105: but suspicious

** Dear friends, Su Yi has been busy with work and family affairs these days, which has caused some delays in the update. I'm very sorry. The normal update will resume from next Tuesday. Thank you for your care and support for plain clothes. Thank you, dear friends!! **

"Since the emperor has known about this matter, it proves that he is fully prepared. Only for the current plan, we can only wait and see what happens, so as not to change." Jin Niangniang took a sip of tea gently, then put the tea cup on the table, looked up at Lu Ning with a light smile, and said, "I heard that it was Yan'er who saved Jin'er?"

Lv Ning's heart tightened and said with a hurried smile, "It's just that I met a strange person by chance, and I was an old friend many years ago. When I learned that the marquis was in trouble, I just helped my marquis."

Jin Niangniang nodded slowly and said sincerely, "My Houfu is lucky to marry you, a virtuous woman, and it is also in line with our Houfu that is destined to get through this disaster. I only hope that heaven is virtuous and can bless me from generation to generation, and don't end up in a sad and helpless end.

"Your mother," Lu Ning called softly and said thoughtfully, "I don't know if you know that He Zizi, the Marquis of Southern Xinjiang, has entered Beijing?"

Jin Niangniang's face was sluggish, and she nodded slowly: "What's wrong?"

"This matter seems to have nothing to do with the Marquis of Southern Xinjiang." Lu Ning said, "What's more, when Yan Er returned to Beijing with the marquis, she was intercepted by Huanan Yi. Earlier, Yan Er knew that the relationship between Huanan Yi and Feng'er was very good, but she didn't know what kind of veins and secrets were hidden in it."

"Is it like this?" Jin Niangniang also seemed to be lost in thought, "It seems that things are far from as simple as we think..."

Lv Ning nodded, then stood up and solemnly said to Jin Niangniang, "Mang, I think that my Hou family has no support today, so I have to ask for Jin Niangniang's protection. Yan'er is just a daughter's family. She has a heart, but she is not strong enough to start. Madam, as you said, I have been loyal for generations. How much blood have I sprinkled for the court and the country? You really can't destroy the reputation of these hundreds of families because of the slander of the villain. In my heart, how can I!"

Lu Ning's words made Jin Niang's heart flutter. She took Lu Ning's hand, patted it gently, and said, "Good boy, how can you not know what you are thinking? I think that my Houfu is the mother's home of the mourning family. One glory is glorious, and the other withering is withering. How can the mourning family watch the Hou family be harmed by the treacherous? You can rest assured that you will be in charge of everything.

Lv Ning nodded and nodded again, but a glimmer of light suddenly flashed in her heart. She raised her head and asked, "Mother, I don't know how she is... how she is doing recently?"

As soon as Luo Ningxiang was mentioned, Jin Niang's face sank slightly. She sighed slowly and said, "In the past, it was said that Ningxiang is the child's most popular. Everything can't be seen in her eyes, and everything is clear. I thought she was young and vigorous, but I didn't expect her to be so ambitious and the most ignorant.

"Why did the Empress say that?" Although in plains, Lu Ning doesn't have a good impression on this Luo Ningxiang, just the high and peaceful character and the appearance of wanting to show her head in everything is not very popular. However, to be fair, Luo Ningxiang is not an insidious woman, and her heart is not bad, but she doesn't know why Jin Niangniang is so harsh on her.

Jin Niangniang sighed, let go of Lu Ning's hand, slowly stood up, walked to the window, and said, "Think of these women in the palace, outsiders all look like Jinyi, high above, surrounded by maids, arrogant. However, who has seen their deep loneliness and helplessness? Isn't it ridiculous that three palaces and six courtyards, seventy-two concubines, and three thousand beauties guarding a man alone? However, it is such an absurd place, but there are still a lot of confused girls pouring in, but does it really repay the extravagant hope that the emperor who lives alone in the highest place can love you alone?

These words, like a cold wind, blew into Lu Ning's heart, making her feel cold from the bottom of her heart. Three palaces and six courtyards, seventy-two concubines... She used to know that there were so many women in this palace, and she also knew that these women were looking forward to their men who could look at them every day. Most of the time, the man they locked their eyes had been holding the hand of another woman and accompanying her every day.

That person is herself - Lv Ning.

It's just that at that time, she didn't know how deep the resentment and hatred caused by love was. Should I say that she is innocent, or should I say that she is particularly hateful? Even existence is jealous, but I don't realize it.

It's just that Yongjiadi's feelings for him, and what is it? Is it the same as those women's for Yongjiadi? Or is it the same as his brotherly attachment to Emperor Yongjia?

Lv Ning doesn't know, but she really doesn't know.

"The mourning family once persuaded Ningxiang that in this deep palace, there are countless women who can't see the emperor all their lives, so they have to die alone and can't be relieved until they die. Countless women lost their lives in the struggle for favor in the palace. Instead of huddle in this palace to be a monster that distorts life and soul, it is better to find your own good relationship among the common people and accompany you for life since then.

