Chapter 111 Leaving the House

Lin Huazhi smiled, from the shallow smile at the beginning to the loud laugh later, as if she had heard the funniest thing in the world and saw the most ridiculous person in the world.

She covered her stomach with one hand and couldn't help wiping the corners of her eyes. She smiled and shook her head: "Is this what you told me? Hahaha, Yan Shaobai, you really surprise me more and more.

Yan Shaobai had a stiff face and a strange expression. Although he did not speak, the coldness emanating from his body could be seen at a glance that he was in a very bad mood at this time.

I don't know how long she laughed before Lin Huazhi sighed and looked up at Yan Shaobai. After a long time, she whispered, "Mr. Yan, take care."

Turn around and leave, and don't look back.

The world often says that "the authorities are fascinated, and the onlookers are clear". Because it has nothing to do with it, the bystander's position is naturally farther and higher, and he will see more things, so he always thinks that he understands more than the people in the game. But people are so strange. Even if they think they can control everything, they don't know that the world is impermanent. In fact, there are very few things we can control. Those so-called lessons can only be used as a kind of talk, but they cannot attract enough vigilance. Only after the pain will you wake up that you are really wrong.

It's like a wound imprinted on the body. An outsider looks at such a big scar. He can imagine your pain, but he will never know that the wound is deeper and more painful than everything known in the world, and this feeling is the only one, and only you can understand it.

Lin Huazhi thought, so she was wrong. She wants to explore everything as a bystander. She wants to stay out of the matter and control everything. But she forgot that this person and the world were changing like the white clouds and the breeze that blew on that day.

So, she was wrong.

Back to the West Cross Courtyard, she moved the things in the cabinet to **. There were not many things, only a few clothes and some gouache and rouge, and it was enough to pack everything in one package.

At this time, she was very calm, at least, she felt calm. Don't feel pain, don't feel the panic in your chest; don't be angry, don't feel angry about anything; don't be sad, there is nothing to be sad about; don't be sad, because you don't want to cry.

Sitting at the table, facing the door, you can see a heavy interconnected roof outside the courtyard, with a clear sky on the roof.

The wind blew, with the slight heat of early summer and the brightness of the sun, rushed into the room and wrinkled the corners of the skirt.

She lowered her head and looked at her hands, pale and slender, no more rough than before. She saw the blue veins under her skin, which were flowing blood. Blood should be warm and red; red blood flows in the body and people are alive.

Lin Huazhi closed her eyes and heard the deep voice in her heart.

- Don't forget who you are, don't forget.

......

"Sister Huazhi, what are you doing?"

When she opened her eyes, she saw Xing'er standing at the door. The sun formed a faint halo behind her. Lin Huazhi couldn't see the look on Xing'er's face clearly, but she could still hear the doubts in Xing'er's words.

"Why are you back? Didn't Aunt Feng send you to the southern suburbs to deliver things in the morning? I thought you were going to be busy until the evening. Lin Huazhi stood up and walked to the window.

"It's not important, I'm just going to deliver something. Besides, they come and go in the carriage in the house. Xing'er came over and handed a small brocade box to Lin Huazhi. "I saw Brother Lin in the porter's room and said that this was what I brought to you at home."

Hearing that it was sent by Lin Yuyang, Lin Huazhi took it, opened it, took a look, looked up at Xing'er and smiled and said, "Okay, Xing'er, let's eat in the house in the evening. Tell Aunt Bai and ask her to make us some delicious food in private."

Xing'er was happy, answered her voice, and happily went out of the room to find Aunt Bai.

Lin Huazhi stood by the window and watched Xing'er's figure disappear outside the courtyard, and then opened the brocade box in her hand again. There is a black purse in it, which contains only a small bag of powder.

is sent by Lin Yuyang, and it must be that thing.

Lin Huazhi didn't expect that it would take less than half a day. Lin Yuyang really found the powder for her. It doesn't matter how to find it. The key is what the powder is.

I couldn't help but be curious. Lin Huazhi carefully opened the paper wrapped outside. The powder was white and smelled nothing. I don't know what the smell would be like. Lin Huazhi did not try to taste it. Just listening to Lin Yuyang's description, she thought it was not a good thing. If it was really the same as she thought, the powder was poison in her eyes.

Is the powder in front of you related to the poison on Chen Suyue's body?

After a while, he suddenly heard footsteps outside and looked up. Lin Huazhi was surprised to see the person who should not have appeared here.

"Flower branches." Yan Shaobai stood at the door and called her and didn't come in.

"Ms. Yan, what's the matter?" Yan Shaobai didn't come in, and Lin Huazhi didn't seem to intend to invite him in.

Yan Shaobai hesitated for a while, and then raised his foot after seeing Lin Huazhi**'s package.

"Huazhi, do you really want to leave?"

"I think you heard it clearly."

"Huazhi, listen to me, in fact..."

Before Yan Shaobai finished speaking, Lin Huazhi suddenly put the things in his hand in front of him and asked, "Mr. Yan, do you know what this is?"

