Extra (Feng Zixiang)--Xiang Women Without Tears
I never thought that one day I could really become his wife.
All I know is that I have tried my best for the arrival of this day.
Finally, it came true.
However, I tried my best to capture his heroic heart.
It's not that I'm incompetent, but that solid hero's heart has been captured by another woman.
Lu Shen, you have probably forgotten that before you met her, before you met her, maybe even longer ago... You and I have already had a relationship.
Thirteen years ago, the winter solstice, the streets of the capital were cold and silent.
The morning light is too early, and even the hawkers who sell breakfast have not set up stalls. On the street, only the guise of merchants and shops are rolling quickly with the hunting west wind. And on such a street, there are people coming with horses, and there are still several people.
There were also people driving at the other end of the street. When the two teams met, the people on the horse bowed and saluted the horse in a friendly way, "Lord Gu."
"Oh? Lord Lu, are you going out of the city so early? A man came out of the sedan chair. He was already young and had gray hair on his temples, but his eyes were full of vitality. The man who looked like a general on the horse asked.
The person immediately is Lu Can, the Marquis of the North in the future. Lu Can returned the gift with a fist. "It's just to send the dog on a long trip. I'm afraid it will delay the early morning today."
Lord Gu twisted his beard and nodded and looked behind him. There was a young man who was only about ten years old, with a calm face, narrow waist and long legs sitting on the horse's back. Even on such a cold winter solstice day, he was still bareheaded without a hat, and he didn't even carry any protective gear in his hand that held the reins. It seems that this young man has some skills. Lord Gu looked at the teenager with approval and couldn't help praising, "Lu Hou's son is really extraordinary. Presumably this is the second son who is good at riding and shooting bows and horses, right?"
"It's the second son, Lu Shen, Shen'er. Come and salute your uncle."
In the reins, Lu Shen took two steps forward and saluted with his fists, "My nephew visited Uncle Gu." There is a general demeanor between hands and feet.
Gu Wenlun nodded with a smile and said a few words to each other, and the people hurriedly passed by.
In the sedan chair, a girl who had just slept dimly noticed that the little friend around her looked straight out of the sedan chair and also poked her head out. The person on the horse was shocked and stretched out her hand to wave to him, "Are you the second brother of the Lu family? Hello, Brother Lu!"
The teenager on the horse heard someone calling him and looked back, but saw two round heads coming out of the sedan chair. I don't know who called him. Lord Gu frowned and said, "What's the girl's style? Why don't you come back and sit down?"
One of the little girls was not afraid of him at all. She made a grimace and turned around and shouted at him, "Brother Lu, remember to tell me about the fun things outside when you come back!"
Lu Shen nodded and acquiesced. Such a lively girl is rare in the capital.
The lively girl calmed down in a short time and slept on the shoulders of the people beside her, but the other little girl could not calm down the heart lake for a long time.
I don't know why I felt waves of warmth flowing from the bottom of my heart in that cold morning. Yes, it was this teenager who left with a horse. His face was so cold, but he was so warm in my heart.
And I didn't know when I was young at that time. This time I look back, it will affect me once in my life.
But I never regret it.
After many years, he finally came back.
Returning with supreme military achievements, the young hero has become a young man, calm and handsome. I believe that there must be too many girls in the capital who are crazy about you, but do you remember that the first person to fall in love with you is me, the princess of Dafeng Dynasty, Feng Zixiang.
He came back, and I thought everything could start.
However, I was wrong.
Not only did he come back in the capital. Earlier than him, it was another person. She was a woman, a girl younger than me, but... a hundred times better than me.
I met her through Gu Zitao. From the first time I saw her, I didn't like her. There was always a sense of selfishness on her body, which made me very uncomfortable.
She made a shocking move in Yin'an Hall. The two brothers of the Lou family died, but she ran away and ran to move the rescuers, asking for the unparalleled favor of the Lou family. What happened after that? After that, she walked peacefully and saved the building to turn the tide, and also won the trust and blue eyes of the emperor's brother. Everyone likes her, and everyone saties at her. Oh, it's not right. Except for my sister, she also doesn't like her. I know, because my sister is a person who is a hundred times more proud than me.
She will not allow anyone to be more arrogant and arrogant than her.
Later...
Gradually, there were more rumors about her. She openly summoned male pets and spoiled male actors. She could do all these absurd things. However, her official in the court was getting bigger and bigger. No one dared to fight against her, and even Gu Zitao's father suffered a great loss. These are all national events, and I don't care about them. But why, why is he even fascinated by her? Why do his eyes always move with her movements?
