118: The Love of the Emperor

Love...

The word

makes Lu Ning feel strange and scared.

Before that, Concubine Xiang had a pair of blood-red eyes and laughed at herself harshly and said, "You love him, you fall in love with your own brother. Ha... This is doing evil, doing evil! You will be sent by God!"

What is love?

Lu Ning didn't know. She only quietly read one or two books about love. It's nothing more than a private meeting between a scholar and a daughter in the garden, and the two love each other secretly. The so-called love in my mind is just the whispers and hearts of men and women. Naturally, she knew that this kind of love could only exist between men and women without blood, but she never thought that there would be any ties related to love between herself and Yongjia Emperor! Why do people keep jumping out and standing in front of them, glaring at themselves with such hateful eyes and accusing themselves with such resentful words.

Accuse yourself of not falling in love with your brother.

However, is my feelings for Yongjiadi love? She didn't have what was written in the book. She was just eager to have a private meeting with Emperor Yongjia all the time, and she didn't pick up her handkerchief and cry, and then sprayed some blood on it to draw peach blossoms or something. Lv Ning is just used to having her own brother by her side. She is just used to holding his hand all the time, that's all.

Just a few years before, the scene that Lu Ning saw was so dazzling that she only felt shocked. Chunxiao's words overlapped with Xiangfei's words, and Chunxiao's shadow and Xiangfei's shadow also overlapped.

Is it that the so-called love in their mouths is what Emperor Yongjia and Chunxiao did? Could this be the neck entanglement in Xiangfei's mouth? However, Lu Ning did not linger with Emperor Yongjia. Why do they still hate themselves like this?

Why?

At this moment, Emperor Yongjia actually said to himself that he loved himself. But is this kind of love different from the love in the mouth of Xiangfei and Chunxiao?

"Brother, the love you said is like your love for Xiangfei?" Lu Ning asked in a slant.

Emperor Yongjia was slightly stunned, and his heart was like a knife, with severe pain. He wanted to say something, but finally he couldn't say it and shook his head gently.

How do you want him to explain it?

As the emperor, the emperor of the people of the world, and the emperor of the South China Dynasty, how can South China Yongjia not know what he should do? How can he not know what he shouldn't do...

I can't remember when. Maybe he fell deeply in love with Lu Ning and his own sister long before he knew this secret. When her little head rested on her shoulder, and a head of green silk was scattered on his shoulder, the fresh fragrance fascinated him. He stretched out his hand, gently grasped the green silk on her head, and lingered it between his fingers. Emperor Yongjia knew that it was also his heart that was entangled by this green silk.

An emperor's heart, proud and strong, but only turned into soft fingers in front of her.

Her innocent smiling face, her pink face, her stubbornness, her happiness, her tears are all so precious to Emperor Yongjia. He wanted to hold everything about her in his hand and take good care of it so that it would not be hurt and wronged. What's more, there is no room for anyone to cove of her smile and everything. Such a mood is getting stronger and stronger, so strong that even Emperor Yongjia can't control it.

How many times did Yongjiadi even have to doubt whether his heart had been distorted. This is a rebellious love, which is a love that will be ridiculed and shameless by people all over the world. But he couldn't extricate himself.

However, when the mother left the world, she told him the secret. She asked him to swear that he would always protect Lu Ning and always be her strongest and powerful support.

Emperor Yongjia was naturally overjoyed and immediately knelt down and swore to God.

He wants to give her the best care, give her the gentlest love, and give her the most careful care. No one can hurt her, let alone take her away from her side.

No one will know how comfortable his heart is, let alone the big stone that has been pressed on his heart has been put down so easily.

However, even if Emperor Yongjia can face his feelings with joy, he can't help but treat Yongjia's heart, but he still stays in the stage of his brother. She still snuggled up to Emperor Yongjia as innocently and lovely as before, calling him "royal brother" and acting coquettishly in Emperor Yongjia's arms. How many times, when Lv Ning leaned on his shoulder, Yong Jiadi looked back and saw her long butterfly-like eyelashes and her peach-like cherry lips. The pink lips opened slightly, exhaling like an orchid, and silently attracted Emperor Yongjia with a fragrant smell. His heart beat violently, and he could feel the addiction of consciousness and the attraction of his lips to him. Slowly approaching, Emperor Yongjia lowered his eyes and wanted to absorb its fragrance.

At this moment, Lu Ning opened her eyes and asked in a daze, "Brother, what's wrong with you?"

The body suddenly stopped, and Emperor Yongjia's heart suddenly felt bitter. Only then did he realize that he had fallen into more endless darkness.

Yes, even though he knew the secret, she didn't know it, and everyone around her didn't know it.

He still can't show his desire and admiration for her, because he can't tell her the secret. This shocking secret... Once it is said, how will it shock her? If she is hurt by this, if she is disgusted with herself, no longer attached to herself, and refuses to accept her love for her. So, since then, has he lost even a little of her attachment?

Only then did Yongjiadi realize that he would be more painful than before.

Since then, he no longer has the excuse to calm his longing, but he can only look at the beloved woman who is close at hand and can obviously have it. He can't reach out and hug each other.

Emperor Yongjia is still the brother of Princess Lvning, the brother who loves her the most in the eyes of the world. Maybe it can't be changed until death.

No one knows the pain of Emperor Yongjia, and no one knows the hatred of Emperor Yongjia. He often looked at the throne in the Jinluan Hall and had an impulse to destroy it.

Who made him sit in the seat that everyone looked up to? Who gave him supreme power? Thousands of people admire it, but it is lonely and desolate.

He did everything to benefit the people of Li, cut off all the thorns on the road of imperial power, and expelled all the Japanese pirates who coveted the Central Plains, but he could only have his beloved woman.

Is this the price of royal power?

Emperor Yongjia smiled bitterly in his heart.

However, even if Emperor Yongjia could control his desire to rise in his heart, he could not suppress the expression of his emotions. In the palace, among the ministers, and even among the people, they slowly learned that Emperor Yongjia had almost paranoid desire to protect and excessively spoiled his own sister. The women in the harem regard greening as a thorn in their eyes and a thorn in the flesh.