Chapter 166 Extra Autumn Leaves Floating

Tao Baisong didn't see my abnormality and readily agreed to help me, so I handed him the money for two meals.

Not long after, he delivered two meals to me. I brewed my feelings and pretended to be very pitiful and said to him, "I found several people to help me cook, but no one helped me. You are really a kind person. Thank you so much. It's just that my legs still have some time to get better. I don't know if you can help me eat every day during this period?

"No problem!" Tao Baisong waved casually, indicating that it was a piece of cake, and then smiled at me.

For the first time, I found that he smiled really well, and I couldn't help but lose my mind. When I realized that something was wrong, I quickly pushed a meal in front of him and covered my gaffe and said, "In order to express my gratitude, I will treat you to your lunch in the future."

"No, no, no! It's just a hand-made effort. You don't have to keep it in mind. Tao Baisong immediately refused.

Although I have seen him swallow his saliva twice, his refusal was still in my expectation. I immediately moved away the other meal and deliberately said with a straight face, "If you don't accept my gratitude, then I can't eat the meal you made for me. Forget it, I'd better be hungry."

"This..." Tao Baisong looked at me with embarrassment, as if he understood something, and then did not refuse any more. He continued to smile at me with a beautiful smile, "Well, then you're welcome!"

I saw him holding up the lunch box. At first, he ate very reservedly. Later, he ate faster and faster, and even choked a few times. Then he stroked his chest and stood up and jumped a few times.

I couldn't help laughing when I looked at him. After he swallowed it, I asked with a smile, "I'm choking. Will I go down as long as I stand up and jump a few times?"

He scratched his head with some embarrassment and made a grimace at me and said, "Yes, this is what my grandmother taught me before. It's very useful. I used to chop when I ate steamed buns, and that's how I jumped down.

As soon as I heard it, I laughed and said, "I didn't expect this jumping movement to have such an effect."

"That's it. Let me tell you, if you get water in your ears while swimming, you can also jump a few times like this, and then the water will burst out of your ears. Tao Baisong said vaguely while eating.

"Really?" I asked in surprise.

"Of course, I've tried. In summer, I often go to Donghe to take a bath. Everyone doesn't like water in their ears, which is my favorite. Every time there was water in my ears, I stood on the shore and jumped violently, and then the water burst out with a 'chig' sound. When Tao Baisong finished speaking, he quickly picked up a few mouthfuls of rice, and then chewed it while standing up and jumping to show me, which made me laugh again.

I found that his words and movements were particularly cute, which made me really laugh again and again.

From that day on, we had lunch together every day. Every time I gave him money and asked him to give him two meals, one for him and one for me.

I like to listen to his endless speech when we eat together. I think it's much more comfortable to listen to him than to eat.

Later, he found that my legs pretended to hurt. I was afraid of hurting his self-esteem, and I was more afraid that he would be angry and ignore me, so I found a lot of lame reasons to explain to him, and almost cried. Fortunately, he understood my painstaking efforts. Although he was a little reluctant, he was willing to accept it. My help.

Later, we got along with each other in more than a small canteen. After dinner, we would go to a secluded place in the school to read and write homework together.

I like that when we are reading separately, we occasionally inadvertently look up together, then look at each other and smile, and lower our heads to do our own part. I think it is the warmest moment.

Sometimes during recess, we go to the big toilet in front of the teaching building to go to the toilet. When we meet on the road, we don't say anything. We just look at each other, smile, and then go our separate ways. I always feel that the feeling is the sweetest.

During the holiday, he does some piecemeal work in which factory, and I will also go to help. But I have little strength. Most of the time, I just hand him water, wipe his sweat and cheer.

Such days continued until my sophomore year of high school. When he was in his third year of high school, my aunt passed away.

I still remember that day in the hospital, I only felt that the sky had fallen, crying and dizzy.

It was Tao Baisong who accompanied me, comforted me and encouraged me.

After my aunt's death, Tao Baisong was no longer willing to accept my financial support. I didn't tell him that my aunt gave me a huge amount of money before she died. I just told him that my aunt left me a little money for me to spend until I graduated from college. I hope this money can support us to go to school together and get into college.

I remember that I joked with him at that time, saying that he would graduate from college first. After he graduated, he would make money to help me go to school. At that time, he agreed without hesitation and said that he would make a lot of money in the future and let me live a worry-free life.

"You are responsible for making money to support your family, and I am responsible for being as beautiful as a flower." I always remember this joke in my heart.

