Chapter 257 Forgive Hate, Forget the Past
Chapter 257 Forgive Hatred and Forget the Past
After seeing Yan Shaobai outside Jiucheng Mansion that day, Lin Huazhi hadn't seen him for a long time. Even if she didn't say anything, Yan Shaobai should understand what she wanted to do.
With a pain in her palm, she turned her head and looked at Zhang Ziqing beside her with an unhappy face.
"Huazhi, can I talk to you?" Yan Shaobai squeezed in front of her along the crowd and looked down at her.
Hesitating for a moment, she nodded.
"Ziqing, go ahead and wait for me for a while. I'll be right back." However, Zhang Ziqing just didn't want to let go. Lin Huazhi reached out and gently patted the back of his hand. Finally, Zhang Ziqing let go.
Looking at Yan Shaobai, Zhang Ziqing suddenly lowered his head and said in Lin Huazhi's ear, "Huazhi, remember what you promised me." After straightening up and looking deeply at her, Zhang Ziqing was very aggrieved, "I'll wait for you under the front doorpost."
Lin Huazhi hummed, nodded, and replied with a "don't worry" smile.
Yan Shaobai and Lin Huazhi walked a few steps forward with the crowd and walked to the back alley of a shop. Lin Huazhi stopped and looked up at Yan Shaobai slightly. After a long time, she whispered, "I'm sorry."
After a long silence, Yan Shaobai asked, "Why do you say that?"
Although he didn't want to admit it, because of Cui Shuang, Lin Huazhi did take advantage of Yan Shaobai. At this time, although Yan Shaobai's face was a little haggard, he did not seem to be angry. She thought for a moment and said, "I mean it. In those days, I did something bad to you... and I may have had a bad impact on you. You should understand what I'm talking about.
Yan Shaobai didn't say anything, and there was no anger on his face but no smile.
"Flower branches." Yan Shaobai called her softly. When Lin Huazhi raised his head, he whispered, "I want to tell you a story."
Tear a story? Lin Huazhi doesn't understand what Yan Shaobai means. At this time, he wants to tell her a story?
Without waiting for Lin Huazhi to have any comments, Yan Shaobai has opened his mouth and said, "Once upon a time, in a small village in the north, there was such a family. Although they lived a hard life and poverty, the husband and wife loved each other very much. A year after their marriage, they gave birth to their first child. By the time their eldest son grew to 12 years old, there was another lovely sister in the family. Mother, the family is full of life. Just as the days got better, an unpredictable natural disaster suddenly appeared. That year's locust plague gnawed out most of the good land in the north, but the husband and wife did not lose confidence. In fact, the couple were still full of hope for life, but the family was too poor. In order to survive, the man had to make the shortcomings. The one-year-old daughter gave him a childless relative, and then the couple moved to a village a hundred miles away with their eldest son. However, after years of hard work and serious malnutrition, the couple passed away one after another. Fortunately, the eldest son has grown up, and the only thing the husband and wife can rest assured of is their younger daughter. After burying his deceased parents, the eldest son returned to the village where he first lived and also met his little sister. His little sister didn't have a good time at her relatives, but after seeing their relatives, both of them were very happy. The eldest son promised his sister to take her home when he had money in the future. The eldest son once heard that life in the south was rich and there were many ways to make money, so the eldest son packed his bags, said goodbye to his little sister, and came to the south from the north to make a living.
Hearing this, Lin Huazhi couldn't help but be suspicious, and she had a faint feeling that Yan Shaobai seemed to want to tell her something, and she couldn't help thinking of someone.
Yan Shaobai continued: "When the eldest son arrived in the south, he found that the life in the south was really rich compared to his hometown. He liked the south, so the eldest son stayed. Not long after, he even got married a butcher's daughter. But it's not as easy as you think. The butcher proposed a brideg of 100 taels to his eldest son, but you think that a poor boy and a poor boy from the north can't have a hundred taels of silver. Just as the eldest son was helpless, an opportunity fell in front of him. A rich businessman wanted to find a few outsiders to do a business and promised to pay 500 taels of heavy rewards after the event. Five hundred taels can not only get a jade beauty, but also return to his hometown and bring his sister to live together. Therefore, the eldest son was moved and he promised the rich businessman. However, the eldest son did a wrong thing, a mistake that could kill him, so before his eldest son died, he regretted it. He cried and asked the official to give his savings over the years to his sister in his hometown in the north. He hoped that his sister could live a better life in the future.
Lin Huazhi couldn't help interrupting Yan Shaobai: "Are you talking about the two brothers and sisters of the Peng family?" Sure enough, it's Cui Shuang. Lin Huazhi's face was a little complicated.
