Chapter 16 can't go back to the beginning
Originally, people have come here, and the two can sit down and have a good talk, but Li Jialan doesn't want to tell lies, let alone tell the truth. It's not that she doesn't love Huo Yan, but that she can't love her anymore. It's strange that both of them once didn't know how to cherish this love, and now they can't go back to the past.
After entering, Li Jialan said she wanted to drink coffee and asked Huo Yan if she could make her a cup of coffee.
Huo Yan nodded, "I'll boil water first." He said that he walked to his kitchenette, and Li Jialan took this opportunity to escape quickly.
After she went downstairs, she heard Huo Yan shouting her name. She was even more panicked and rushed downstairs for fear of being caught by Huo Yan. As a result, she suddenly spruce her foot and fell to the corner of the stairs. Even so, Li Jialan still insisted on walking hard downstairs, even if every step made her sweat coldly.
"Why is this?" Huo Yan still chased after him. Seeing that Li Jialan had ablan ankle and insisted on escaping him, he was really angry and picked up Li Jialan and went straight to the attic.
After helping Li Jialan straighten her ankle bone, Huo Yan found the first aid kit, applied cream for Li Jialan, and then wrapped her feet with gauze.
"What the hell happened? Why hide from me? Why are you so afraid to see me?" Huo Yan roared and questioned Li Jialan.
Li Jialan's face was pale. She didn't know how to answer Huo Yan. She didn't want to hurt him. But if he doesn't tell the truth, Huo Yan will not give up on her in the future.
"Say, tell me why?" Huo Yan held Li Jialan's face and roared, trying to bow his head and kiss Li Jialan's lips, but was stubbornly avoided by her.
"I fell in love with someone else. This time I came to the United States to get married." At this time, if it is still covered up and let two people get entangled, it will only harm two people, and there is no way.
Huo Yan's body was shocked and looked at Li Jialan in a daze, with unbelievable eyes. After a long time, he recovered, shook his head, and repeated over and over again that he didn't believe it. He didn't believe it.
"It's true. I'm sorry that I should have told you this news earlier. When Li Jialan saw Huo Yan's unacceptable reality, her heart was torn, which made her painful. But the truth is really there. Anyway, they can't be together.
Like a beautiful flower, like a flowing year, it can go back to the past and can't go back to the beginning.
"I'm wrong, Xinyi, I'm wrong, because in front of you with a successful career, it makes me constantly derive inferiority, makes me panic, and lose my sense of my feelings, so I have no reason to guess what you and your assistant have. I'm wrong, Xinyi!" Huo Yan began not to believe the truth, and later knelt down in front of Li Jialan, saying that he was wrong and regretting, but it was really too late.
They are all wrong. They are wrong not to cherish each other and then be retribution, so that even if they love each other, they can't be together now.
"It's too late. It's really too late. I'm pregnant, so..." Li Jialan began to lie. In addition to saying this, she didn't know any other reason to make Huo Yan rational and give up on her.
Huo Yan was really hit hard by Li Jialan again. His eyes slowly changed from helpless, desperate, and then violent. "Don't lie to me. If you are pregnant, do you dare to run away on the stairs like that?" Huo Yan shouted crazily, and his eyes became red with congestion.
"I'm telling the truth. There's no need to lie to you." Li Jialan insisted on weaving lies into truth.
"No, you must hate me and want to revenge me deliberately. Otherwise, why don't you say it at the door of the restaurant and say it now? What you said is a lie, and I believe a word!" Huo Yan roared, and the handsome face was seriously distorted and very fearing.
"Would you like to meet my fiance?" Li Jialan did not dare to let Huo Yan see Ji Hao, but she still said so in order to make Huo Yan give up.
"Good! You ask him to come here." Huo Yan's gloomy face was like Asura coming out of hell.
Li Jialan is stupid. Does she dare to let Ji Hao come over? As soon as Ji Hao saw Huo Yan, the situation she worked so hard to maintain was immediately broken, and the three of them were finally hurt.
Seeing that Li Jialan had no following, Huo Yan was more sure that Li Jialan was lying to him. The previous excitement slowly calmed down.
"Am I right?" Huo Yan roared and grabbed Li Jialan's lips like an eagle. In fact, he wanted to know whether Li Jialan still loved him. As long as he did one thing, he could understand...
"Don't do this... Huo Yan..., please... don't touch me..." Li Jialan struggled to resist. She mourned in her heart. Obviously, she loved a person deeply, but she had to rebel against her heart and feelings to reject him and refuse him. Is there anything more cruel than this in the world?
Huo Yan is not a hooligan. No matter how eager he is to get this woman, he still stopped when he saw her resistance.
She really doesn't love him.
He completely lost her this time.
Huo Yan laughed miserably. At this moment, only God knows how painful and desperate he is. He lost almost his whole heart.
I'm sorry, Huo Yan! Li Jialan endured her heartache and did not let the tears of sadness soak her cheeks. At this moment, her tears would only destroy her hard-won strength.
"Start your life again. My page has actually been turned over a long time ago, but you are confused by the feelings you have paid. What you don't want to let go is not love, but the years you once paid..." Li Jialan wants to persuade Huo Yan to minimize his harm. This is the last thing she can do for Huo Yan.
However, Huo Yan only said to her with a cold face, "Get out!"
Li Jialan was stunned, smiled bitterly, staggered away from Huo Yan's house, and walked downstairs with difficulty step by step.
She knows that from today on, the distance between her and Huo Yan is really getting farther and farther away, and she will never return to the original intersection.
But this is really the best result, isn't it?
They still don't love so absolutely, and they don't have to be persistent.
At this moment, Li Jialan thought of Ji Hao and felt a trace of warmth in his heart. At least he loved her so firmly that he swore not to her. Regardless of whether she really loves Ji Hao or not, there is such a person who absolutely loves herself and will grab her hand at any time and never let go, that is a person who makes her feel calm and stable, right?
When she arrived downstairs, Li Jialan took a taxi several blocks away from where Huo Yan lived before she turned on the phone to call Ji Hao.
An excuse, she has already figured it out. Not afraid of Ji Hao's accountability.
But is it heartache? Li Jialan also thought that she would cure herself. However, when Ji Hao received her, she fainted weakly in front of him, and Ren Jihao couldn't open his eyes no matter how he called.
If she can no longer wake up, how good it would be to continue the fate of her death in her previous life!
Before Li Jialan woke up, tears kept flowing out in her eyes, thinking sadly. Suddenly, she really hoped that she would not be reborn. When she died, she would really die clean, so she would not be so painful and tired, facing many cruel choices that shattered her heart into pieces.
But there are so many random things there? Just like since she woke up, she still has to open her eyes sooner or later.
After opening my eyes, I saw her lying in Ji Hao's room. At this time, it was already dark and evening. Ji Hao stood on the terrace in a daze.
Li Jialan doesn't want to face Ji Hao for the time being. Her mood has not calmed down and doesn't want to take care of Ji Hao's emotions and doubts.
After a long time, Ji Hao turned around first and walked back to the room. He saw Li Jialan wake up and said to Li Jialan with a slightly depressed face. How do you feel? After that, he didn't ask why Li Jialan suddenly disappeared? Why does my foot hurt?
"Don't you want to hear me explain something?" Li Jialan was unstable in the face of Ji Hao's calmness. She was afraid that Ji Hao already knew something? She once heard him say that his people would no longer monitor Huo Yan. She didn't know and dare to be sure whether his people would no longer spy on Huo Yan.
"No need!" Ji Hao smiled on his face, although he smiled deliberately.