Jin Niangniang looked out of the window with a little confused expression. Her expression seemed to be with a sigh and nostalgia for the past, and as if she was recalling some kind of lost beauty, a little sweet and a little sad. Lu Ning looked at Jin Niangniang. How could Jin Niangniang's words not be what Lu Ning thought? I can't bear the heavy hatred, let alone the hot feelings of Emperor Yongjia. It is the entangled feelings of hatred and love. Wanruo's most intense poison erodes the body and mind, which makes her so painful that she can't stand it. She just wants to take off this burden desperately. Thinking that in this world, even if there is a little warmth, like water, like clouds, light, gentle, happy, relaxed, able to raise the eyebrows, look at each other with a smile, and grow old in the calm years, it is already a great blessing in her life.

However, this kind of simple happiness is such a luxury. The simple happiness that can't be found in a lifetime suddenly looks back, but suddenly finds that the most difficult thing in my heart is still the pain that erodes into the bone.

It's obviously such a pain, but why can't you forget it and let it go after several times?

I'm lingering, whose love, whose hatred, whose resentment! Why don't you let me go...

Lv Ning sighed deeply and couldn't even say anything.

"How can this girl's heart be very high? No man in the world is worthy of her height or her eyes. Only the supreme ninety-five supreme is worthy of the pride of her life..." Jin Niangniang seemed to be extremely helpless. She shook her head and sighed at Luo Ningxiang's youth, frivolity and ignorance. "I don't know, there are countless beautiful people in this palace, countless beautiful people, and countless talented people. The mourning family said that she had been lonely for 40 years, but she couldn't change her mind at all, so she had to let her go to the palace.

Lv Ning's expression was slightly gloomy. For some reason, there was an indescribable feeling in her heart. She cleared her throat and wanted to ignore this taste. She just smiled and persuaded Jin Niangniang and said, "Mang, I think Ningxiang is still sure about herself. Don't you think that the late emperor is also affectionate to the Empress..."

As soon as she is deeply in love, it is because of her father's love for Jin Niang that the mother has enjoyed a lifetime of loneliness and loneliness. Is this Jin Niangniang still here lamenting her loneliness? Green Ning turned out to be so helpless.

"Where did you come from a deep relationship?" Jin Niangniang laughed at herself and said, "For the emperor, there has never been a deep love... Love for a woman is just a long time, from the end. But how does the emperor's love end? He has a long-standing imperial career, and he has things that he can't do. The balance of snobbery in the court alone must be balanced by the favor of the imperial concubines and concubines. Yan Er, let's talk about it. Which emperor can be affectionate? Even if you are deeply in love, your disaster will come. In this favor, how many people can retreat completely and grow old safely? I'm afraid that even the mourning family itself can be called a long life in this palace.

After saying that, he laughed softly again, and suddenly lost his mind for a long time, and muttered, "Poor that Xuanxuan..."

Spin!

With a flin look, he suddenly raised his head and looked at Jin Niang with awe-inspiring eyes.

Xuanling is the boudoir's name of the mother's queen. Few people call her. Only the father called her mother in private. Why did Jin Niangniang suddenly mention her mother's boudoir's name? Besides, there are the previous words, isn't it...

Jin Niangniang suddenly realized that she was in a gaffe. She hurriedly smiled and shook her head and said, "Sure enough, at a certain age, she began to be more and more crazy."

With that, his body suddenly shook and almost fell like a dizziness. Lu Ning hurried forward and took a step to hold Jin Niangniang: "Mother, what's wrong with you?"

"No harm, no harm." Jin Niang reached out and stroked her forehead, and her face was indescribably pale. "Maybe it's really old, one day... Weaker than a day. There was also a disease of vertigo before, but it's not as frequent as it is now.

Lv Ning helped Jin Niangniang and sat down in the chair. She wanted to find out whether the "spin" in Jin Niang's mouth was the queen, but it was not easy to open her mouth after all. She had to think about it again and again and said, "Mother, why don't you rest earlier, and Yan'er won't disturb you. It's just that Yan Er still wants to visit Ningxiang, but I don't know..."

Jin Niangniang sat down, gasped gently, nodded and said, "Ningxiang caused trouble as soon as she entered the palace. She was locked up by the emperor and was not allowed to step out of the palace. She was not in a good mood. It's good for you to talk to her. It's just a matter in Hou's house. Don't talk to her. This fragrance is young and can't be suppressed after all. If you know what's going on at home this time, you can't guarantee that something will happen to your family. In front of you, it's good to be cautious.

Lv Ning nodded repeatedly. Jin Niang called in the maids of honor and others. She sent a little eunuch to take Lu Ning to visit Luo Ningxiang. Before leaving, she told her, "Yan Er, if you are free, you will often come to visit the Ai family and talk to the Ai family."

This was right in Lu Ning's arms. She quickly nodded and agreed. She thanked Jin Niangniang and followed the little eunuch out of the "Jinsu Palace".