"Yes, I'm talking about Peng Fugui and Cui Shuang. The story did not end here. Lord Ma of Jiangdong Mansion was indeed a good official. Finally, Lord Ma agreed to Peng Fugui's request and sent the 20 taels of silver accumulated by Peng Fugui to Cui's hands in Zhanxi Village, Zhongzhou after Peng Fugui's death. However, people's lives are full of too many changes. Lord Ma's original intention was good, but what Lord Ma didn't expect was that when Cui Shuang's adoptive parents and Peng clan knew about what Peng Fugui had committed in Jiangdong City, they not only removed Peng Fugui from the genealogy, but also took over Cui Shuang's silver. Cui Shuang's life without her father and brother has become more and more hard since then. When Cui Shuang was ten years old, her adoptive parents even wanted to sell her to a prostitute. After learning the news, with the help of her poor cousin Peng Xiangfeng, Cui Shuang escaped from home, but how did a little girl who was only ten years old live? In the next three or four years, Cui Shuang was sold by one tooth after another. Finally, Cui Shuang went to Jiangdong City. She was taken home by Chen Suyue. Although she was a maid, her life in Chen's house was better than any other day before. If the story stopped here, maybe everyone would live better than now.
Listening to the meaning of Yan Shaobai's words, after Cui Shuang entered Chen's house and read Chen Suyue's kindness, Cui Shuang did serve Chen Suyue wholeheartedly. But...
Lin Huazhi asked, "Do you mean that there is a reason why Cui Shuang will end up today?"
Yan Shaobai nodded: "Yes, if Cui Shuang hadn't seen the yaman who sent money to her adoptive parents' house, so many heart-heartening things would not have happened."
Lin Huazhi understood that the reason why Cui Shuang became so vicious was that she saw the yamen and heard about Peng Fugui's death, so Cui Shuang had an unforgivable hatred for Chen Suyue.
Lin Huazhi couldn't help sighing: "Didn't Cui Shuang understand? In fact, Peng Fugui's death is what he did wrong. What does it have to do with Chen Suyue?
"Hate is like love, and there will never be an answer." Yan Shaobai looked at Lin Huazhi and only said this.
After being silent for a long time, Lin Huazhi said slightly: "This is indeed a story worthy of sympathy. But... you have to pay for doing something wrong, and no one has forced Cui Shuang to embark on this dead end. Why does Cui Shuang hate Chen Suyue? Chen Suyue and Peng Fugui did not know each other. If it hadn't been for Peng Fugui's evil intentions, Chen Suyue would not have had an intersection with Peng Fugui in his life. Peng Fugui's death was his own fault, so Cui Shuang hated Chen Suyue for this reasonless. Also, is there anyone forcing Cui Shuang to do to what Mingyue did to Simo later? In fact, the root cause of everything is that Cui Shuang can't figure it out. She is too paranoid. As a result of the so-called cause, there is no result. In today's end, I can only say that she deserves it.
"But Cui Shuang is crazy now." Yan Shaobai looked into Lin Huazhi's eyes, "Huazhi, I don't want to tell you this to arouse your sympathy. I just want to tell you that Cui Shuang is hateful but Cui Shuang is also a poor person. Cui Shuang has gone crazy. Whether it's love or hate, she doesn't know anything. She has paid for her mistake.
Lin Huazhi couldn't help sneering: "So why did you come here today to tell me this? Just because Cui Shuang said that she loved you, do you think you have the responsibility to exonet Cui Shuang's crime?
"No, I just... I just hope you can forgive her."
Looking at Yan Shaobai's calm opening, Lin Huazhi couldn't help but forgive Cui Shuang? How could she forgive Cui Shuang?
Lin Huazhi lost her voice and laughed: "Yan Shaobai, are you crazy too? Do you know what you are talking about? It's your business that you want to be a good man. What does Cui Shuang have to do with you?
"Huazhi, although you say that you are a bad person, I know you are not that kind of person. If you were really cruel, I'm afraid Cui Shuang would have died long ago.
"You're wrong. I'm really not a good person, and I've never been ashamed of being a bad person. The reason why Cui Shuang is not dead has nothing to do with whether I am cruel or not. If you want to save Cui Shuang, you might as well beg Cui Yuan. If you don't let anyone go, you just need Cui Yuan's words.
Yan Shaobai sighed gently: "Flower branches, you are really the same as Suyue. You two are really similar."
Lin Huazhi is speechless. What does Yan Shaobai mean?
"If Su Yue is still alive, she will understand my thoughts." Yan Shaobai said again.
Lin Huazhi frowned, and Yan Shaobai's words seemed to have a deep meaning.
"Huazhi, forgive Cui Shuang as if you forgive me."
"You..."
Looking at Yan Shaobai's eyes, Lin Huazhi suddenly realized something. Is Yan Shaobai...
"Flower branches, hatred is too heavy, none of us want to carry hatred. I have also done a lot of wrong things. I thought I was as chic as the wind, but I failed Su Yue. I knew that you had never been moved by me, but I thought I loved you and almost failed Cui Ting. What bothers me most is that my inaction made Cui Shuang think more about other things to put her on today's dead end. In fact, I'm more timid than any of you think. I'm the worst person.
