Chapter 23 Lan Muxi's Depression
" Fortunately, Liu Ye has a conscience. He gave me all these plasters. If he hides me, how can he train me in the future..."
It's not to blame Ye Bihuang's heart for blackening others, but Liu Ye is indeed too dark on him. He can't deform a little movement, and he has to do it again. Today, Ye Bihuang has done a lot of exercise far beyond Liu Ye's requirements.
Ye Bihuang muttered while applying the ointment to his joint elbow and spine.
"I'm so tired, so tired..."
Ye Bihuang just finished wiping it, and he fell asleep without even taking off his clothes.
The moon in the sky is so clear, shining on everything in the world. She seemed to be smiling, looking at Ye Bihuang with a kind smile.
Youth is a short-lived dream. When you wake up, it has long disappeared without a trace. Just like Shakespeare's famous saying, the words that have passed away are often irrevocable.
If anyone has the opportunity to do it again, turn over the hasty book of youth, make up for the regrets that make themselves sad, and let life shine brilliantly, he will undoubtedly be a lucky person among hundreds of millions of people.
......
Ye Bihuang shook violently. He tried to open his eyes and sweated profusely.
When he saw a wind chime on the ceiling, Ye Bihuang suddenly calmed down.
"It's so close, I'm real, here..."
Since rebirth, Ye Bihuang has always doubted whether he was really reborn or not. Every time he slept, he was afraid that he would wake up and return to that cowardly life, but every time he woke up, it was this vivid and beautiful world. His parents were still there, and his dreams were still there.
When Ye Bihuang woke up from a long dream through time and space, he found himself lying on a soft single person**, his panicked heart finally calmed down!
There was chaos in his mind, and Ye Bihuang slowly sat up by the bedside. His body is still extremely sore. It was a very simple small bedroom. There was a small table and a chair next to the single bed. On the small table, there was a light blue backpack, which was bulging.
Is this your neat little bedroom a few years ago? He was very impressed with the schoolbag, which he bought for his mother when he was in the fifth grade of primary school.
His upper and lower teeth bit his lower lip and felt the pain. This is definitely not a dream.
He just had a terrible dream that he was 40 years old and was a loser.
With a light step, Ye Bihuang opened the door of the small bedroom and walked out. He looked around blankly. The living room was full of his own furnishings in junior high school, dilapidated sofas, angular coffee tables, a combination cabinet that lost its luster, and an 18-inch TV.
Seeing all this clearly, Ye Bihuang breathed a sigh of relief quietly. He had to do the last thing he could affirm. He quickly ran to the long mirror hanging on the wall and saw a green face that was not handsome, which was exactly what he looked like in his junior high school.
"It's okay, the dream is fake."
"Son, do you get up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet?"
Mom rubbed her eyes and looked at Ye Bihuang. Ye Bihuang looked at the familiar face. The mother who always loved him suddenly felt sour in her heart. At home, his mother and father were his closest people and the people who cared for him the most. With a little movement, his mother would wake up from his sleep.
"Mom..." Ye Bihuang rushed into his mother's arms. This time, he must change the established fact.
"Good boy, go to the toilet quickly and go to sleep after untiing your hands."
Su Yu saw that there was nothing wrong. He patted Ye Bihuang on the shoulder, and then rubbed his eyes to sleep.
"Mom, I will definitely save you two this time, and I won't let you leave me."
Ye Bihuang's parents died suddenly in Ye Bihuang's third year of junior high school, which was a huge blow to Ye Bihuang. The reason was that they went to Yanjing to see a doctor, but they encountered the legendary air crash.
Ye Bihuang frowned and walked to school. He remembered that today was the most stinging day and the most unforgettable day in his life, although it was weaker than Xiao Qiuyu.
But it's enough to change his life.
Today, the monthly exam results of last month should be issued. Ye Bihuang remembers it clearly. Maybe it was because he was too playful some time ago. He secretly went all night a few days before the exam, so he couldn't do it at all. In the end, the results of the exam were very poor. It could be said that It's the lowest time in Ye Bihuang's life. However, it is precisely because of this that his head teacher, Guo Baomin, who is also a Chinese teacher, strongly criticized him. What he said was so explicit that he almost cursed.
Originally, Guo Baomin's image in the eyes of the students was not good. Coupled with his crazy criticism on that day, Ye Bihuang hated him even more.
However, Guo Baomin was so powerful that Ye Bihuang did not dare to resist him at all. In the end, he could only endure it and let him not raise his head in front of his classmates for a whole year. For this reason, he was so young that he once secretly cried for several nights in his quilt.
Sure enough, when he arrived at the class, the whole class was quiet. Ye Bihuang was the only one who arrived at school late. The movement of tidying up his schoolbag was particularly harsh.
Even if Ye Bihuang has tried his best to move lightly, he is still very loud.
"Ye Bihuang, stand up!"
As soon as Ye Bihuang was about to sit down, he heard Guo Baomin's harsh scolding. Ye Bihuang stood up, at least for now he can't fight against Guo Baomin.
The whole class looked at Ye Bihuang with pity and knew that he must be unlucky today, otherwise the head teacher would never look so much. Ye Bihuang also had a big head.
"Cough... Let's start reading our monthly exam results last month! I will focus on two people first. The first one is the first place in our class, Lan Muxi! She won the first place in the class for eight monthly exams, including the midterm exam of the final exam! Congratulations to her."
There was a huge applause in the whole class, and some of the boys were particularly energetic.
The performance of these boys is understandable.
Lan Muxi is the school beauty of the whole school. She is very popular in the class. In addition, she studies very well, so she is known as a little fairy in the whole school. You can imagine how high Lan Muxi's score is among the boys. There are many suitors of Lan Muxi, at least a hundred. Of course, this is invisible. Obviously, there are also five or six. Ye Bihuang can't count them at all.
Ye Bihuang glanced at Lan Muxi with pity in his eyes, because he knew that there was a huge crack in the heart of this beautiful girl like a water lily - her cousin suffered from depression because of the divorce of his parents, and finally jumped off the building and died because of the suffering from illness. Lan Muxi was deeply influenced by her brother and changed to depression, but she suffered from depression, which is particularly rare, called invisible depression syndrome. Usually, it will not be shown at all, only slightly when there is no one, and all the depression is backlog. Until the end, I couldn't suppress it and broke out.
In her last life, this little girl committed suicide by jumping off the building in the third year of junior high school, leaving a brilliant and sad bloody rose under the teaching building, leaving an extremely deep impression on Ye Bihuang.