Chapter 41 A self-respecting and self-loving woman

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"No... I didn't! I didn't... I... really... that's not what I mean..." Chen Jie's head sweated: "Well, listen to my explanation."

"Don't you?" Song Qianwen looked at him and said, "But what did you do to me just now? How did you do that to me just now? Have you thought about my feelings? Have you obtained my consent? Do you like me? Do you have a love for me? You don't? Then why are you so mean to me?

"I am willing to give everything for you, my body, that's what I want, that's my business, that's my love for you; but how do you do it? You just do this to me. Do I owe you? Although I am willing to give you everything, it is not such a way to give it.

'I'm willing to give you my body' and 'you forced me to possess my body' are two concepts. A completely different concept, from the opposite direction to the other, diametrically opposed concepts.

'I'm willing to give you my own body' is my love for you deep into the bone marrow, but 'you forced me to occupy my body', what did you think of me? There is no equal heart at all!"

"I can give you everything I have, but that's because I like you and I volunteer to do so. But you did that to me just now, but you did that to me. Do you like me?! You don't really know me at all. How do you like me? If you have never liked me at all, how can I... be trampled by you like this?!"

"Where did you put my Song Qianwen? Where did you put the Song family behind me? You know, no matter how much I hate this family, I can't change my identity as Song's daughter. Is it really good for you to do this?"

Chen Jie suddenly felt a little ashamed.

What Song Qianwen said was not wrong. These rhetorical questions made me speechless.

Do you really like her? Do you love her? Just a feeling! Do you have feelings for men and women? I'm afraid what I like is her delicate face! If she wants to change her face, will she really be like this? I'm afraid that I have more desire for her, which is the kind of conquest of conquering iceberg beauties! It's the perverted feeling of modern teacher- student love!!

Song Qianwen's lips are trembling: "I like you, Chen Jie. I love you, Chen Jie! I love you so much that you have almost no self. Since that day when the hero saved the beauty, you have been appearing in my dream as Prince Charming... I can do anything for you and willing to do anything for me! But go... I don't want to be your burden, do you understand? So I suppress my feelings and dare not express my admiration for you at all. I don't want to be any of your involvement, you know? Therefore, I work hard and strive to improve my strength, hoping that I can help you in the future. I would never want to be used by you as a tool to vent my sexual desire! Do you understand? So although I am willing to give everything I have for you, I still refuse your coercive possession of me.

"I want to be a complete woman! Even if you don't like me, my love is still complete! I don't want you to trample on it at will.

Chen Jie's face is pale.

"I'll say that." Song Qianwen exhaled and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, Chen Jie: I shouldn't have talked to you like this. I don't want the man I like to feel bad for me. However, there are some things you know."

She paused and said, "I'm done. Chen Jie, I like you. It's true that I love you: but it's true that you don't like me and I don't love me. That's all. If you want to do something to me, I won't resist you: if you insist on me, I will give it to you. I will do my best to make you happy. But it's because I like you, not because you like me.

She closed her eyes and said, "Chen Jie, what do you want to do, then what are you waiting for?"

Chen Jie staggered back and said in a trembling voice, "Don't force me.

Song Qianwen stood upright with her eyes closed, and tears flowed down from the corners of her eyes.

"What happened today, I went too much!" Chen Jie said heavily, "I apologize to you."

"I have never loved you before, and I have no feelings for you, and I admit that! I just have a man's desire and conquering psychology for you now, and I admit it!"

With Chen Jie's complaint, Song Qianwen closed her eyes desperately and her heart was as cold as ice.

"But..." Chen Jie raised his head and looked at her clearly: "No matter what you do, I have promised to be responsible for you. Qianwen, in the future, I will try my best to make myself like you and fall in love with you!" Chen Jie slowly stepped forward and gently held Song Qianwen in his arms and whispered, "I will make you a happy woman; it will also make you feel that you will not waste your heart."

"If I can't do that, I won't touch you, a hair. So, please give me some time." Chen Jie gently hugged her and said in her ear, "I, Chen Jie, think I'm not a good person, but... let me be a complete hooligan. I'm sorry, I can't do it either? I think I am a hero, but the quality that the hero should have is... Do you know that I finally broke my dark and fierce heart by your few words?

Song Qianwen smiled with tears and whispered, "I believe it."

She raised her head and opened her eyes and looked at Chen Jie: "Xingxiong? Do you have this ambition? Then won't my life be difficult in the future?

Chen Jie smiled and said, "When you fall in love with me, you should know that falling in love with such a man is an unbearable pain."

