040: I learned later that it was love

In this year leading to all the years, He Zizi has always been by Lu Ning's side.

She and the two of them accompanied him silently and watched everything that happened after the teenager named "A Li" left.

Lv Ning saw that her mother's mother became depressed because of her melancholy and worried worries, and her health became worse and worse. In less than half a day, she passed away with all her loneliness and gloomy heart. At that time, she saw herself sitting on the steps outside the palace, holding her cheeks in her hand and waiting for the conversation between her mother, who was lying on the collapse and Huanan Yongjia. She also thought that when they finished talking, she was going to come out with her mother to see the peach blossoms in the courtyard, which was so gorgeous. She also thought that for a while, she asked the little eunuch to fold down a few flowers, insert them into the water bottle and put them in her mother's bedroom. Thinking about it, there should be a faint fragrance blooming all over the room. She also thought that she was going to hold the royal brother for a while and ask what his mother had said to him.

However, she didn't have a chance to do these things.

Lv Ning saw the South China Yongjia, who slowly came out of her mother's back bedroom, with a solemn face.

"Ning'er, the queen..."

It is still this familiar scene, and it is still the moment that Lu Ning does not want to face. However, what should come will come eventually. Even if it is restarted, many things will be irreparable. Lu Ning saw that she couldn't hold herself crying in the arms of Yongjia in South China.

However, Lu Ning also saw that the father, who only focused his eyes on the younger and more beautiful concubine, was almost stunned after learning the news of her mother's death. After waking up, he was even more sad and unbearable. With the help and persuasion of the ministers, he could stand up and slowly walk towards his mother's palace.

"I'm sorry for you!" This is the only sentence that my father said to my mother. Lv Ning still remembers the paper couplet written by her father for her mother. Generally speaking, as the head of the six palaces, her mother has the spirit of the world and the sea, and the virtuous virtue of the king. As the wife of the South China Dynasty, she gave birth to and educated such an excellent Lin Er, which is the icing on the cake of the Qianqiu Society of the South China Dynasty. Xuanzhen can be said to be a model of the imperial concubine. Since her, there will be no queen in the harem.

At first, Lv Ning really didn't know that her father could make a vow that there would be no queen in the harem. Originally, everyone thought that the father would be the queen, but after the death of the mother, the father really did not stand up again. The big East Palace has been empty and empty all the time, for the dignified Queen Wenzhuang in the heart of her father. Just like now, it is still empty, but it is also left for the man in the heart of Emperor Yongjia.

Think about it, since ancient times, the love of emperors has indeed been different from that of ordinary people?

Since you have fallen in love with the supreme Ninth Five-Year Supreme, you are destined to go through a different mental journey. Searching in the depths of my memory, it seems that I have never heard my mother complain about my life. Even for countless nights, she was alone in front of the window or thinking alone under the candlelight. Even with such a careless lovesickness and waiting, the mother has never said a word about her father and emperor. Think about it, is this also a kind of love?

In the mother's heart, isn't it also regretless?

The years passed slowly, and Lv Ning saw that she and South China Yongjia were growing up day by day. She saw the outstandingness and courage shown by Yongjia of South China in the face of internal and external troubles; saw him in the court, with his tightly locked eyebrows, and the figure in the imperial study until the early morning; saw him make all his efforts to reduce and exempt the people's tax labor... What's more, he saw that he was turning around and walking towards himself. At that time, he took off all the pressure and burden, and smiled easily and clearly. No matter how busy he is, he will accompany her to eat together, and then walk in the royal garden and talk freely. Every night, she often wanders in the imperial garden. No matter how many times it is, only when Yongjia in South China finds that there is no trace of her, she will immediately start to look for her. And South China Yongjia, who was always full of tenderness on his face, took the later Lu Ning back to the bedroom and held her in his arms to make her sleep peacefully.

In the end, it was he who had been by his side and comforted himself with his heartbeat...

At that time, because of her joke, "My brother wants to divide the future bath with me in half", Yongjia in South China really divided the bath of the "Zhengyang Hall" of the palace of successive emperors into half, and personally gave her the name "Lotus Soup". In order for her to want a palace that can "condense into a palace as fresh as beads of water", he specially ordered people to refine it into a glass tile that can drip water, and built the "Biyun Palace" for her. Lv Ning can freely gallop in the imperial garden and live as she wants. Those courtiers and concubines of the palace all admonished, accusing Princess Lv Ning's behavior as the eldest princess, but they were laughed at by Yongjia from South China every time.

"She's just like this, so let her go." South China Yongjia often said this, looking at Lv Ning's smiling face, with a doting smile on his face.

"Although, the princess is too lively. Thinking about this, if you know about those kings, grandsons and nobles, how can you get married? Zhou Yong, the servant of the Ministry of Ceremonies, often brushed his beard and sighed.

"How can my royal sister live for the eyes of others?" The word "marry" spread to Yongjia's ears in South China, but it ignited an inexplicable anger. He glanced at Zhou Yong coldly and said in a hard voice, "Lv Ning doesn't marry and stays in the palace. Naturally, I will give her a happy life."

After saying that, he actually left Zhou Yong, who was stunned and brushed his sleeves away. Two or three days later, he heard that the prince of a foreign country came to the palace to propose marriage to Princess Lu Ning. The messenger made Long Yan furious because of an accidental and unintentional sentence. He blamed the envoy of this country for a hundred sticks and expelled him from the Central Plains. Since then, no one has dared to mention the marriage of Princess Green Ning in front of Yongjia in South China.

Looking at such wayward and frankly South China Yongjia, Lu Ning unconsciously laughed. He actually loves himself like this, that kind of pet, that kind of attachment, that kind of domineering love... How can he make people not move?

However, I ran away from him again and again because of the feeling that I didn't dare to face. Even don't hesitate to take life as the last bet. She thought that she could go to Danfengqing without his side. She thought that as long as she left him, she could live the kind of life she wanted. However, even if she leaves him, she will never be happy. Because the figure of South China Yongjia has been deeply branded into her heart, and South China Yongjia has also been a part of her life. I'm afraid that love and pain can't be erased?