075: Royal Gold Medal
Looking at the Jin Niangniang in front of me, the fragmented memories in the depths of the memory suddenly surged in front of me and pieced together into a complete memory, as fresh as before.
The "Jinsu Palace" of the Jin Niangniang is full of pear blossoms. When it blooms, the eyes are full of fragrance. The graceful clouds float on the end of the tree, and the fallen cherry blossoms fall. It also seems to be full of fragrance, which is very pleasant. Lu Ning likes Jin Niangniang to hold her little hand and walk under these pear blossoms, and then she will let go of Jin Niangniang's hand and run around happily under these pear trees. Jin Niangniang stood quietly under the tree and looked at her with a smile, and her eyes were full of gentle feelings.
Although there is little such fun, I was found by my mother that I would not only be taken back to the palace, but also be cold by my mother and teach her a good lesson. I have to be locked in the temple for several days and not allowed to go out. At that time, Lv Ning, who was locked in the hall, often sighed. If the mother was willing to reach out and hug herself like Jin Niangniang, and say a word or two gently to herself, how perfect it would be!
"Silly child," the mother's queen stroked her head one day and sighed, "One day, you will understand the mother's suffering. As a woman in this palace, there are always some things that you must do, and there are always other things that you can never do. Maybe you don't understand why we can't take that step for a long time, but one day you will understand the mood of the Queen Mother. It's not that we don't want to, but that we can't do it.
"There are some things that, although they are colorful on the surface, behind the prosperity, there is a terrible abyss. If you step in, you will never have a chance to turn back. In order not to fall into the abyss, we can only stay away from all the good things, do you understand?
Although Lv Ning couldn't understand the content behind the mother's words, she at least heard the mother's meaning.
On the surface, it looks like something happy, but its essence is not happiness. Just like Lv Ning, as a princess, life cannot be perfect. As the queen's daughter, Lv Ning must completely draw a clear line with her mother's rival. Since then, she has rarely gone to the "Jinsu Palace". Even if she saw Jin Niangniang, she just saluted in a distant place and hurried away.
Although she was a little sad when she saw the loss flashing in Jin Niangniang's eyes, she finally decided to give up her own happiness in order to keep her mother's pride.
Until later, the mother died, and the green condensation of the mother's figure seemed to have lost her soul and cried all day long. At that time, she pestered Emperor Yongjia every day and held his hand tightly, as if he were the last warmth in her life, for fear that as long as she was not careful, the warmth would leave her.
At that time, she also remembered that it was Jin Niang who often came to visit her, held her hand and spoke to her softly.
She said, "Ninger, people can't come back to life after death, so we who are alive should live a happier life and do what we want to do. Only when you are happy can your mother be gratified in the spirit of heaven.
She said, "Ninger, even if you don't do it for yourself and for your brother, you should be happy. You see, you don't want to make him sad, do you?"
She said, "Ninger, you are no longer a child. Knowing how to grow up means to face more life and death, and always face it with a smile."
Her voice is both gentle and tenacious. Is that the tolerance and strength unique to women? In the company of Emperor Yongjia and Jin Niangniang, Lu Ning slowly walked out of the shadow, and there was a smile on her face.
Now, it's because of Jin Niang Niang's words, "This body is not a joke. If you suffer, you will eventually suffer by yourself. Who can replace it?" And it made a heart tremble slightly again, and when she heard Jin Niangniang say that her expression was imagined by an old friend, she knew that she might have remembered her former self, and all kinds of feelings surged up in her heart, making her cry almost uncontrollably.
"If the imperial concubine likes it, I will give this lady a gold medal and allow her to enter the palace at will." Yongjiadi's voice sounded, but it made Lu Ning's heart tremble again. He turned his head and saw that his dark eyes were looking at him, but there was no hot emotion in his eyes. There was a faint smile on his face. Is it because of the respect for Jin Niangniang? The imperial concubine often feels homesick and has a family to accompany her. It's good to relieve the concubine's boredom.
When Jin Niangniang heard this, her face immediately burst into a happy smile and nodded to Emperor Yongjia, "So, thank you, emperor."
After saying that, he turned around and said to Lu Ning, "Why don't you thank the emperor?"
Jin Niangniang's words woke up Lu Ning. She went down as if she woke up from a dream and said, "Thank you...Your Majesty."
What else should I say next? Once upon a time, when I heard that those palace concubines and courtiers were in the back, what else should I add...
Lv Ning thought for a moment, and then said, "Hang live my emperor."
There was an awkward silence in the air for a moment, and the Yongjia Emperor burst out laughing. He nodded repeatedly and said, "Exempt me, excuse me, just flat."
After saying that, he waved his hand to Shunhai behind him. Shunhai immediately stepped forward, took out a gold medal from the cuff, handed it to Lv Ning, and said with a smile, "Madam, this gold medal is the supreme honor for people outside the palace. Madam, you have to put it away."
