033: My Heart
The moon changes and the stars. Did you forget the original meeting?
Green stared at the moonlight, hurriedly hugged her clothes, and ran away barefoot, and A Li, the teenager who bent down and picked up the small embroidered shoes she left on the shore. His pale orange lips were bent into an interesting arc, and he also turned to look at the beautiful figure gradually moving away.
"I have known for a long time that I will look back at the beginning of meeting you here." Lv Ning smiled faintly and said. A Li, why do you try to disappear into my life?" There was a thick night beside her, but she knew that he could hear his own voice, and he could.
The teenager's A Li is still standing there, like a still picture. And such a picture should have been deeply branded in my mind and in the depths of my heart? But why can't I remember him at all in the following years of my life? In the end, who sealed it in the deepest part of his soul?
No one responded to her voice in the empty night, but Lv Ning could still feel a silent silence. What kind of helplessness is behind this silence? Lv Ning knows that she will gradually know in the upcoming life trajectory.
The bottom of all the puzzles will always slowly surface and appear in front of you.
It's still the thick night, still a little man with a light smile. She comes here every day, by the Qingquan Pool. Occasionally, she will bring some delicious food, wrap it tightly, hide it in her sleeve, and bring it to Ali. Ali doesn't seem to be disgusted with these things. He doesn't want to go to see them at all. Those rose cakes, those sesame cakes, those fragrant melon seeds, how can a boy be interested?
But one day, the little man shook out a carrot from his cuffs!
"Are you treating me as a rabbit?" Lu Ning saw A Li sitting side by side on the grass. His ink-dyed eyebrows were high. He held the carrot with two fingers, but the corners of his lips were slightly **.
"You don't eat what I bring every day," the man said mercisily, "I just don't know what kind of demon you are and what you eat in this forest all day long. When I passed by the imperial kitchen today, I saw a little eunuch feeding rabbits with this. I didn't know what it was. Thinking that you might like this, I tried it.
"Do you compare me with a rabbit?" A Li was angry and funny, and he was speechless, "Do you want to try it with me if you like rabbits?"
"What on earth do you eat?" The little man looked at him inconceivably, "When you see heaven and earth hiding here, don't you even eat rice? Don't monsters eat?"
"After so many days, are you taking me as a monster?" A Li suddenly realized, but he couldn't help laughing, "Do I really look like a monster?"
"I said earlier that you are not a eunuch or a person in the palace. Then you're not a monster, what is it? This little man is quite stubborn.
"I'm not a monster. If you don't believe it, you can touch it." A Li said, picked up the little man's hand and touched his face, "Look, this is really human skin."
Smooth and delicate skin, with a satin-like touch, warm body temperature, with the unique breath of a teenager, unexpectedly made this little man's heart move slightly. An inexplicable feeling quietly bred in her heart, and the clarified eyes slowly permeated a sweet and sour feeling.
"It's really smooth... Why is it smoother than my mother's skin?" The little man muttered and stretched out his other hand to touch himself. "Even I don't have such smooth skin as you. Do you really think you are a man?"
A few words actually made the smile on A Li's face freeze.
He was holding the little man's hand. Her hand was so small and soft. In her hand, there was a strange warmth, and when her hand touched her face, a door suddenly opened in a corner of her heart. The wind with the smell of grass blew, turning the originally frozen heart into a stream, soaking the grassland in my heart, which was extremely fragrant. However, at this moment, the spring breeze stopped, the cold wind rose again, and the ferocious face in the nightmare appeared again. A Li suddenly shook off the little man's hand and stood up.
"A Li?" The handsome teenager in front of him suddenly restrained his smile and affinity, and it became difficult to recognize each other in an instant. The smile that was overflowing in his eyes disappeared at this moment, and was replaced by endless coldness.
"A Li, what's wrong with you?" Seeing that A Li became so inaccessible, it was difficult for her to adapt for a moment. She couldn't help but stand up and called strangely, "What's wrong with you, A Li?"
"It's time for you to go back." He said coldly, "Go back."
After saying that, he turned around and strode towards the woods.
"A Li, where are you going?" The little man didn't know why he suddenly became like this. She quickly stood up, hurriedly ran back to A Li, and grabbed his sleeve. "What's wrong with you?"
"Don't come again," A Li said coldly and shook his sleeve hard. "I won't come again."
"Why don't you come?" She was caught off guard by A Li's attitude. She couldn't help looking at him with her eyes wide open. The hand that grabbed his sleeve was tightly grasped. "I don't say you're a monster. I believe that you are a human. I believe it's not enough.
This sentence was said pitifully, and the little man's eyes slowly filled with tears, shining brightly, which was particularly pitiful.
"A Li, don't go..."
His heart softened for no reason.
"Ali, I won't say you look like a woman..."
However, this sentence came too untimely. The half-soft heart quickly froze into ice at this moment. The tenderness in A Li's eyes was blown out by the cold wind. He angrily shook off her hand and brushed his sleeve away. She ran after him in the night and couldn't help saying, "A Li, don't go. A Li, don't go..."
In the next few days, she would still come every night, and then sit by the Qingquan pool where they first met, sitting on the grass, looking left and right and waiting for him. One day, two days, three days... For seven days in a row, she waited here.
The night wind is getting colder and colder. She can no longer jump into the clear spring pool and play with water, and can no longer sit there happily and look up at the stars in the sky. Her small body curled up and she couldn't help rubbing her little hands. Her little face was red by the night wind, but her eyes were still like stars in the sky, shining.
A Li, who had been leaning on the high branches, looked at the little man who was stubbornly looking at the grass and silently squeezed his lips. A frozen heart, somehow, made a slight cracking sound, something overflowed, just like a warm current, quietly flowing out of the cracks in the ice, melting the sharp edge, slowly surrounding the whole heart in it.