053: helpless
"All unforgettable love will be accompanied by pain and helplessness." Yang Lang touched the corners of his lower lip faintly, and then turned his head.
"Yang Lang, if you do everything you can to take my palace here and want to tell me such a secret as the old marquis, I also feel that I can't help you with this matter." Lu Ning said slowly and carefully considered Yang Lang's intention in her heart, "No matter whether the imperial concubine Jin in the palace is real Luo Yunjin, I believe that Concubine Jin has nothing to do with my sincerity of the South China Dynasty. In those years, my father's attachment to Princess Jin will never be fake. In the past 20 years, if Princess Jin really has the intention of harming my South China Dynasty, I think that my father and the emperor will never be so safe. Now that it's a dusty past, that's it.
Yang Lang took a deep look at Lu Ning. There was a meaningful smile on his face, and his black eyes rippled with a strange look that made Lv Ning unable to explain clearly. He seemed to be thinking about something, and it seemed that he didn't show his feelings. Yang Lang slowly walked to the desk and sat down.
"Do you really not want to hear many of the stories and inside stories in the court that you don't know?" He raised his head, with a hidden smile on his face, looking at Lv Ning.
"Yang Lang, what I don't think you understand is that, first of all, I am the eldest princess of the dynasty, born in the palace and grew up in the palace. I don't need people outside the palace to tell me the stories in the palace. Second, you are not the royal family, and it seems that you are not your duty as a minister to point about the affairs of the royal family. Lu Ning met Yang Lang's eyes full of inquiry, but with a faint smile. His eyes were bright, but he replied in an uncontense manner, "What's more, I remember that you should be in Zhou County at this moment, but why are you here?" As a minister, he secretly colludes with this bloody organization. Yang Lang, aren't you afraid of burning yourself and causing death?
"Oh?" Yang Lang raised his eyebrows unmoved, "There is a person who is not from the royal blood who is still sitting firmly on the throne that does not belong to him. What am I afraid of?"
Yang Lang's words made Lv Ning's chest suffocate. She stared at Yang Lang angrily and scolded, "Be presumptuous!"
Yang Lang just smiled disapprovingly, and then stood up and stood by the window with his hands behind his hands.
"It can be seen that, princess, you don't care about everything that happened in the past, not even what is about to happen."
"What do you want to say?" Lu Ning said in a low voice, "Yang Lang, don't tell me that some of these conspiracies are also related to you!"
"Are you afraid?" Yang Lang suddenly turned around. He walked to Lv Ning step by step, with a kind of enthusiasm and brilliance in his eyes. "Have you ever been afraid that I have anything to do with this matter? If I was also under siege, would you worry about me? It's like..." He said, the corners of his lips braked slightly, and his voice paused slightly. Just like at the beginning, you used to worry about me, didn't you?"
Worried?
Lv Ning was slightly stunned. She looked at Yang Lang as if she didn't know him, but the look in his eyes was that Lv Ning couldn't understand. It's like an eager hope, and it's like... a thirst.
Are you thirsty?
Are you eager to worry about him?
Lu Ning raised his eyebrows, and Yang Lang obviously noticed this. The eagerness on his face slowly faded, and was replaced by the self-deprecating smile on his face.
"Yes," he said, turning his head and continuing to look out of the window. "For you, what kind of people can you tolerate in your heart?"
Lu Ning didn't say anything. She looked at Yang Lang for a while and suddenly asked, "Yang Lang, where is your eldest brother now?"
The expression on Yang Lang's face suddenly froze.
Seeing Yang Lang's expression, a glimmer of light appeared in Lu Ning's heart. It seemed that in a very secret corner, a line was quietly connected.
"I have been guessing this problem," Lu Ning's black and white eyes narrowed slightly. "If you want to order those border troops, you must be Luo Jin's closest person. Even if Luo Jin doesn't appear, he will recognize that some information and orders are transmitted by Luo Jin. Come here. Previously, I thought that Luo'an was a traitor to the whole Luo family, but now I have to suspect that there is something else in it.
"Hidden feelings?" Yang Lang sneered, "What's the secret?"
Yang Lang's conceited and indifferent expression immediately angered Lu Ning. She raised her voice and said coldly, "Yang Lang, no matter what kind of involvement and connection Luo Yunhai, the Marquis of Beijing, is with your mother, but after all, it is the old story of your parents. I will not publicize these things, and naturally I will not let the emperor know about it. Princess Jin... After all, she is no longer young and can no longer stand such a toss. If it should be forgotten, let it be forgotten. What's more, after all, the Beijing Marquis's Mansion treats you well. The third aunt treats you as her own. I really can't believe that you will betray the whole Beijing Marquis Mansion.
"Do you think you know me?" Yang Lang seemed to be very interested in Lu Ning's words. He raised his eyebrows and his eyes flashed with a playful smile.
"I know Luo Feng who used to be." Lv Ning said something faintly and looked at Yang Lang again. "Even if he is young, frivolous, arrogant and cynical, he is really a cunning and happy person in the depths of my memory, not such a deep and gloomy person."
Lv Ning's eyes were like the cold moonlight. The silver light overflowed, but it was as cold as water that enveloped Yang Lang in it, making it cool slightly in the deepest part of his heart, but after this slight coolness, it hurt gently.
He slowly closed his eyes.
"Go away." Yang Lang said softly.
Lu Ning was silent and looked at Yang Lang again.
For a moment, the air seemed to freeze. Lu Ning saw the loneliness and melancholy on Yang Lang's face. Somehow, his heart also hurt slightly.
Once, she thought that after she changed her face, she was closely related to the Marquis of Beijing in her life. Therefore, for Luo Jin, for Yang Lang, for Luo Ningxiang, she has an unspeakable sense of closeness. But how do you know that some feelings and feelings are deeply engraved in her heart and can't escape at all. So she chose to return to her previous life, but even if she went back, even if she was accompanied by the human figure she loved most in her heart, did... Does this sense of alienation between yin and yang once again exist between Lv Ning and the Luo family?
Lv Ning slowly sighed, and there was a slight bitterness in his heart.