Yan Shaobai looked at Lin Huazhi, with complex emotions floating in his eyes: "Huazhi, I'm not wagging my tail to you for mercy. I just hope you can be happy and live a happy life forever for Suyue."
Secret, Lin Huazhi's biggest secret in her life. At this moment, she fully believed that Yan Shaobai knew her biggest secret.
Cuishuang did do something sorry for Lin Huazhi, but only Chen Suyue owes the most. Yan Shaobai came today not to hope that Lin Huazhi would forgive. He hoped that Chen Suyue could put down his hatred, forgive, forget the past, and then continue to walk and get happiness.
Lin Huazhi squeezed her mouth. She looked at Yan Shaobai and couldn't say a word.
Can you forgive me? Can it be forgotten?
In a trance, Yan Shaobai whispered, "Huazhi, you will be happy. In a few days, I will go back to Jiangdong City. If you stay in Beijing and live, maybe we will..." In the middle of the words, Yan Shaobai suddenly laughed.
Even if he didn't finish speaking, Lin Huazhi generally guessed what Yan Shaobai wanted to say, not to mention the reason why Lin Yuyang was an official in Beijing. If she really stayed with Zhang Ziqing, she might never return to Jiangdong City in her life and never meet Yan Shaobai again.
Somehow, she suddenly had a strange feeling in her heart, an indescribable sadness, and looked up at Yan Shaobai. After a long time, she saw him spitting out a few words silently at the corners of his mouth.
-See you, Suyue!
Looking at Yan Shaobai's figure disappearing in the crowd, Lin Huazhi thought that at this time, maybe Yan Shaobai would really let go of everything, let go of Chen Suyue, and let her go.
But why are you sad?
Why?
I don't know how long it took, with a little loss and unspeakable sadness, Lin Huazhi remembered that Zhang Ziqing was still waiting for her.
When he turned around, he saw a man rushing towards her in a panic.
"Huazhi, you...are you all right?"
"Didn't you wait for me?" Seeing Zhang Ziqing suddenly appear in front of him, Lin Huazhi couldn't help but be surprised.
"Yes, I know. I was going to wait for you obediently. But..." I don't know whether it was too crowded or he left in a hurry. There was an abnormal flush on Zhang Ziqing's face at this time, and he only heard him say a little nervously, "I was waiting for you under the doorpost, but I don't know why I suddenly felt like my heart collapsed, as if something was going to happen, which made people feel panicked. Uncomfortable. It feels like you're leaving me, and then I feel inexplicable fear and fear. I'm afraid that you'll leave me.
Speaking of this, Zhang Ziqing ignored the eyes of passers-by and suddenly hugged Lin Huazhi in his arms: "Huazhi, fortunately you are fine. Great, as long as you're fine.
The warmth came continuously from Zhang Ziqing's chest, and Lin Huazhi closed her eyes. This warm feeling moistened her heart like a sweet and fragrant sweet spring, making the small tree in her grow and eventually become a tall green tree, sheltering her from the wind and rain and providing peace of mind.
She is Chen Suyue, but she is also Lin Huazhi. How lucky she is to meet the man in front of her.
Can this stupid man let her put down everything and continue to move on?
will, because no matter what happens, whether happy or sad, as long as you turn around, you can see this man standing behind her, silently care about her and support her in his stupid way, making her feel safe and warm.
Then, she can continue to walk with this warm peace of mind.
"Huazhi, it's agreed that you won't leave me for the rest of your life." Zhang Ziqing looked into her eyes and said, "Huazhi, I will never leave you for the rest of my life."
Won't you leave it, so will you go on with it?
Lin Huazhi suddenly remembered Yan Shaobai's words. Yes, she is Chen Suyue and Lin Huazhi, but Chen Suyue is dead and Lin Huazhi is still alive. Then say goodbye to the dead past and start a new journey with a fresh life.
She understood what Yan Shaobai meant. Chen Suyue may not be able to forgive Cui Shuang, but as Lin Huazhi, why can't she forgive Cui Shuang?
She is not Chen Suyue.
She is not Chen Suyue, who was scolded by an 80-year-old boy from Jiangdong Mansion to three years old.
She is Lin Huazhi.
She is a beloved Lin Huazhi.
She has a mother, a younger brother, a brother and a good sister.
At this time, she was happier than before.
Then, she will be happy in the future.
Lin Huazhi couldn't help laughing and looked up at Zhang Ziqing. She whispered, "Zhang Erbao must be in a hurry. Let's listen to Miss Tian play the piano. From now on, we can listen to it year after year.
Forgive hate, forget the past, go all the way, and be happy forever. Full text)
December 31, 2011 in Kunming
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