Chapter 281 Childlike innocence
Since going to college, the two have been separated from each other. Ye Bihuang is from Yanjing University, while Shana is from Southwest University. There is no contact anymore, and even the previous chance to meet has never happened again.
How many times have Ye Bihuang dreamed back at midnight? He sat up from ** in a sweat and regretted why he didn't say love at the beginning. If he had said it at that time, would the result be different now?
However, all of this is just Ye Bihuang's YY idea, which is impossible to achieve. Time cannot be reversed, and it is impossible for people to live again. How can I give you so much time to regret it? Every time I think of that face, the crisp and lovely voice makes Ye Bihuang feel a little sour.
However, all this now has a chance to be realized. Shana appeared in front of her,
She is no longer the ugly duckling, but a white swan,
Everyone has grown up and no longer dares to talk as before. The days when they meet each other and hurriedly leave are gone. Now the two of them can sit together and chat freely,
How many times has this been his fantasy scene? Now it has come true,
Xia Na is not only Ye Bihuang's first love. She represents the green first love time in Ye Bihuang's heart. The feeling of joy in her heartache. She is still a coordinate of Ye Bihuang's life, which will never be erased,
Mother's words came to her mind. If she really had that wish, she let herself feel at ease and pursue it boldly.
Remembering this sentence, Ye Bihuang's heart seemed to set off a huge wave. He had worked hard in society for so many years, and there were many women who had slept. Originally, he thought he could slowly forget her. At this time, he found that he had never forgotten her. Today's meeting ignited the flame in his heart again.
In his heart, his mind is full of her shadow at this moment,
Overlapping, all her smile, just now, now, in the past, the silver bell-like laughter seems to be sliding in my ear at this moment, and the feeling of a slight sour nose appears again,
Can you do it yourself? Is it really okay?
Suddenly, Ye Bihuang was a little unconfident in himself,
After so many years, I almost forgot my feelings for her. Her shyness may have disappeared a long time ago.
But it doesn't matter. I have a lot of ability. Now the main question is, after so many years, does she have a boyfriend? Thinking of this question, that may be surname, Ye Bihuang's heart is like rolling in a hot oil pan again,
He smiled bitterly and met her again. The first thing he felt was the feeling he had the deepest feeling in junior high school.
This is her, this is the charm of first love,
Ye Bihuang got up again, took out a lighter from the back pocket of his buttocks, took out a cigarette from his coat pocket, and skillfully clicked it.
The original unfamiliar movements are becoming more and more proficient. He will no longer have doubts about why he smokes and why his movements are so unfamiliar. However, all of this comes from the repair of the computer's law.
The weak law can completely control human memory. After all, it is a law.
In the corridor, the smoke was ling again. Ye Bihuang smelled the smell of smoke and liked it more and more. What he liked was the feeling of memory in this smell,
At that time, the sky was always blue, the grass was always green, the voice was always crisp, and the smile was always sweet. During the period when there was no seat adjustment, especially when Xia Na's family did not come to the door, Ye Bihuang went to the door of Xia Na's house every day to wait for her. Learning, the two of them rode bicycles together, laughing and making noise at the entrance of the alley, running all the way to the school,
It may be because of tacit understanding, or it may be because both of them are sprouting at the same time, so whether they go to and from school, they will walk together coincidentally,
Sometimes it's joy, sometimes it's silence, sometimes it's discussion, sometimes it's chatty,
When two people are together, there is always something to do, that feeling of depression, that smile, as if it was yesterday,
However, now, Xia Na's sudden appearance has disturbed Ye Bihuang's heart. The original anger and resentment seemed to have suddenly disappeared. Now his heart is full of Xia Na's shadow,
When we were young, we played with each other, and the two sides gradually walked into each other's hearts and became the characters in each other's hearts standing in the distance but close to each other.
But after adjusting her seat, Shana began to study hard, forcibly suppressed the throbbing in her heart, and tried to become a good child in the eyes of her parents.
Ye Bihuang, on the other hand, gave up on himself, forcibly suppressed the bitterness and pain in his heart. He was depressed every day and even bumped into passers-by when walking.
If, if possible
Just as Ye Bihuang was thinking nonsense, he felt a pain in his hand. The original smoke had burned to the end. Ye Bihuang casually threw the cigarette butt into the garbage can in the distance again, with a wry smile on his face. It's better to take a step. Now no matter how much he thinks in his heart, it's useless if the other party doesn't want to.
Ye Bihuang turned around and walked into the ward,
Ye Bihuang didn't know at all that all the memories in the mission space were also filled in his memory through blurring and slightly abstraction through his own memory.
It is similar to reality but occasionally inconsistent,
In the case that Ye Bihuang didn't know at all, this is like another life,
When Ye Bihuang was thinking about it, his real body twitched gently,
Ye Zi, who was in the mission hall of "EX Flying Car" in the computer space, also obviously felt the vibration of Ye Bihuang's body,
She looked up in panic and looked at the ceiling of the task hall. This was the first time that this happened. Logically speaking, Ye Bihuang's physical condition in reality should be completely in line with what the sleeper looked like when he was quiet.
How can it be in such a state now,
Ye Zi looked up at the screen on the wall of the mission hall. Obviously, Ye Bihuang's consciousness was in the task space. At this moment, he leaned against the wall, smoking a Chinese cigarette, and the smoke covered half of his face.
"There should be nothing, but as a computer host, I don't know anything about this situation. It's really awkward. What's going on?"
"However, the owner is so handsome when he smokes. Now he has obviously washed away his memory and replaced it with a new memory to have such a habit of smoking. In reality, I have never seen him smoking."
"Hee hee, when he comes back, I will tell him about this and urge him to smoke. Anyway, there is a kind of medicine in the space, which can permanently shield the harm of smoking."
Ye Zi sat on the ground again, staring at Ye Bihuang, who was leaning on the outer wall of the room of the 302 intensive care unit. One of her little brains had an idea popped out. Occasionally, she felt good and laughed, or covered her mouth to have fun. Anyway, she could be happy alone. If Ye Bihuang was there If you are around, you will definitely be very surprised,
At the same time, in the invisible dark space, in an endless and vast sea of hearts, it is as quiet as if everything is destroyed,
Occasionally, only one or two drops of inexplicable material fall into it from the air, ripple after round after round of moonlight ripples on the lake,
The heart of the sea lake seems to be infinite. In this darkness, there is no end at all, and no active creatures can be seen. Even in the occasional moment when it is too quiet, the water surface is a question, because it is integrated with the darkness. Even if you look at it with your own eyes, you can't see it at all. Silk difference,