Chapter 169 Do you have it?
Su Xueyang talked a lot to Xu Wendy, but for the first time, she didn't get bored.
When the two came out of the hospital, Su Xueyang sent Xu Wendy back to the villa. I don't know if she was tired or something. Xu Wendi fell asleep as soon as she touched the bed.
"You cry! If you cry hard, your mother will come back!"
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When he woke up, the sky was bright. Xu Wendy looked at the weak skylight outside the window, raised his hand to wipe off the fine sweat on his forehead, moved, and felt cold sweat all over his body. Fortunately, it was just a dream.
But the dream is too real, and the depressed mood can't calm down for a while.
Pushing open the French window, Xu Wendy slowly walked to the sparkling pool and stood still. The rippling light jumped on her face. For a moment, she took off her nightgown, like a fish, bent into a beautiful arc, and jumped into the water.
She held her breath at the bottom of the water and slid back and forth. Only in this way could her brain relax for a moment without thinking about those sad memories.
After a long time, she finally emerged in the middle of the pool. The beads of water raised by the ribbon were like a crystal curtain, shining brightly in the morning.
"I got up so early." Su Xueyang sat on the lounge chair on the shore, with his elbow bent on his knees, with a vague smile on the corners of his mouth.
Su Xueyang sent Xu Wendy back yesterday and didn't leave the villa.
"Isn't it early, too?" Xu Wendy swam to him, and the pink silk robe rithemed in the water, like the tail of a mermaid. She leaned against the shore and looked at his clean chin. Her long and narrow eyes were laziness, but with a deep smile. He spoiled her smooth hair, revealing his smooth forehead and bright eyes. Finally, he pretended to be surprised, "Ah, why is there a wrinkle?"
Xu Wendy touched her forehead reflexively, frowned, and looked at the water from time to time. He was in a panic. He stretched out his hand to her and pulled her up. She shouted for a mirror, but was suddenly locked in Su Xueyang's arms. The two were close together, and she could feel his hot breath.
He casually picked up the bath towel and wrapped her, said in a hoarse voice, "It's not good to catch a cold later." His lips were a little closer. She could obviously feel his burning body temperature, and her powerful arms had wrapped around her back, making her have no way to escape.
"We are not married yet." She resisted a little and seemed to be used to Su Xueyang's intimacy. Since yesterday, she has forgiven his previous rudeness, probably because of his pity.
Su Xueyang lowered his head and smiled, and did not let go of Xu Wendy. He just whispered in her ear, "Let's hold an engagement banquet in a week, okay?" It's the tone of solicitation. His narrow eyes are bent, and his long eyelashes cover his inner look, which makes people unable to figure out what he really thinks.
After swimming back and forth a few times, Xu Wendy was so tired that she wiped her hair. She buried her head and seemed to be thinking. Soon there was an answer, "It's up to you."
Su Xueyang didn't seem to be satisfied with her answer. A trace of unhappiness flashed on his face, but it was just fleeting. Finally, he smiled brightly and said, "Didn't you say that you were tired for a few days? Take a day off today. The welfare is that I, an unparalleled beautiful man, will accompany you all day and be a cow and a horse."
Based on his life-saving kindness by mistake yesterday, Xu Wendy decided to give him a chance and agreed.
But he pressed his lips with one finger and said that he was poor.
But she followed him to his house and found that she had been cheated. I also understand why he took her around the supermarket all the way!
Su Xueyang's home is a duplex building. For Xu Wendy, it's not bad. Compared with the villa, it's just heaven and earth. Then he recalled the seaside villa he gave and secretly slandered it. It's not as good as coming over there.
And the most tricky thing is not the environment, but his servant resting today!!!
That is to say, they need to do it themselves to get enough food and clothing. Hearing the news that it made people have a stomachache, Xu Wendy's first reaction and said, "Why don't we go out to eat?"
Su Xueyang refused. He changed the topic and said, "Listen to your father, what you are best at is hibiscus eggs?"
When she was in the fishing village, this was what she remembered. But this thing reminds her of her poor father, which is her mother's specialty and his father's favorite food. But since her mother left, her father often drank heavily. Later, he came out of the haze and never ate it again.
