Chapter 111 Take me home?

N City's winter mornings are usually filled with heavy fog. It is often not until 90 o'clock in the morning before the sun can penetrate the morning fog and sprinkle the golden color all over the earth.

Because I went to bed late last night and thought nonsense for a long time, although it was already past ten o'clock in the morning, Su Qianai was still unwilling to wake up in a sweet dream.

It's just that the knock on the door was particularly harsh, which made her turn around a few times and cover her ears a few times, but it still didn't stop.

She was so annoyed that she couldn't sleep because of the knock on the door. She got up angrily, casually took a coat and stamped heavily to the door.

Fortunately, I stepped on the carpet under my feet, otherwise I'm afraid that the people downstairs would think that there was an army upstairs.

"Have you finished it? Knock early in the morning... Brother... Good morning!" As the door opened, Su Qianai's voice suddenly changed from a high decibel roar to a low decibel greeting, but the surprised expression on her face could not be taken back.

She thought that if she kept knocking on the door so early, there would be no one else except Cheng Yining. Yu Liya knows her habits. Even if something happens, she will not continue to knock after knocking once or twice.

But I didn't think that it was my brother Su Han standing at the door! It seems that I haven't seen my brother for a while. Sometimes I call him to say hello. He always says that he is very busy and always comforts her that he will come to see her in a few days.

I just didn't expect that he didn't even make a phone call, so he came directly to Cheng Yining's house to find himself.

Is there anything going on at home?

Su Qianai's heart immediately sank, but when she saw the smile on her brother's face, it was not very similar.

What's more, there are only two people in the family. Is it my mother?

It's not like that. If it's a mother, how can my brother still be in such a good mood?

When Su Qianai was stunned, Su Han had opened the door and walked in with a smile, and walked to the balcony to open the curtains.

"Xiao Ai, it's getting late. The sun is shining on your buttocks. Why don't you get up? Let's see how much sun is outside!"

The sudden intrusion of sunlight made Su Qianai's eyes a little uncomfortable. She quickly reached out to block the light. After getting used to it, she asked, "Brother, why did you suddenly come to Cheng's house to find me? What's the matter at home?"

Su Han immediately smiled, came over and stroked Su Qianai's shoulders and said, "Silly Xiao Ai, the family is fine. Don't think about it. I'm here to pick you up today. If you can't get through to your mobile phone, I will come directly to Cheng's house.

Su Qianai remembered that Cheng Yining mentioned that her bag was in his car yesterday. She probably forgot to take it down. But when she heard the word home, she was stunned again. She stared at Su Han with wide eyes and asked in disbelief, "Go home?"

You should know that the word "go home" has always been in the bottom of her heart.

Su Han put away his smile and nodded solemnly: "My father has passed away for so long, and my mother has been thinking about it for so long. In addition, I have been constantly comforting her, and now she has figured it out. She said that even if it's to be blamed, it should be Dad's fault. Your mother is innocent, and you are even more innocent, so let me pick you up.

Su Qianai is still questioning Su Han's words. She doesn't move. She wants to know that she has been out of the Su family for almost five months. She has been thinking about going home for so long, but she won't let her go back. Now she doesn't think about it, but suddenly makes her go back. It's very strange to think about it.

Su Han seemed to see her mind and scratched her nose and said, "You see, you have forgotten your days outside. In another half a month, it will be our traditional Spring Festival. According to the custom of our hometown, from the 24th month of the lunar calendar, it will be the beginning of the New Year, and even people who work far away will go home to reunite. I know what my mother is thinking. Although she still has hatred in her heart, the closer she is to the New Year, the more she misses you in her heart. I'm just afraid that you won't forgive her for kicking you out, so I've been depressed. But I also know that in fact, you don't hate your mother in your heart. After all, she brought you up to be 22 years old. Is it Xiao Ai?"

Su Qianai still didn't make a sound, but looked at Su Han and speculated about these words.

Su Han saw that his sister did not hum and sighed, "Xiao Ai, I know you have suffered a lot outside these days. Since you were a child, you have been a treasure held in the palm of your hand. When have you suffered from such exile? It's also right for you to blame your mother and brother in your heart. You only blame me, my brother, who is incompetent and not good at being flexible. I don't know how to deal well between my mother and sister, which makes my mother sad and my sister suffer. I'm so useless!"

Su Han, who looked guilty, even knocked on his head a few times when he was moved. Su Qianai quickly grabbed him and stopped him with some heartache.

Although Cheng Yining and Jiang Xinyao both insisted that the people who drugged themselves that day were Tao Baisong and Lin Mengjia, they both said that they were sent by their brother. Although she didn't say anything much, she really didn't believe that her own brother would do this to her.

