for a while, wrote those questions on a piece of paper, and then he began to write them one by one. Answer.
First of all, you will inevitably ask about your childhood. Generally, people with mental illness have the root of the disease. The root of the disease is related to childhood. Maybe it is an insult or something unforgettable. So, have you received any psychological trauma in your childhood?
After recalling for a while, Li did not feel that the question had been answered. On the contrary, more questions emerged. Li actually recalled two childhoods, both of whom were himself. No, one was really himself, living in a safe and peaceful country, growing up safely, going to school, and then, There is no more. There is a fault in the memory here. How did you fall in love with Elizabeth? How did the two get married? All this seems to have happened, as a matter of course, but when Li thought about it carefully, he found that it was particularly vague. Then he went home to look for photos and the DVD at the time of marriage. Of course, he got nothing.
"You said that our family photo album and home video should have been lost when we moved." Elizabeth replied indifferently, "Why do you suddenly think of looking for these things? Don't you always care?"
"No, I'm actually," Li coughed awkwardly twice and explained, "It's just a little nostalgia."
With careful thinking about more and more questions, why do you make these magical oriental dishes? Oriental cuisine? Which East? Li can't find such oriental food in the whole world. If these delicious oriental dishes come from the east, then it can never be the east of the world.
But Li has never walked out of this planet in his life. Where did he learn to cook? I haven't even been out of the mountain city.
So one night, Li got up alone, walked to the lawn outside the room, and breathed the air of the night. His legs naturally knelt on the lawn and began to breathe smoothly. It was the memory from his body. That was the skill that Li remembered with his body and soul. Once he mastered it, he would always Skills that will not be forgotten.
Breathe, take a deep breath, with a specific rhythm, and then calm down. Li let himself enter a state of "quietness". He returned to his thought palace. He saw another self, and then he opened a locked door. Those closed memories and hidden stories were like tides. Generally, it flows back to Li's mind.
Li opened his eyes and said, "Fuck [your] mother."
"Are you scolding our daughter? If so, then this is not an insult. Elizabeth walked barefoot and slowly walked behind Li. Li turned around. The beautiful woman was wearing black silk underwear and stood in the lawn outside. Her figure was so perfect, and her sexy underwear brought her a terrible charm. Under the moonlight, Yili at this time Like a beautiful elf left from heaven to the earth, Elizabeth winked at Li and said, "Yes, if you really want to fuck the little girl's mother of Anjie."
But even so, Li still has no feelings for her. He should have rushed to her, crushed her on the grass, separated her legs, and then fucked her fiercely. This is what a normal man should do at this time, but Li doesn't feel anything.
"I don't feel anything about you," Li sighed and said, "I didn't know what was going on at first. Although we always do it, it's not love."
"I know, it's just paying public food," Elizabeth nodded and said, "It's not your fault. You don't have to apologize for this, because you actually want me very much, but you are poisoned, and you may be weak in these aspects."
"You, do you know?" Li opened his eyes in surprise and said in disbelief, "How, how is it possible, what's wrong with you, I don't understand..."
"I don't quite understand either. Maybe it's because I have become siculate, or maybe I'm still completely eroded by chaotic power, which makes my soul more adapt to these messy things," Elizabeth nodded and said, "I knew from the beginning that this is not true. World, this is just a dream of Li Anjie.
"Then my memories, and your beautiful relationship, all these..."
"It's all fictional."
"All these people, what about so many people in the dream?"
"It's all true," Elizabeth laughed. "Li, you don't know what a magical thing your daughter has done. She hypnotized people all over the world in an instant, pulled the whole Shanxi people into her dream, and started a new life in a completely different world. Peaceful and peaceful life, even those demons.
"You should have said it earlier."
"Why should I tell you? I think today's life is quite good. I am very satisfied with the world. Although I should be a virgin physically, mentally, I have been married to you for many years. Elizabeth looked at Li with a smile, but the other party just stared at her coldly. The two stared at each other under the night sky for a while. Elizabeth looked away and sighed, "Well, tell the truth, what can I do even if I tell you the truth? What can you do?"
"What am I going to do? Of course, I want to get out of this world! This is illusory, and the world is false!" Li shook his head and said, "This is just a dream!"
"How do you know that this is a dream, and the cruel world outside is real?" Elizabeth asked, "Or it should be the other way around. This is the truth. Your so-called truth is just a cruel dream."
"Zhuang Zhou Mengdie?" Li Yangtian sighed, "I never thought that you, Elizabeth, could be so philosophical."
"It's not my philosophy, but, even if it's a dream, what will happen?" Elizabeth gritted her teeth and said, "Is it not good to live in such a beautiful dream? This is our daughter's dream. Do you have the heart to destroy her dream?
"Girls always dream, but as a father, I have the responsibility to teach her to recognize reality."
"Ah, what a noble father," Elizabeth asked with a sneer, "But what do you want to do after returning to reality?"