"It's okay." Xu Wendy's face turned pale and replied dryly.
Aware of her impotment, he hugged her and asked softly, "You haven't said what you want to eat?"
Xu Wendy looked back at him and said with a strong smile, "Then roast the turkey." In my impression, they went to the supermarket and bought turkey. Besides, she didn't spend Christmas with him.
Xu Wendy's words were just over. Su Xueyang hugged her tighter, and the hot temperature all over his body was transmitted to her skin, which made her feel a trace of warm satisfaction. And this satisfaction is happiness.
This feeling of happiness makes people feel scared and dare not face it. I'm afraid that all this is just an illusion, an illusion that makes people fall.
Even if her body goes beyond the line, she hopes to control her feelings.
"It was not my fault that day. I want to compensate you for Christmas, count down with you, nest in a thick blanket with you, and look at the beautiful snow outside the window." Su Xueyang said excitedly, as if he had forgotten how unpleasant they were that day.
Xu Wendy is a vengeful person. She didn't dare to guarantee that she could forget. She gently pushed him and said, "This snow doesn't fall as soon as you say you can."
"Let's not talk about such an annoying thing." He slowly let go of Xu Wendy, saying that he wanted to work together. He pushed her into the kitchen. He closed the door to death. Xu Wendy heard the noise outside and wanted to come out, but found that the door was locked. For a moment of panic, she swoke the door and shouted, "Su Xueyang, what are you going to do!"
He only replied, "Nothing, it's almost done!"
Xu Wendy stood in front of the door for a moment and doubted, "Is it really okay?"
He must have hidden something from her.
He answered again. She turned around and continued to beat the eggs. After a while, he opened the door. Xu Wendy was angry with him and focused on beating the eggs, but he wiped a little on her face. She was so angry that she chased him. He ran out of the kitchen quickly and then suddenly stopped, deliberately to let her catch it.
He held her in his arms and let her beat her, but he picked her up and rotated around, and then let her stand firm. Standing upright to her was a tall Christmas tree, covered with Santa Claus and colorful lights. Under the tree were all kinds of gift boxes. She stared and stared at the tree, opening her mouth slightly, but she couldn't say a word.
If he gives him another surprise, I'm afraid she won't be able to stand it.
For a long time, Xu Wendy looked back at him. He held his arm and trembled, saying that it was cold.
I don't know when the air conditioner will be turned on. What she feels now is the coldness of winter outside. He took out two sweaters from the cabinet and put them on Wendy Xu first, with cute reindeer and a two-dimensional Santa Claus. Xu Wendy laughed at his childishness, and then remembered the words that scolded him before making a sound.
He pulled up her hands, kept rubbing, rubbing, and drinking hot air. He frowned and said, "Wife, go and cook. The New Year is coming soon."
She was stunned and didn't respond for a long time. He urged, " Hurry up. When the children come back, they won't get warm food. That's our dereliction of duty."
He pretended to turn his back and went to the oven. For a moment, Xu Wendy said gently, "Okay, honey." She walked slowly into the kitchen and looked distracted at the foam in the eggs breaking one by one. Suddenly, she remembered the familiar conversation, which was what she said when she and Wang Kai were at home a long time ago.
How could he know?
What's more, she is just Chu Kuai now. How could he know that she, as Xu Wendi, has an unbearable past.
She was shocked and looked at him carefully. Seeing him smiling harmlessly, she was slightly relieved. These are just coincidences, yes, just coincidences. As long as you have played at home when you are a child, you should know such lines.
Xu Wendy kept comforting herself and was distracted.
"Go and cook." Su Xueyang called her and pulled her back to reality.
Xu Wendy hurried to the kitchen to steam the eggs. The phone suddenly rang. She carefully closed the door and picked it up. "How about it? How's that man?"
It was Xiao Yu's call, but she brought a bad news this time.
Liu Fugui, that is, Huang Fu Zhan, has disappeared. I don't know if he is dead, but even Xiao Yu's ability can't find anyone, that is, he really can't find it!
He hung up the phone in a daze. Xu Wendy took a look at Su Xueyang, who was busy outside the door, and barely picked up a smile.
