109: What is pain?

Unconsciously, Lv Ning has approached the "Biyun Palace". Everything in this "Biyun Palace" is the same as before, as if that sudden disaster had never happened.

The moon is like washing, and the clear water is clear.

Lu Ning sighed quietly, and his feet unconsciously bypassed the main door of "Biyun Palace" and turned to a secluded path. If everything in "Biyun Palace" is the same as before, then the secret place should also be reserved. Lv Ning walked over gently. Sure enough, behind a lush bush, there was a small door reserved for her to slip out and play. It was a very small door, so narrow that it could only accommodate a thin woman to pass through. And the mechanism of the door is extremely exquisite. It has no lock but it is more difficult to open than a lock. If it were someone else, I'm afraid I won't know how to open this small door. Lv Ning walked to the small door, stretched out her little thumb and leaned into a small hole next to the door. She only felt that her fingertips touched a small bump and touched it a little harder, but when she heard a "clink", the small door opened lightly.

This is the eunuch who was in charge of the repair of each palace in private. Because of this small door, Lu Ning can often avoid the sight of Emperor Yongjia and sneak out of the "Biyun Palace" to play.

Entering this small door, in front of me is a blooming Mujin flower, and gouache blooming beautifully in the bright moonlight. Through this Mujin flower, there is a rockery. This rockery is built on an artificial lake, just like a lake surrounded by mountains, which is very ingenious. And there are large water lilies in the lake, which actually show a charming purple in the moonlight. The lake reflects the moonlight under the green lotus leaves, emitting azure-like brilliantness. Everything was the same as before. Lv Ning saw the leaf boat moored by the lake, which was often used by Lv Ning to enjoy the lotus in the lake with Emperor Yongjia. Now, it stopped there like that, and Lv Ning suddenly had the illusion of returning to the past.

However, is everything still the same as before?

The night is already very deep. This time is when everyone falls asleep, and it is also the best time to prepare for those who travel quietly. At this time, you don't have to worry about being found.

Lv Ning bypassed the lotus lake and walked gently to the main hall.

The door of the main hall is not closed, and the glowing candlelight can be faintly seen. Lu Ning walked to the door, but unconsciously retreated. She stood there, hesitating whether to retreat, but she finally summoned up the courage to come here. Is there any need to retreat? Lu Ning bit her lower lip, then stepped up and quietly stepped into the palace.

The space in the palace seems to be much larger, and even the corridor extends in as if there is no end. There are vermilion pillars next to the two, but a candlestick is lit far away. Lu Ning walked slowly against the side of the pillar. She took her footsteps very lightly, but inadvertently remembered that she was always in a hurry in the past, and she could walk from this end to the main hall in the blink of an eye. It seems that she has never looked up at a beautiful and elegant lotus flower carved on the scarlet pillars on both sides, which is lifelike and beautiful. I have never noticed that the candlesticks embedded in the wall have a different shape for each of the five. It's also funny. Why can you only see everything around here from the other pair of eyes? Feel what you couldn't feel before?

Why can you feel everything that you once had but can't continue now?

Lv Ning sighed gently.

The main hall was already in front of him, but the green footsteps stopped.

There are few candlelights in the corridor, but the main hall is brightly lit. There are rows of candlesticks around the main hall, and rows of red candles sway gently, which makes the main hall as warm as full of candlelight. In the middle of the main hall, there is a huge lotus platform. A girl lies flat on the lotus platform. There are huge candlesticks in the four corners of the lotus platform, burning the same huge candles. Just above the girl's head, there is a crane made of bronze. The crane has a Ganoderma-shaped lampstand in its mouth. The lampstand is filled with yellow and transparent lamp oil, but there are two wicks, both of which are lit with light orange light.

With the burning of the lamp oil, there was a pleasant fragrance in the whole hall, which was refreshing, and the boredom and unhappiness in the chest were all swept away.

However, on this lotus platform, just beside the girl, there is a familiar figure with his back to Lv Ning.

It is a straight and slender figure. It has smooth back lines and strong back curves. He was wearing a bright yellow dragon robe, with his black hair tied high and tied in the Kowloon pearl crown. He sat by the lotus platform like this, leaning beside the girl, as if meditating, and as if looking at the girl's face quietly.

The candlelight beats, but the person is quiet.

In the heart of Lv Ning, the waves are turbulent.

