Chapter 127 Entanglement
Su Qianai suddenly felt that the word trust was really ridiculous. If she hadn't asked Jiang Xinyao about her own affairs, Jiang Xinyao would not have admitted what she had cheated. If Yu Beibei hadn't admitted that she had smashed her beloved notebook, Cheng Yining would have insisted that her mother accidentally broke it.
When they trusted them, they trampled their trust under their feet. Now that they know everything, does it make sense to talk about trust?
Su Qianai looked coldly and no longer looked at Cheng Yining.
For a moment, even the air in the room condensed. In addition to the breathing of two people, the sound of walking for seconds in the past was frighteningly quiet.
Cheng Yining stood in front of Su Qianai, and his eyes always fell on her cheeks, but the only thing that fell into his eyes was Su Qianai's face. There seemed to be no room for maneuver. After looking at it for a long time, he finally had nothing to say. With a cavity of resentment, he shook his hand and left.
When the gust of wind blowing on Su Qianai when she opened the door, she couldn't help shivering.
In fact, the temperature in this room is quite high, but she doesn't know why the cold war started inexplicably.
The door was soon brought up again, and another breeze hit. Su Qianai turned her face and looked at the silent empty room. It seemed that there was still a faint smell of Cheng Yining in the air, but she knew that he had really left.
She also knew that if Cheng Yining left this time, she would not come to Su's house again. Suddenly, she felt empty, which made her uncomfortable.
Looking at the place where Cheng Yining stood before, he found that there were two shallow footprints on the carpet. When he took a closer look, he found that all the two footprints were so obvious, because the color there was darker. It should be that Cheng Yining's shoes were stained with snow when he came in before, and it melted after coming in.
Su Qianai quickly ran to the front, gently removed the corner of the curtain, looked into the yard, and happened to see Cheng Yining walking towards the entrance of the yard. His footsteps were very big, step by step. Su Qianai knew that he must be very angry, so he walked in such a hurry.
The yard is snow-white. There is only a row of footprints on the road leading to the gate. In addition, what Cheng Yining has left now is two rows of footprints.
Every footprint is very deep, and it has not passed the mouth of Cheng Yining's shoe. Maybe there is a lot of snow in his shoes. Is there water stains in the place where he just stood? Maybe the snow in his shoes has melted, and his socks may be wet.
Guessing like this, Su Qianai couldn't help feeling a little sad. He came to find himself in such a heavy snow just to explain to himself.
But who called his explanation so pale and weak? If you cheat, you will cheat. Why can't you admit it?
You should know that she hates others for cheating on her most, and she also looks down on the irresponsible man the most!
No, no one who is not responsible is not worthy to be called a man at all!
If you admit your mistake and be more sincere, maybe I will forgive you if I can't bear it.
Su Qianai sighed. She didn't realize how decisive she was in front of Cheng Yining. She just didn't want to see Cheng Yining's righteous denial of his deception to her.
If he indulges himself to lie to himself now, he will definitely deceive himself more in the future.
Either let him leave his life completely, or let him never dare to lie to himself at all in the future.
Su Qianai, who was entangled in her heart, looked at Cheng Yining's background again, but couldn't help covering her mouth and exhaling softly, and her hand holding the curtain couldn't help but increase her strength.
It turned out that when Cheng Yining was about to walk to the door of the courtyard, his feet suddenly slipped. Fortunately, he reacted quickly and held the balance of his body. After a slight pause, he quickly walked out.
He left. He should let him go back and reflect. Don't always treat me as a fool. Su Qianai thought so in her heart and looked after Cheng Yining's black Land Rover. Only then did she find that she did not see the familiar car in or outside the courtyard.
Looking at the thick snow, she guessed in her heart that maybe it was because the snow was too big and the cleaning workers didn't have time to sweep the snow, so the security guard didn't let Cheng Yining's car in? The snow here is so thick. Can the car walk on the avenue outside? Even if you can walk, is it safe?
You should know that even people can fall when walking, is the car more dangerous?
Thinking about Su Qian'ai's heart hung up again, he turned around and ran to the bedside to pick up his mobile phone, but found that his mobile phone had not been turned on for a few days after it was automatically turned off. She hurried to get the charger, but just plugged it in, and her hand pulled back.
Didn't you just fall out with Cheng Yining? What's the point of making this call?
After taking off her thick pajamas, Su Qianai retracted into the quilt again and covered her whole body into the quilt.