*
After a busy day, it was getting dark. Su Xueyang wrapped the two people together with a blanket. He lowered his head and asked her, "Don't you really think it's going to snow?"
Xu Wendi glanced at him and expressed disbelief, because he gave her too many surprises today, but as the pointer almost pointed to twelve o'clock, it was still quiet outside. She couldn't help but feel a little lost. She got out of the blanket and was about to go upstairs. Suddenly, she saw the wind blowing outside the window, and the snow was so sprinkled like this. The ground fell down, and it was conspicuous against the backdrop of the night.
Is he Zhuge Liang? I actually borrowed all the snow!
Xu Wendy was stunned. It was not until Su Xueyang pulled her back into the blanket that she blinked and said, "Is this true?"
"Really." He said, "I watched the weather forecast and said it would snow today. I didn't expect that it didn't lie this time."
Xu Wendy couldn't help but beat him on the chest like a little woman and laughed and scolded, "You're still poor!" I told you not to be poor!"
Su Xueyang grabbed her hand and looked at her fixedly. His eyes were full of affection. He said softly, "Don't go back tonight."
He is ** her.
But sooner or later, there will be such a day. It's better to be earlier...
Xu Wendy pulled out a smile and said, "Okay, but the bed is too small, I won't get used to it. At night, someone has to pour tea and water for me. The various functions of the bathtub should be complete, otherwise it can't be washed clean, and I can't sleep well..."
Xu Wendy's words were swallowed by Su Xueyang. He leaned down and didn't let her say anything more.
What a grinding goblin!
***
'ping——'
The sound of slamming the door, and the footsteps faded away. After a while, the sound of leather shoes hitting the ground echoed in the empty corridor. Some people were crying and some people were noisy.
He put up the bench and peeked at the outside from the cat's eyes. Suddenly, someone came up. He seemed to see her inside and smiled strangely.
She was so scared that she stepped back and fell heavily on **. The top of her head was a yellow ceiling, the ceiling fan was slowly turning, and there were spider webs hanging.
She was shocked again. She hurriedly got up and looked back at the head of the bed. Her father fell there and moaned in a low voice. He was drunk again...
He seems to be sick, and she can't save him.
For a long time, her father stopped calling. She stood quietly beside him with a numb scalp. She crawled to the door and climbed up the high stool again, but even if she pointed to the ground with her toes, she still couldn't reach the door lock.
After a long time, she was dizzy and fell on the cement floor. For a moment, she woke up quietly and saw the small stool at the table. She couldn't help smiling gently and got up. She put the small stool on the high stool and climbed up carefully. The door finally opened.
In order to open the door for fear of the wind, she put her little hand in the crack of the door. Suddenly, there was a strong wind. She frowned painfully and jumped down from the high stool. She couldn't care about the pain. She excitedly opened the door and called the aunt next door. The aunt cooked a sugar heart egg for her. She asked her to eat obediently, and her father's illness would be cured... P>
The world of adults is always full of lies.
Her father said that if she cried hard, her mother would come back, but she didn't.
The aunt said that if she ate the eggs obediently, Dad would be fine, but she didn't.
God knows, she hates eggs the most.
At dawn, Xu Wendy looked at the ceiling with wide eyes and touched the corners of his eyes. Fortunately, it was dry.
She couldn't forget, so she didn't even dare to cry.
There was a choking sour feeling in her throat. She got up and coughed violently, and she almost suffocated. Su Xueyang beside her was woken up by her, got up to protect her, patted her back over and over again, and said with concern, "Do you want to call a doctor?"
"No...no..." She coughed and said, "The old problem...a little...a little while..."
For about ten minutes, she gradually improved and lay flat. Su Xueyang held her hand tightly and said softly, "I'd better go to the hospital for a check-up another day."
"Okay." She smiled reluctantly at him. He reached out to wipe the sweat off her forehead and said, "Sleep a little longer."
She nodded gently, as if she remembered something, and said quickly, "I think it will take too long for the things of the Xu family to merge with the Chu family. Why don't you let me take over the affairs of the Xu family first? When I'm done everything, you can merge them, okay?"
He held her hand and tightened it a little more. Her pupils were shining, and there was a look of prayer inside. After a long time, he answered her, "Okay."