That's my own brother! My own brother, who has lived with me for more than 20 years, has a blood relative.

In any case, she can't associate her brother with all kinds of words related to hypocrisy and deception, or she doesn't want her brother to be associated with these words at all. Subconsciously, she still likes her brother very much, because when she is with him, she feels a kind of collapse. Real feeling.

If she only lives with her brother in the future, she has nothing to object to, but when she goes back, she will be with her mother.

Mom...

Ying Ruomin...

That's just a woman who has no blood relationship with her. At best, she is just her own adoptive mother.

What's more, she has always hated her father in her heart, and the mother who has never met or heard of the past.

When he kicked himself out that day, didn't Ying Ruomin say it decisively?

Ying Ruomin's almost crazy hatred, that kind of pityless trampling, that kind of cold winter pool-like tone, those ferocious faces, those are all splashed out of the lungs, accumulated resentment for more than 20 years, and the overwhelming situation, Su Qianai can't help shaking his whole body when he still thinks of it.

Such a short four or five months have passed, but my brother came to himself and said to himself that my mother had figured it out. She didn't hate herself anymore and still miss herself very much. Can you believe this?

Su Qianai didn't say anything, but shook her head slightly.

Su Han slowly walked to the French window, looked at the shining sunshine, looked up to the sky and sighed, and put another hand on the window frame. He stopped looking at Su Qianai. He also put his head on the window frame and made a deep sound.

"Xiao Ai, in the past, every year before the Spring Festival, my father would put down the work at hand and take our family there for a vacation. Sometimes he would take us to his hometown and visit our dead grandparents. Now that my father has gone, our home is not complete. Now even you don't want to go home. Sometimes when I have dinner with my mother, I sit face to face, and then no one can eat and go back to my room. Alas, Xiao Ai, I really miss the happy days when our family used to be together, especially as the Spring Festival is approaching. This feeling is also stronger. The more I think about it, the more I feel guilty about you. Sister, it's not good for me. I'm sorry for you. You can beat or scold, but don't refuse to go home, okay?

Su Qianai did not answer this sentence, but looked at Su Han quietly, and his eyes were a little complicated.

Su Han turned around, leaned his back against the window frame, and continued to say sadly: "Xiao Ai, don't want me to come to you until ten o'clock. In fact, my mother and I got up after five o'clock in the morning. After that, we sat in the living room, watching the sky light up little by little, and then watching the fog dissipate little by little. Go, wait for the sun to shine little by little, and then I will come to you. Because my mother said that you have the habit of going to bed late and told me not to wake you up so early.

"Although you have been away from home for so long, my mother asks the servant to clean your room every day, ask someone to wash the sheets and bedding in your room every two weeks, and try to arrange the room so that you still live there. She has to sit in the room for a while every day. The food at home is still based on the taste you like. Every few days, my mother will still cook in person and cook some of your favorite dishes, but every time she finishes it, she wipes her tears and pours them out.

"Xiao Ai, as an ordinary woman, who can stand her husband's betrayal? In fact, mom didn't really hate you. She just hated dad and got angry with you. Although she has done something too much to you, she has always brought you to such a big age. There is no credit and hard work. What's more, when she was overdive, she was still suffering from her conscience. In fact, what kind of person is your mother said to turn you into? In fact, she didn't do it so well, and she didn't let you develop such a shameless bad habit, did she? She just spoils her daughter too much, which is also a mistake that mothers usually make, but they are all careless. Xiao Ai, don't blame your mother anymore. It's really not easy for her for so many years.

Su Han has been saying these words over and over again, and Su Qianai's heart also began to be touched.

In fact, I have no impression of what Ying Ruomin did before. In fact, except for being kicked out of the house, it seems that Su Qianai's previous bad habits have not had much impact on her current life, except for some things about Cheng Yining. It's better not to have a relationship with yourself now.

In other words, Su Qianai did not blame Ying Ruomin in his heart.

If Ying Ruomin can really accept her and treat her as her own daughter, if someone loves her, how can Su Qianai not be eager?

It's just that Ying Ruomin will really forget everything in the past and accept herself again without any grudge, as Su Han said?

Or do they have a new plan to plan the 50% share in their name?

Or shouldn't I think of them as so scornful? At least they are the closest people in the world. One is his own brother and the other is... adoptive mother?

Maybe my mother really figured it out?

Isn't it what you have been looking forward to when the family enjoys family happiness together?

back? Or don't you reply?

Su Qianai is very entangled.

At this moment, there was a gentle knock outside the door.