Yan Shaobai was stunned, looked down for a while, shook his head, and asked puzzledly, "What is this?" It looks like powder. Are you taking it recently? Haven't you recovered yet?" Yan Shaobai was a little anxious.

"Do you really not know what this is?" Lin Huazhi asked him again.

Yan Shaobai doesn't know what Lin Huazhi means. He didn't come to discuss this issue. After thinking for a while, he reached out and put a little powder in his mouth, touched it, and shook his head: "There is a faint sour taste, but it's a little like Baizhi that cures cough. What is this?"

Seeing that Yan Shaobai reached out to dip his hand on the powder, Lin Huazhi just wanted to stop him, but the words came to his mouth, and Yan Shaobai had already made clear his guess.

Lin Huazhi did not respond. She looked at Yan Shaobai with a slightly strange look for a long time before carefully putting away the powder in her hand and putting it in the brocade box.

"This used to be a medicine for me." After a while, Lin Huazhi spoke softly. Judging from the situation just now, Yan Shaobai really doesn't know what this powder is for.

Yan Shaobai didn't answer, and the two were silent at the same time.

Watching the sun gradually stretch west through the shadow cast on the ground through the ancient trees in the courtyard, the forest flower branches finally opened their mouths.

"Son Yan, please come back."

Yan Shaobai asked her in a low voice, "Do you really want to leave?"

"Yes."

"Huazhi, things are really not what you think. You should listen to my explanation." Yan Shaobai's face was a little flustered and angry.

Is Yan Shaobai angry? Lin Huazhi looked at him playfully. Why was he angry? But she just said, "After a while, Aunt Feng and I will talk about what's in hand, and I'll leave. I don't have anything, only a few clothes. If you don't believe it, I will come and have a look later.

Yan Shaobai was anxious: "Huazhi, you know I didn't mean that, about the bright moon..."

It seemed that she didn't want to hear the word "bright moon". Lin Huazhi interrupted Yan Shaobai's words again. She frowned and said with some impatience, "Mr. Yan, I'm really not in the mood to listen to your explanation now, not to mention that you don't have to explain to me at all. There are some things that are too clear, but uncomfortable. I know it in my heart.

"What do you understand? What do you know? Have you asked me from head to house? Have you discussed it with me?" Yan Shaobai's tone was also heavy.

Lin Huazhi sneered: "Mr. Yan, are you here to tell me this? Is it interesting to say this now? You are forcing me. You said that there is no relationship between us.

Yan Shaobai was stunned. When Cui Ting asked, he did say this. But...

Lin Huazhi sighed helplessly: "Mr. Yan, I'm tired. Besides, it's not me who can't see the truth clearly, but you.

Yan Shaobai was a little discouraged, not because of Lin Huazhi's words, but obviously that he could see that Lin Huazhi was determined to leave.

Yan Shaobai was silent for a moment, as if he was thinking about something.

Lin Huazhi began to have a headache again, and the man in front of her made her feel tired again. His left and right uncertainness, his prospects, and the mentality of both fish and bear paws made Lin Huazhi helpless and even a little annoying.

The world is really impermanent.

Lin Huazhi doesn't seem to be in the mood to be sour and sentimental. She calmed down slightly and said slowly, "Mr. Yan, please come back." This is the second time that Lin Huazhi and Yan Shaobai said this.

Looking at Lin Huazhi's frown and slightly pale face, Yan Shaobai swallowed the words hovering around his mouth again.

He took a step closer to Lin Huazhi, and Lin Huazhi subconsciously took a step back. This small action may be nothing, but when he saw the rejection flashing in Lin Huazhi's eyes, Yan Shaobai could only sigh gently.

Some things seem to be doomed to be unretainable.

The corners of his mouth were bitter, and Yan Shaobai whispered, "Flower branches!"

Lin Huazhi looked up at Yan Shaobai. She wanted to look calm without too many expressions.

After calling softly, Yan Shaobai just looked at him for a long time. Like every time before, Lin Huazhi could see himself reflected in his eyes, but he couldn't see the secret hidden in his heart.

After taking a deep look at her, Yan Shaobai turned around and left.

The last glitch of the sun seemed to dissipate in the sky with his figure. At the beginning of the night, the air seemed to be cold and hot, but it could not withstand the wilderness in his heart.

And when the stars were like the sea in the night, Lin Huazhi walked out of Chen's mansion.

There is still Xing'er's crying and reluctance to leave, but she still wants to leave, not because of sadness, not because of anyone, but for Chen Suyue in Lin Huazhi's soul.

That proud, different, and the only Chen Suyue.

Lin Huazhi did not turn back. She strode forward, and there was a voice in her heart saying, this is very good, this is very good. Her back is very straight.

When he turned around Zhuque Street and entered the Victory Square, Lin Huazhi saw two people standing not far away.

Cui Ting and Mingyue looked at her at the same time, and their faces were expressionless.

Lin Huazhi can't help but be surprised. Shouldn't these two people be happy and proud? Why can't you see a trace of joy on your face?

In the same way, Lin Huazhi looked back at them. But gradually, she smiled.

Is it declaring war?

Well, everything has just begun.

What you have said must be done and never let it go.