"..." Green Ning opened her mouth and finally said, "Thank you, father-in-law."
If at the beginning, Green Ningjing won the gold medal and threw it to the maid of honor who followed him? How do you need to worship for the Yongjia Emperor? Maybe, as long as she is willing to accept this gold medal, Yongjia Emperor's face will bloom with an infinitely gratified smile.
"Your Majesty, my granddaughter-in-law is a weak person and has never been so honored. If there is any rudeness, please forgive me." Seeing that Lv Ning was so shallow and cute, Mr. Zheng couldn't help laughing and said to Emperor Yongjia.
"It doesn't matter," Emperor Yongjia nodded indifferently and said, "As long as the imperial concubine feels happy, I will naturally feel happy."
The words made Jin Niangniang more and more happy, so she waved to Lv Ning and said a few words kindly.
The third aunt and others looked at it from afar, and they couldn't help but look a little jealous.
"I said that this face is not an ordinary person. Look at her plan, how deep should it be? The first child still fell asleep dimly. At this time, he woke up at the moment. He rushed over and came to give me such a gold medal. It's really a trick that we can't reach. The third aunt said sternly.
"Third aunt..." The fourth aunt stood beside the third aunt and said with great care, "Don't you think that Yan's behavior and demeanor are more and more like a person..."
"Oh?" The third aunt turned around and looked at the fourth aunt curiously, but she saw that the fourth aunt's face was solemn, and her expression was full of melancholy, and she looked very heavy. Like whom?" The third aunt asked casually.
"Second aunt." The fourth aunt said the name gently, but the third aunt was like being blown by a cold wind, and her body trembled slightly.
The third aunt looked at the fourth aunt again, but saw that the fourth aunt did not look like a joke at all. Somewhere in her heart seemed to have been sealed, and a wind that frightened her turned her whole body panicked. He raised his head and looked at Lu Ning, who was talking to Jin Niang again. The third aunt's face became more and more gloomy.
"In my opinion, this face is just relying on her most coaxing and pitiful appearance, which makes people feel sympathy everywhere." Zheng Yingxue sneered and stared at Lv Ning with a pair of eyes. It was with hatred and unhappiness, with a special color of resentment.
"Men like this poor appearance the most." Zheng Yingxue's mother, Aunt Zhen, shook the veil in her hand, narrowed her eyes and smiled.
Aunt Lian, who was beside Aunt Zhen, frowned slightly and looked at the mother and daughter. Finally, she sighed, turned around and patted Shuanger's hand gently, and fell silent.
"When it's empty, go for a walk in my palace and stay for a few days. I call the royal doctor to see your body and grab a few pairs of medicine to recuperate." Jin Niang said kindly to Lv Ning.
Lv Ning nodded.
"The Empress is right. It's important to mend your body in the end," Mrs. Zheng agreed. "That Qinger, because she learned some punches and feet when she was a child and became stronger, so she was happy first. You are weak. In another day, you should also eat more supplements, take good care of your body, and let the ancestors hold two grandchildren together.
The words made Jin Niangniang also happy, but Lv Ning's heart seemed to have been splashed with cold water from the head, and it was cold to her feet.
She has always known that in the palace, concubines regard having children as a magic weapon to grasp the glory and wealth, but she doesn't know that in any person's home, a woman's place can be separated from having a child?
It turns out that no matter what you do, no matter what you do, if you can't give birth to a son, then at this point, it is thousands of miles away from Chi Caiqing.
The bird that takes off alone does not have the protection of strong power. Everything must be supported by itself, and everything must be faced by itself. In addition to conforming to the chain of this life, it is to break it away and face the fate of continuing exile.
Lu Ning's face became more and more pale, and there was a little shaky dizziness. Luo Jin, who was beside her, strode over, helped Lu Ning, and said to Jin Niangniang, "Yours, Zhuo Jing's body is bad. I sent her back to my room before."
The Jin Niangniang felt pity for the weak appearance of Lv Ning, and then nodded.
Luo Jin turned around and saluted Emperor Yongjia, and then helped Lu Ning turn around and left.
Lu Ning turned around with Luo Jin, but when she stepped forward, she couldn't help looking up at Emperor Yongjia again.
In her eyes, there is a separation of life and death, and there is also a concern that has not been seen for a long time, and there is also a bitterness that we will never see each other again. Such a continuous pain, such a continuous concern, and such a continuous sadness make Yongjia Emperor's black eyes have a strange spirit.
When the weak man gradually went far away, Emperor Yongjia was still in a confused state of mind, faintly entangled by a sudden dream.
Why is the brilliance in this woman's eyes so familiar that it is enough to make Emperor Yongjia's heart ache...