121: What is pain?

"Oh?" Emperor Yongjia raised his eyebrows slightly. The gentle attitude on the previous face also disappeared silently, and was replaced by a touch of deepness.

"Your Majesty, maidservant... I have been looking at you all the time. I know the pain in your eyes." Chun Xiao said, and he was already in tears like rain. "I know that you come to the imperial study every night to read the medal, and I also know that you once resisted your desire because you were afraid of hurting Princess Lv Ning. Your Majesty... You, it's too hard!"

Chun Xiao's words made the whole imperial study fall into a silent silence. Emperor Yongjia sat there, looking at Chunxiao quietly, watching her kneel there and sobbing.

"You broke into my imperial study late at night, just to say this to me?" After a long time, Emperor Yongjia asked slowly.

"Yes." Chunxiao cried and nodded, "Your Majesty, I'm looking at you. I've been looking at you. You are in the eyes of the slave, and also in the heart of the servant. I don't expect you to look at me more, let alone look at you. As long as I can look at you, I will be satisfied with you. Looking at the emperor's smile, my heart is full of joy. Looking at your pain, I can't wait to break my heart and crush the ground and bear all your hardships. I just want to exchange for the emperor's smile, the emperor, the maidservant... The maidservant watches you treat Princess Lv Ning with all my heart every day, but I can't get any feedback. The maidservant is so distressed and painful.

Chunxiao seemed to really feel a big stone pressed on her chest, which was so heavy that she couldn't breathe. She couldn't help stretching out her hand and pounding it gently. She finally said this and said what she wanted to say to her beloved man. Thinking of her Chunxiao's life, it's worth it now. Previously, she only hoped to look at him more and be closer to him, but she never had the courage to take this step. Now, Chunxiao finally summoned up the courage to take this step, walked to Emperor Yongjia and said her heart. How could she not be excited and how could she not cry?

After a long silence, there was only Chunxiao's crying in the imperial study. Emperor Yongjia's silence made Chunxiao mistakenly think that there was only her crying voice in the world, so she cried like a vent until she cried exhausted.

However, there was a hand that gently lifted her jaw.

It was a slender and warm hand, which made Chunxiao's heart tremble sharply, and then she was overjoyed. Because of this hand, Chunxiao had to raise her head and face the face she had been eager to face all her life.

He is so handsome, he is so perfect.

Chunxiao only heard her heartbeat, as if her heartbeat was ringing in her ear. She forgot to breathe, forgot to speak, and forget everything in the world.

She even forgot what she should do. In her memory, only she rushed into his arms, hugged Emperor Yongjia tightly, and hugged him hard. Then she boldly kissed his lips. Yongjiadi staggered his lips and made her kiss him on his face, so she kissed down his cheek, on his neck, and on his chest. She stretched out her tongue and gently licked... Wipe it.

Chun Xiao knew that she was crazy. Now she was not herself. She was completely crazy. At dawn, she is doing what she is about to pay a huge price for, but if she is given the right to choose a hundred times, she will still choose to do the current thing.

In a woman's life, she always has to do a stupid thing, which can prove that she has really lived and loved. Even if he died because of this, at least it proves that this youth once existed, instead of dying alone in the lonely deep palace.

Now Chunxiao is like a **, cheap woman. Her heart is full of desire. Yes, she wants him, and she wants to go to the clouds and rain with him. What Lv Ning can't give him, she Chunxiao wants to repay it, with her body, with her love, with her heart that has been broken by him, and bonded with him.

When Emperor Yongjia entered her, Chunxiao felt that she was about to die in pain. But she loves this feeling. She loves everything with him, even if it hurts. Or, in fact, when she was with him, what Chunxiao could feel most was pain. Including, the last memory he can give her ends in pain.

He is so powerful, he is so perfect.

Every line of Yongjiadi's body is so smooth and full of forceful tension. He moves quickly, like a beautiful male leopard. When he was on her, his black eyes were hot.

She was obviously so painful, but she still stretched out her hand and pulled out the hair hanging in front of Emperor Yongjia's forehead with pity.

It's a pity to see how much I love him!

Chunxiao hugged Yongjiadi's body tightly and desperately catered to him.

She is bleeding, she is in pain, but she feels happiness and happiness. Her heart has melted into a drop of water and evaporated to the sun.

In an instant, it is forever.

Of course, Chunxiao knows that this is the happiness she stole and the happiness she stole, although all of this is painful.

Happiness begins with pain, and of course ends with pain.

Don't wait for this kind of happiness to have a perfect end. Chunxiao's hazy love and fierce love have been interrupted. Although the spring dream is beautiful, it is too short.

The intrusion of Princess Green Ning ended all this.

How can Chunxiao not complain about this?

However, she thought that she could use the most vicious words to attack Lv Ning. She thought that she could use all the words of resentment to force Lv Ning to suffer. In the end, she suddenly found that Lv Ning's heart was as hard as iron, and she would not suffer.

Moreover, Lu Ning will not shed a tear for the man who loves her so much that he can live and die for her, just as Emperor Yongjia can never be moved by Chunxiao.

Even so, just now, Chunxiao mistakenly thought that he was the woman who knew Emperor Yongjia best. And he, more or less, can be moved by himself. However, at this moment, when Princess Lvning ordered the bodyguard to drag her down with a blank face, this man, the man who loved to the bone and the depths of his soul, even looked at himself.

That's all, that's all.

In the end, he humiliated himself. Finally, he set up a chess game for himself, made an army, and made himself a death. Even if he lost, Chunxiao also lost to himself!

She loves and hurts so much. It's worth it in her Chunxiao's life!

However, Chun Xiao didn't know that even if she was dragged down, the man she had devoted her life to love, in his seemingly hard heart, moved slightly because of her.