He is indeed a very hard-working boy. As long as he has a holiday, he will go to work. Probably when he was in high school, his uncle basically didn't give him a penny. Most of his tuition and living expenses were paid by himself, and a small part of the gap was funded by me, but he always tried not to use my money.

I still remember that on my twentieth birthday, he bought me a notebook with the money I had saved for a long time. Every time I think of that day, I will feel extremely happy.

We sat in front of the computer together. He played games with a small window, and I watched animation with a small window. I think there is no happier couple in the world than us.

He said that when he graduated from college and had the ability, he would definitely buy me more and better things.

It was that night that I gave myself completely to him.

At this point, my heart began to ache.

Because soon after, he began to go out for an internship, and in the process, he slowly changed and began to yearn for the flower world outside.

He told me more than once that he must live in a big city in the future, because all the wonderful things are there.

I know that his heart is big, and I also gradually know that it is impossible for him to return to the small G county with me in the future. It is impossible to be willing to live an ordinary life like me. I know that I can't keep him, and I also know that once I go to the city full of **, his heart It's hard to stay on me.

In fact, many times, I really want to tell him that I have money and I have a lot of money, which is enough for us to have enough food and clothing for a lifetime. But after several words came to my mouth, I still held back.

I don't think it makes much sense if he stays because of this. What I prefer is that he can see through those and live a simple life with me peacefully.

So even if I am full of nervousness and worry, I still let him go and keep people's attention. It's also a very painful thing. I'm willing to wait for him here, waiting for him to reach the height he wants one day, and then come to me, stand in front of me, respectfully stretch out that right hand and hold me. With the right hand, we walked into the palace of marriage together.

It's just that I didn't expect him to be addicted to that kind of life so quickly. He began to be impatient with my nagging, and his contact with me was decreasing day by day.

I began to be disappointed in him, and my heart gradually became cold. At this time, I found out that I was pregnant.

My period has always been inaccurate. When I found that my lower abdomen was no longer flat, I was more than four months pregnant.

I know that I still love him deeply in my heart, but I don't want to bind him with my child because of my child, but I am also reluctant to take away our children. However, if I am born, I'm afraid that the school can't stay, so I made a bold move, dropped out of school directly, and then went to another small city, because I want to find a place where no one knows me to give birth to this child.

Ha ha, people who don't have parents are like this. What do you want to do, no one will stop you, only people will spit on you.

It's a pity that I haven't settled down for a long time. Because of the accident, my baby was suddenly gone.

That time was another trough in my life. I was very sick and lived in the hospital for nearly half a year.

I don't know how I got through it. I tried my best to make myself forget Tao Baisong, and tried my best to keep in mind what my aunt told me before she died: "Yezi, when you graduate from college, go to N City to borrow your eyes and let your aunt look at Xiao Ai more, because Xiao Ai is the biggest concern in my aunt's life! "

So I later came to N City. After I adopted Xiao Yezi in the orphanage, I have been working as a teacher in a small kindergarten.

Although I have never seen Brother Song since then, and although I have been telling myself to forget him, I have to admit that missing him has become a part of my mind and is inseparable.

I can't tolerate any man in my emotional world, because missing has become a habit.

I know that whenever he appears in front of me and is willing to stretch out his right hand to me, I think I will definitely stretch out my right hand without hesitation, because he once brought me the feeling of being too beautiful, so beautiful that I can't forget it, so beautiful that I would rather be humble.

A few drops of water slid across my cheeks. I looked up and saw that the sky was raining finely again, but I quickly smiled bitterly. How could it flow on my face with such a small rain?

That's obviously the tears in my eyes!

There was a touch of meat in the palm of my hand. I quickly turned around and saw Xiao Yezi looking up at me.

Although she didn't say anything, I saw her worry in her eyes.

I couldn't help squatting down and holding the little leaf tightly.

For me, Xiao Yezi is the child born to me and Brother Song.

I gently wiped all the tears from the corners of my eyes, and then tried to smile at the little leaf, picked her up, held up the umbrella, looked at the place where my aunt slept, and then took the little leaf to step on the muddy return path again.

I know that Xiao Yezi still needs me to take care of her, and my aunt still needs me to tell her the news about Xiao Ai. Without Brother Song, I still have a lot of things to do, so I have to be strong, because life has to continue, and I have to slowly adjust my life with the word "good".

Although the rain is getting worse and worse, the roads are still muddy, but they should not be obstacles to my progress.

Looking up and looking into the distance, the white belt-like cement road has come into my eyes. I can't help laughing. One more step closer to the destination.

Looking at the white tapes getting closer and closer, my footsteps are getting faster and faster...