If Cheng Yining was here before, she was full of anger in her heart. When she watched Cheng Yining leave, she was full of entanglement in her heart. Now she is lying in the quilt, and her heart is full of pain.
That's all I did. I lost my friendship and love.
No matter how hard it was, with Xin Yao's company, she didn't feel really bitter and sad. Cheng Yining was in pain, and she didn't feel hurt or wronged.
But the best friend has deceived himself again and again, and the person he loves the most has also deceived himself again and again. In this world, in addition to his brother and mother, is there anyone worth believing in?
She really wanted to dig out the so-called truths she knew from her mind, but the more she wanted to forget them, the more she remembered them.
Open your eyes and close your eyes. As long as your mind is free, the word "deception" will uncontrollably occupy her whole thought space.
So in the past few days, she tries to immerse herself in the story of the novel every day. She keeps tapping on the notebook like that every day, and keeps resting. Until she can't stand it anymore and can fall asleep with her eyes closed, she will fall into ** and fall asleep without thinking about anything.
Every day, my mother comes to see her several times to cook some delicious food for her, but she really can't eat anything.
Jiang Xinyao and Cheng Yining have also been here several times before. Her mother will definitely ask them. Maybe Cheng Yining will not say anything, but Jiang Xinyao will be honest. She will definitely tell her mother a lot of things. She must also hope that her mother can help comfort herself.
Xinyao actually cares about me very much. Su Qianai thought so again in her heart.
But no matter what, she should not lie to herself, and she has cheated so many times that she can't forgive her at all.
Maybe my mother is right. A girl from a family like Xinyao will definitely be mercenary. Leng Xiaoyu has such a background that others can't climb high. It's rare for Leng Xiaoyu to have a heart for her, and Xinyao pleases him, which is also understandable. Or Cheng Yining and Xu Yi Xiaoli, she compromised.
Who said that she was depressed at that time and could not satisfy any of her vanity.
Or Jiang Xinyao feels that it is difficult for her to return to the Su family again. She feels that she can marry into the Cheng family as a blessing, and she can let Jiang Xinyao get the benefits she wants. Maybe it is also called killing two birds with one stone?
Alas, the society is complex, and everything is possible. Although it was covered in the quilt, Su Qianai's sigh still echoed in this spacious room.
Maybe what my mother said really makes sense: if the conditions are too good, it will become a shackle for the pursuit of happiness.
If he doesn't have the so-called 50% stake, but just an ordinary girl like Xinyao, will Cheng Yining still work so hard to pursue himself?
Probably... No way!
There must be a few women around him, but isn't he not reading the girl who is as beautiful, gentle and understanding as Lou Yumo and loves him?
Lou Yumo has many more advantages than herself. She just doesn't have a family background like herself. If she also has it, maybe she is the person who is favored by Cheng Yining.
Why do you have to see it so thoroughly? Why are you so serious? How nice to be stupid!
Su Qianai pounded the bed fiercely in the quilt, and tears also came together to join the fun.
N City hasn't had such heavy snow for many years, but it died fiercely when his love hung the white flag. Is God paying tribute to this sudden love for himself?
"Xiao Ai, we can't control other people's thoughts and behaviors. The only thing we can do is to make ourselves happy every day. Don't be influenced by others, let alone punish ourselves with other people's mistakes." Mother Ying Ruomin's words once again floated into Su Qianai's ears.
Yes, anger and sadness are to punish yourself for the mistakes made by others. The body is your own. Why are you so stupid?
If others care about your body, they will definitely not make you angry and sad.
If others don't care about your body, no matter how angry and sad you are, others will not feel any pain at all.
Su Qianai lifted the quilt, slowly got up, took two pillows and put them on the back of the waist, and sat very decadently.
After sitting for a while, she brought her favorite notebook and saw an avatar constantly flashing in the lower right corner of QQ.
Click to see that it is an offline message from a reader named Qiqi who recently added her.
In fact, her QQ has rarely been added, and she has not published her QQ number on the Internet. She doesn't know how this reader found her contact method, but when she saw the reader's online name Qiqi, she thought of her former self and couldn't help but feel very kind and added her.
Open it once, and a few consecutive messages pop up:
"Fenger, I like reading your books because the tone of your books is always cheerful, which always makes me feel that my life is full of sunshine."
"Feng'er, the content you have updated in the past few days has abused the heroine to death. This is not like your style. Have you encountered something unhappy?"
"Feng'er, you have to be happier, so that you can write more and more relaxed deliberately to give us appreciation, and your mood will also affect our mood."