She was thinking about other unimportant things at this time. Is it really just perfunctory to him? But forget it. Even if it's the person who got her.
With Su Xueyang's approval, Xu Wendy couldn't stand the joy in her heart. Thinking that everything in the Xu family would be handled by her in the future, she was so excited that she couldn't sleep, but she still obediently closed her eyes.
And everything in the dream floated up again.
Those are all painful memories. Her mother's departure, her father is decadent, and her family is not a family. She spends every day in despair. It is gray time and space, but why does she think about it again and again?
Is it because the truth is approaching, so she thinks of her poor father over and over again?
*
In the future, Su Xueyang was busy with the affairs of the Chu family. Xu Wendi would go shopping with Chu Fan in her spare time and listen to Chu Wanting's will. Chu Fan always seemed to be full of interest, but when she was free, she was always staring at a certain place, which was very worrying.
This made Xu Wendy doubt whether she had done something wrong.
If you live in a lie, what's the meaning of life?
The last time Geng Shuaiyan's words were recorded by her, and she also let Chu Fan hear those words 'accidentally'. Since then, she has obviously felt that Chu Fan's hostility to her has decreased. Chu Wanting asked the two of them to go shopping together, and she was also very positive.
"Are you ready? Your factory will cut the ribbon tomorrow.
"I want to get rid of it." Chu Fan stroked his stomach, and his eyes were still only in one corner. She spoke very lightly, and only Xu Wendy, who was close to her, could hear it.
What!
Xu Wendy couldn't say a word. She looked at Chu Fan in a staring way. After a long time, she said, "Are you pregnant? Is it his?" That's what he is referring to Geng Shuaiyan.
Admittedly, she is contradictory and gave birth to a child of someone who doesn't love her. Fortunately, is it unfortunate?
Is it unfortunate for a child who grew up in a single-parent family?
Can she give her child complete love?
Obviously not.
"No." Xu Wendi looked at her and said firmly, "I said no, Chu Fan, it is the child of the person you love. How can you have the heart not to have it?"
Xu Wendy suddenly stopped and hurriedly looked away. Her heart was mixed. If she was pregnant with a child of someone who didn't love her, she would definitely not want it.
What about before? What about her before?!
"But Chu Jian, I'm afraid I can't be a good mother." Chu Fan cried in Xu Wendy's arms. Xu Wendy stroked her back and comforted her softly: "What nonsense are you talking about? The child is innocent."
Chu Fan cried for a while, and then asked Xu Wendy to accompany her to the prenatal examination. Xu Wendy answered, and the two went to the hospital together.
Xu Wendi suddenly remembered that she had a bad cough before and went to the respiratory department. Unexpectedly, she was still doing activities in the hospital and gave her a free gynecological examination. Chu Fan didn't need it, so Xu Wendy had to go by herself. Anyway, her period was not normal recently.
The gynecological examination is very cumbersome. She went to the respiratory department first. The doctor asked for her photos and waited for about an hour. The doctor said that it was okay. It was chronic pharyngitis. She needed to exercise more and pay attention to diet.
The big stone fell in her heart. Xu Wendy turned to gynecology. The doctor was very indifferent and asked her to take off her trousers and lie down. Then she asked if she was married. Xu Wendy was a little shy and only said that she had a boyfriend.
The doctor's expression was very strange. He asked Xu Wendy to put on his trousers, pull down his waist, and had an abdominal ultrasound. For this reason, Xu Wendy was very nervous. For a moment, the doctor glanced at Xu Wendy and asked, "What was your period last month?"
Xu Wendy thought for a moment and said, "It was probably a few days ago, but it only came a little." She has also been busy with the affairs of the Xu family recently, and she doesn't care much about these things.
The doctor asked again, "What about last month?"
Xu Wendy really couldn't remember, "I don't remember."
The doctor widened his eyes and said harshly, "Why don't you young people pay attention to your body at all? You should be about 50 days pregnant and have signs of bleeding. A few days ago, you estimated that you didn't have menstruation. Also, do you want your baby? If you want, you need to be hospitalized to protect the fetus.
The doctor said a lot. Before Xu Wendy could digest it, she asked again, "Do you need to inform your boyfriend?"