Chapter 24 Losing Her
"Have a good cry. When you cry enough and wipe away your tears, you will be a new strong self. Ji Hao's gentle voice was like the dew dripping from the petals on the slate, crisp and ling.
Li Jialan really needs to cry happily. She has never been so fragile in her life. She has always been the strongest and strongest queen. But since her rebirth, too much depression, too much pain, no one can talk about; no one can really comfort her. In her heart, she is like a person who has lost her key and can never open the door that belongs to her.
Now, her biological mother has passed away, and the child in her womb that can bring her hope has also been lost. She has completely become a person with nothing, fragmented, and she will never find the stability that belongs to her again.
When thinking about this, Li Jialan's face became pale and terrible, and her body trembled and struggled helplessly like a child, as if she had no more strength, as if despair had begun to destroy everything.
"Remember that you and I will have our children in the future. We will have our own happy family. In that family, you will be a happy wife, a happy mother, and a loving grandmother and grandmother in the future. We will watch our son and daughter grow up slowly, and then look at other grandchildren and grandchildren who are connected to our bones and blood, slowly change from Xiao Douding to Xiao Zhengtai or Xiao Loli, and then become a handsome man like me, a beautiful woman like you..." Ji Hao's soft voice outlined for Li Jialan The beautiful life in the future is more like a feather, gently touching Li Jialan's heart, giving her the softest comfort.
Slowly, Li Jialan stopped crying and appeared in front of her. A picture of a happy family, with a pair of lovely children around her and shouting her mother...
Wouldn't she be lonely? Just like spring, trees will sprout, flowers will bloom, and new life will be born.
Li Jialan raised her tears and gradually took Ji Hao's jade-like eyes and the shining luster in her eyes. It seemed that it was the power of hope and gave her the most stable support.
Open the window and the sun will come in. If you open your heart, there will be hope. Ji Hao's beautiful voice instilled Li Jialan in the truth that everyone would understand, but at a certain moment, he would accidentally forget.
Ji Hao's words are simple but not simple. Li Jialan's black pupils, which were originally as cold as a cold night, slowly flashed. I have to say that when people are most vulnerable, the person who can instill strong power in time can influence people very much.
Li Jialan seemed to have found a shore where she could rest for a while. Tears dried up, but her heart calmed down.
She nestled in Ji Hao's arms like a frightened ostrich, and stepped her head into the sand to get warm safety.
In order to make Li Jialan rest at ease, Ji Hao blocked the news of Li Jialan's hospitalization and transferred Li Jialan to a famous Hong Kong-owned hospital.
He lived until Li Jialan couldn't stand the forbidden life in the hospital and began to protest. Ji Hao calculated the days, more than 20 days since the accident, and repeatedly asked the doctor about Li Jialan's recovery. After receiving the answer confirmed by the hospital that he could be discharged, he went through the discharge procedures for Li Jialan.
This time is already after the Spring Festival, the tenth day of the first lunar month. If Li Jialan really didn't want to stay in the hospital, Ji Hao's original plan was to wait until the Lantern Festival. He knew that the atmosphere of the festival would make Li Jialan feel more sad and desolate. Sadness can't withstand the impact of the noisy festive atmosphere.
In order to take care of Li Jialan's mood, the family simply added some festive decorations, which does not lose the festive atmosphere, and it is not too flamboyant and light.
At dinner, Ji Hao received a long call from the United States. Li Jialan lowered her head and ate slowly, but her ears were listening to Ji Hao's phone call. He should have been blamed. Ji Hao looked very bad.
Without a few words, he hung up the phone directly. He still held the dishes for Li Jialan with a calm expression.
During the Spring Festival, it should be the time for family reunion, and Ji Hao has been accompanying her, thinking that Ji Hao's family will be angry and scolding the unfilial son who forgets his family when he has a woman, which is also a natural thing.
Li Jialan slowly raised her eyes, and her eyes were as clear as seawater. Her tone was very light, as light as the sound of feathers falling to the ground. "Chinese in New York, isn't it also very lively during the Lantern Festival? I haven't had a traditional Chinese festival abroad. I don't know, but I think I should like it no matter where the festival is. After saying that, she quietly lowered her head to eat and poked the rice into her mouth with her chopsticks.
Ji Hao's heart throbbed, and a star-like brilliance flashed in his black jade-like eyes. Does she mean... is she willing to accompany him to New York for the Lantern Festival?
The successive accidents made him dare not ask Li Jialan about his original plan. He didn't want to impress her with warmth, but just didn't want to embarrass her. Even though she had been discharged and recovered, he still asked the servant to clean up the side bedroom and sleep with her temporarily without her permission, although he had not touched him for a long time, and the skin on his body was not nourished by her, and he was thirsty like a desert.
"Can I ask Joseph to book two tickets to New York?" Ji Hao asked cautiously. It's like a child's fear towards an adult with a harsh expression.
Li Jialan raised her long eyelashes, and the beautiful eyelashes trembled like butterfly wings, and her voice sounded like a spring, "It should be ten. Why is your employer so cruel? Your employees also have a home.
Ji Hao was so happy that he immediately ordered Joseph to call the airport to order a plane ticket. Then, like a child who made a mistake, he lowered his head slightly and admitted his mistake to Li Jialan, "I am indeed a cold-blooded employer, and I know I'm wrong. So I will all book first class and give them a bonus of 50,000 US dollars. Do you think this is a good child who corrects his mistakes?
Li Jialan blinked her eyes, and her eyes flashed with star-like light. After a long time, she stretched out her hand, stroked his hair twice on Ji Hao's head, and said, "Good boy, so sensible."
Suddenly, there was a moist feeling in Ji Hao's eyes. Something warm immediately hit Ji Hao's chest, and a strong emotion burned his chest. How could she still tease him? This small reaction has made him ecstatic. God knows what kind of heart he is using, waiting for her heart to slowly heal and wait for her happiness to start again.
After dinner, Li Jialan went upstairs to the room first, and Ji Hao went into the study to make a phone call. When he finished calling and went upstairs, the master bedroom was dark. His heart subconsciously sank, pushed open the door of the room, and the lights in the corridor followed him into the room.
In the lonely darkness and faint light, Ji Hao saw Li Jialan sitting on the bay window, and the lamppost in the yard bet the thin light and shadow on her face. Under her thin side lamp shadow, she looked like a statue. At this time, she silently looked out of the window, as if she had lost her life. It seems to melt into the cold night, silent and sad.
It was not until Ji Hao came to her side that Li Jialan came to his senses, put his hands around Ji Hao's waist, gently leaned his head into his chest, and then said softly like a dream, "I know, it's been difficult for you during this period."
A simple sentence brought a simple shock to Ji Hao. This is the first time she has so gently expressed her recognition of his efforts. In her eyes, is he no longer the despicable conspirators? Has she ever regarded him as the most important person around her, even if he is just the closest friend?
A complex emotion rolled in Ji Hao's heart like magma, hot with some strong emotion, trying to spit out of his chest.
He lowered his head, and she raised her head. His warm lips touched her forehead, which was as cold as cold dew.
"We will still have... children... right?" Li Jialan's night-like eyes are quiet and deep. The close breath of the two people fused together, and the thin distance made Ji Hao clearly feel the warm breath from Li Jialan's lips. The warmth made him "boom" in the bottom of his heart, and the suppressed long-accumulated emotions suddenly burst out like a volcano!