Bo two are smart people and will never make each other irreparable. As Chen Jie said, what has happened will never change.

Now that it has happened, there is no need to chase it! In this case, why not face it together and work together to change this situation?

Life is not as beautiful as the world from another perspective.

"Okay, let's go! If we don't leave, I'm afraid that we will be found by the chasing Li Qiang troops. At that time, it was not so easy to leave.

"Don't worry, I also left him a big surprise."

Sure enough, before the voice fell, there was a loud noise in the distance.

Boom! There was an explosion behind him...

That's Chen Jie's long-arranged move.

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Continuous explosions attracted the attention of the military. At this time, Li Qiang did not have much effort to find Chen Jie's trace.

However, things are always pros and cons. The explosion not only attracted the attention of the military, but also surrounded more and more zombies towards the retreat. For the zombies with sound**, there were continuous explosions on this side, which definitely made the zombies fly into the fire, and all of them poured towards this side.

"Chen Jie, are you all right? Great, who do you think we found? A Buick business car braked sharply, then drifted a little and stopped in front of Chen Jie.

The person who jumped out of the cab was Wang Wei. How could this fat otaku drive? And from the action just now, the technology is really not bad.

Then Chen Jie saw a familiar little sister, and Chen Lu was sitting on the co-pilot and wading to him. However, this is not surprising. Unexpectedly, the door behind was opened, and there was a haggard face and a trace of complicated eyes looking at Jiang Yuning and Xu Yuqing, who looked at him and Song Qianwen.

They are not dead? Unexpectedly, he fled back to the little red bird station? What the hell is going on?

Chen Jie is a little dizzy.

"Chen Jie, go quickly. This place is no longer working. There are zombies everywhere. We must get out of here quickly." Wang Wei, a little fat man, looked at the zombie not far behind Chen Jie and shouted anxiously at Chen Jie.

"Daw, how come there are so many zombies?" Chen Jie looked at more and more zombies, and then looked around with a depressed face. How can this zombie speed be so fast?

In today's world, the most terrible threat is zombies.

In the face of those walking dead who are fearless, tireless and very difficult to completely kill, human beings have always been in a very passive position, only passive defense, not active attack.

Of course, people living in the red bird defense line should feel much more at ease about the threat of zombies. Strong and stable defense lines, bloody student soldiers, and then food distribution that can't be eaten, but at least they can't starve to death.

This is not a paradise, but at least it is a safe paradise in the end of the world.

So many zombies! No matter who he is, even if he goes out to hunt all day, Chen Jie, whose strength is far more courageous than everyone else, changed his face at the first time!

At this time, how can there be zombies at this time?!

"Is it the explosion that just happened not far away? Are these zombies going... or are they specially attracted by the fat people?

At this moment, Chen Jie thought of the explosion from before, and so many zombies bursting into it was enough for the Hangzhou military to have a good pot of food.

"A get in the car." Chen Jie picked up Song Qianwen and threw it into the car. Chen Jie followed him and got on the car. Then Wang Wei, the little fat man, stepped on the accelerator and rushed towards the wide Provincial Highway 24 not far away in the harsh sound of tire and ground friction.

The provincial road that didn't have many vehicles for a long time was very open, and then it didn't take long for the car to rush out of the largest stationing base in Hangzhou not long ago.

Look at the base behind the flames and groups of zombies, this place where everyone temporarily stopped. The expressions of the people sitting in the car have different expressions.

But the same is a burst of sighs, and no one expected that they and others would leave here in such a situation.

It can only be said that the world is impermanent! Hey!

Maybe because this abrupt rescue operation will hurt many innocent people, but no one will bring it up here. Everyone knows that the most important thing is to save the life he picked up at this time. As for those who are implicated because of their innocence... It can only be said that his life is bad!

Sometimes it is not selfish, but between self-preservation and righteousness, normal people will choose self-preservation. Only those who really don't take their lives seriously will show great righteousness.

And anyone here regards their lives as very important. At least compared with sacrificing themselves and sacrificing idle people who have nothing to do with them, choosing to protect themselves is the most correct choice.

The people in the car excluded the heartless little fat man Wang Wei. Although Chen Lu, Song Qianwen, Jiang Yuning and Xu Yuqing all experienced some people and things in the military and saw some of their practices, they saw that because so many innocent people were implicated and their houses were blown up and all kinds of zombies were rampant. , more or less, some feelings.

is Chen Jie. Looking at Hangzhou, which is getting farther and farther away as the car drives away, his face also shows a trace of complex feelings.

Is he not a qualified hero after all!

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