For this marriage, I know that he is extremely unwilling. There is nothing I can do. I have to plead with the emperor's brother with death and begged him to marry me, and the emperor's brother didn't know why he quickly agreed, which was unexpected.
Later, I realized that I married Lu Shen, so there was a missing man around the woman.
Sure enough, in the eyes of the emperor, everyone will become a pawn.
But I am very happy with this chess piece.
However... The scene where I desperately proposed that day was seen by one person. Gu Zitao actually threatened to tell Lu Shen and Beihou Lu Can, saying how I asked for this marriage! How can I allow this kind of thing to happen? There are many ways to make a person shut up.
What's more, at that time, the woman was against me and made me restrained everywhere. It happened that since I couldn't touch her, I could use a knife to the people around her and let her taste the pain.
And Gu Zitao is her best and closest friend.
The so-called step by step, step by step, I originally wanted to live a good life with Lu Shen. Who would have thought that on the night of the marriage, he actually left me alone! It was not until early in the morning that he came in from the outside. The first sentence was, "The princess will become Lu Shen's wife, and she is just a famous wife."
This is definitely the biggest insult to a woman. Although my mother's status is not as noble as my sister, she is also the little princess of the Dafeng Dynasty! This kind of thing...this kind of thing...
After that, he led the army to fight. There were always various reasons not to come back, and he didn't even want to come back once when he lived in his brother's house.
I've had enough.
I heard that the woman in the square has a kind of medicine that men can't stop. As long as you give it to him, maybe I can really become his wife.
I put this pill in his tea.
It's very effective. Almost next month, the royal doctor told me happily that I was pregnant.
I am overjoyed. Having a child is equivalent to establishing a family, one belongs to Lu Shen, belongs to me, belongs to our family.
I told him about it happily, but Lu Shen's face was so ugly at that time that he even broke the teacup. Although he didn't like me, he always respected me and had never made such an extreme move. Since then, he has spent the night in his study every day and never came to see me again.
Later...
He led the army to fight against Hanhai and was besieged in the city. At that time, a mysterious man came to the house. He was a very wise man. He told me that there was a way to get rid of the woman who was bothering me and Lu Shen forever. I readily accepted it.
There was such a scene in the Yin'an Hall. When his offensive defense plan was submitted, he had no panic at all. I just wanted to denounce the woman's compassing with the enemy, but he... ignored it and took the blame. In the hall, he held her hand tightly, afraid that I would hurt her at all.
But Lu Shen, do you know how much you have hurt me over the years?
Compared with the pain you gave me, I just gave her a little warning, can't you stand it?
From beginning to end, there was no shadow of me in his eyes. I cried, I laughed, I was gentle, I was sinister, and it didn't matter to him.
"Lu Shen, you are so cruel."
"Lu Shen, how can you do this to me?"
"Lu Shen, have you ever thought about our son?"
"That's your son, it has nothing to do with me."
"Lu Shen, if you dare to go out of this house, I will hand it in such a thing!" I hold the plan in my hand, and there is still a trace of hope in my heart. Turn around, turn around, Lu Shen, please!
However, the towering back stopped for a while, and the sarcastic words came to my ears.
"Denounce me? Very good, princess, please. He wants to walk again. I was anxious and shouted, "Do you think this is to denounce you? You're wrong, Lu Shen. Do you think I will attack you?"
He paused and said, "This is the matter between the princess and me. Please don't involve other people. She has done enough."
This is the last determination he gave me. She has done enough. The more she does, the more unhappy I will be. The more you defend her, the more I will destroy her completely.
Under the carved column, he wore handcuffs and shackles, but he still held his head proudly. The woman also stood up with a smile on her lips. At that moment, I finally understood that they... were a tacit couple who understood each other, and my son and I were just obstacles between them.
"Brother, my sister has never begged you. Today, my sister beg you, please give Lou Yunshang death! What the imperial sister said is the truth. Your Majesty, please make it clear?
Lu Shen, hate me, hate me!
In my twenty-two years of life, I have given you thirteen years. This time, I give myself a relief.
Lou Yunshang, I will be your nightmare, pestering you, and lifetime.
My child... Don't.
Lu Shen...
At the moment of severe pain, my mind suddenly opened up. I finally understood that this was the last thing I could do for you - to fulfill you and her.
The mother concubine once said that there is a Xiang character in my name not only because I was born on the bank of Xiangshui, but also because she hoped that I could find a man I could rely on like Princess E. Mother concubine, mother concubine, but you have forgotten the tears of Xiangfei and the tears of lovesickness.
However, at this moment, there are no tears in my eyes.
This is the life I hurriedly ended.