I can't see Yongjia Emperor's eyebrows, and I can only see his back, which is still full of strength, but... there is an unspeakable loneliness.

Green lips trembled gently. She wanted to take a step forward and put her hand on his shoulder to make him no longer lonely. She guessed the shocked look when he turned his head and looked at her, and the joy after knowing the truth. Should that be happy and happy?

However, the world has changed. Can they go back to the past?

Lv Ning turned her eyes to the girl, which was undoubtedly Lv Ning's own body. She was still wearing the Yongjia Emperor's favorite blue dress, with a light yarn texture, as if the gentle ripples of the clear lake water, rippled light waves, layer by layer on the lotus platform. Lu Ning suddenly felt a strangeness. She even suddenly forgot her former appearance. What kind of eyebrows were on Emperor Ling Yongjia's dreamy face? Will she smile sweetly? Will it be ugly to be angry? Will it be awkward to cry?

She really doesn't know.

And now, has she ever laughed and cried happily as before?

Isn't that right? This is also the reason why I have never seen Yongjia Emperor's tears? Because his life carries the sadness and future of another person, he has no right to cry...

Lv Ning sighed gently, and the sourness in her heart rippled into a river, flowing wantonly. Every time she went to a place, it could make the pain rage, making her so sad.

"Who?" Emperor Yongjia suddenly felt something strange. He straightened up and asked coldly.

Lv Ning's heart was shocked, and she couldn't help retreating.

No one answered. Yongjiadi quickly stood up and turned around, but only saw a candlelight swayed by his movements. The hall is still empty.

Emperor Yongjia looked around warily, then slowly lowered his eyes and said to himself, "It turned out that I was suspicious, thinking about it. Suddenly, one day, when, the little girl would suddenly run to me, call me 'Brother', hold my arm and act coquettishly with me, but... all this I'm afraid it's all my imagination. It's really ridiculous to think about it.

After saying that, he turned around and continued to stare at the green condensed lying on the lotus platform. There is a complex interweaving of affection and pain in the black eyes, and there is an indescribable regret and sadness.

"If only I could not hold you so tightly at the beginning. Give you some freedom and space, will you live a happier life? Yongjiadi's voice gradually became low and hoarse, like a knife poking fiercely in Lu Ning's heart.

A tear dripped from the ceiling and fell to the ground, which was shallow and crystal.

Lv Ning held her mouth tightly, but tears slipped down one drop after another.

At this moment, she is being held tightly around her waist by one hand and her mouth with the other hand. The man, with his long legs apart, was put on the beam of the patio, and his back was close to the ceiling like a gecko. If it hadn't been this person just now, perhaps Lu Ning would have been discovered by Yong Jiadi long ago. However, Lv Ning really didn't know which result would be better when he was found by Emperor Yongjia and heard such painful words hanging from the ceiling now.

The only thing she can feel now is the pain that has been eroded into the bone and blood. And the only thing she can do is to let tears flow wildly. Lu Ning's body trembled slightly. She clenched her hand hard, and her nails fell deep into the palm of her hand. This is the first time in her life that Lu Ning has the experience of wanting to cry but trying to restrain her.

It's so painful.

The person behind him probably felt the strangeness of Lv Ning. He actually leaned his head and looked at Lv Ning very close. Then he shook his head helplessly and continued his gecko posture.

"Your Majesty, the night is already very deep. It will be early tomorrow morning. Please take care of your body." Shunhai came in from outside the hall and said respectfully to Emperor Yongjia.

Emperor Yongjia still stood there and quietly looked at the green body for a long time. Then he turned around with a gentle sigh and walked out accompanied by Shunhai.

"Biyun Palace" once again restored its silence.

The red candle burned quietly, and the girl slept quietly.

And Lv Ning's heart can't calm down. She sobbed softly. Although her mouth was covered, the sadness was still uncontrollably vented. She cried hard and wanted to cry all the pain accumulated in her heart. However, the pain was still there. Not only was it not reduced, but more and more, so much more that she could hardly stand it.

The person behind him finally sighed softly. He held Lu Ning's hand tightly, and then suddenly turned around, even though he jumped down the ceiling.

"It's really heavy..." The man fell firmly on the ground with green condensation, and then released the green condensation. Then he stood behind Lu Ning and gently turned his wrist to complain, "A little longer, I'm afraid my hand will be broken."