Chapter 121 Half-open heart, euphemistic advice
The twitch under the palm stopped.
Relying on the weight on his shoulder, he suddenly pulled away.
Unexpectedly, his heart was empty, and Yu thought to himself, perhaps this was her most straightforward response from the bottom of her heart - still avoiding and refusing.
But he still couldn't help looking down and looking for her eyes. What he saw was her stunned and trance.
There are also bright eyes surrounded by tears, which reflect his vague outline in the thrilling clearness. In this way, they suddenly imprisoned him, affected him, shook him, and made him fall into a trance.
The two pairs of eyes are closely entangled and difficult to distinguish.
Yu Yu's remaining reason is clearly cautiously warning that he can't get close and can't sink any more. He should withdraw and ridicule her - you, what a silly girl who is easy to cry - should smile gently and rub the top of her hair, like a brother comforting the wronged sister. This is what he should do. Stay awake and comfort.
But in his heart, a voice was struggling to appeal - no, it's not what you want, it's not at all.
So the trembling fingers got rid of reason, and finally stroked her tear-stained cheeks, where the water was warm, just like the residue on his fingers when he was awake yesterday. It turned out that it was only once, and the familiarity was unforgettable.
consciously, he approached her, towards her clear eyes and warm lips.
He couldn't control his desire to sink in it. His eyebrows beat hurriedly. A strange warmth filled his eyelids for a moment. His eyes struggled out of her gaze, crossed her delicate and graceful nose and fell on the gently, curved soft cherry lips.
At a very close distance, you can already feel her sweet and fresh breathing, clearly see the corners of her lips, and the uncontrollable slight twirl.
Everything is chaotic, time and emotions, past or present life.
But at this time, the scenery was suddenly shocked by the confusion.
She thought that living a new life could repay his efforts. As long as she worked hard enough and one day, she would no longer feel guilty, so she almost forgot that she had been cruel and indifferent to him. Until today, she was enlightened by that accusation - what kind of intention, yes, what is her intention? Question mark What she did was just to reassure herself and could not make up for the cruelty to him in that life.
But in this life, why is he still so tolerant and stupid? As long as she gives it, he does not hesitate to accept it.
So she fled and was ashamed, so she blamed herself and was ashamed, but she fled in panic.
She thought that maybe he didn't need her hypocritical feelings at all. She thought that even if it was by his side, it would bring him nothing more than harm.
Such sobriety is heartbreaking, and it can only be regrettable in the pain.
She didn't expect him to approach her at all, so when she heard the sentence in her ear and saw him close at hand, she still couldn't believe it and thought it was just an illusion.
will face it with a daze and confusion.
Until she felt that his cold breath was almost there, and her heartbeat was too hastily, making her subconsciously turn her face slightly in the opposite direction of his palm.
This is not an obvious escape, which makes Yu Yu stop and continue to approach, and this sudden stagnation also makes the scenery completely awake.
She clearly remembers what kind of harm her escape has done to him, and she can no longer...
Therefore, she corrected the escape in time and resolutely chose to face it and meet it - in this life, I will give you what you want anyway, and even so, she is unable to repay one ten thousandth of the debt.
The eyes and eyes are entangled again.
But Yu Yu is also awake - because in her clear eyes, she is undisguisedly decisive.
Stupid girl... Do you know that you are still crying, and your tears are drowning my fingertips...
In an instant when he closed his eyes, the palm of his hand left the cheek that made him miss, poured his strength on her shoulder, and hugged her fiercely. His cold thin lips brushed her warm jade-like cheeks, and a dragonfly-like kiss fell on three thousand green silk with a sigh.
"Don't cry, if you cry again..." Suddenly, he couldn't find the right words. The teenager still closed his eyes and raised a touch of bitterness on the corners of his lips - I took you as really helpless.
"I'm sorry." Finally, with the opportunity to say this insignificant apology, Yijing buried her face in Yu's shoulder until she stopped choking.
The two snuggled and hugged each other and breathed slightly for a long time.
He relaxed his arms, and then left her shoulders. Her eyes met again, dispersing in a trance, generally tolerant, and generally clear.
Sure enough, as imagined, he smiled gently and rubbed the top of her hair: "You didn't mean to. I don't blame you." This is a pun, but unfortunately, she doesn't understand it at this time.
"I'm not afraid that my brother will cry because of me." The girl seemed to be a little shy, and bit her lips gently: "I just... think of what you have experienced..." It's really difficult to give a reasonable explanation.
"It's all over."
He understood, perhaps when he learned that she was also paying attention to Mother Song and Li Jihe, he already had a hidden hunch; when she knocked around and asked him why he stopped painting bamboo, the hunch was a little clearer; when he saw that she embroidered it herself and covered the pen sleeve given to him; when she should have been alienated and indifferent, she invited him to give birth. Traveling to the Buddha Temple; she looked at him with apologetic eyes and her deliberate compensation; they coincided in many things; most importantly, her attitude towards him and Yu Zhou in this life was completely different from before.
All the clues point to an answer - in this important time, they are reborn together.
However, he seemed to come back a little earlier.
Fortunately, he also learned the truth earlier than her.
She should not want to face him who knew his previous life, so he decided to try to hide her in the drum.
"The Empress Dowager often says that the fifth sister is soft-hearted. It's true. Look at you crying so sadly." Shake his head dotingly. Yu Yu turned around and looked into the railing: "When I was a child, I never understood why the elders always looked at me with pity. I thought that every child could grow up by drinking medicine."
Suddenly, I wanted to tell her about the past: "I have long forgotten the way my mother smiled, and I only remember when she cried." In addition to the two generations, he has been separated from his biological mother for more than 20 years. Although he has been reborn, he has never had the opportunity to return to his biological mother's living time and be with her.
On the high pavilion, the two stood side by side, one talking and the other listening.
"I remember that I was sick for a long time and could hardly stay. At night, I was often awakened by the cold and pain. I saw my mother guard beside me, full of tears of pity. At that time, I didn't know why my mother always cried... It was not until she died at the age of five that I knew the end of the disease. It turned out to be death."
"I suddenly understood that my mother was worried about me."
"Fifth sister, I was really surprised when you gave me a birthday gift that day." Yu Yu smiled and rubbed the top of her hair with a sad face and comforting: "You don't know that my birthday is actually the anniversary of my mother's death... Every day, my father and I deliberately avoided it, and there was no way to celebrate that day. However, after all, I still remember it and dare not forget it.
"After the age of five, you were the first person to give me a birthday gift, and I knew what it was like to be cared about."
"Five sister, I want to thank you, but I don't want to see you cry for me anymore, because it will make me feel guilty."
So...
"If I'm sad, my fifth sister should remember to let me be happy instead of being sad with me, okay?" Just let me remember your smile.
The teenager is slightly sideways, his eyes are clear, and his smile is gentle.
And the scenery finally smiled sincerely.
"Good." She said.
This is his request, and she can't refuse.
Even if she doesn't measure herself, she can't stagnate. From now on, she won't let him see tears. She is not qualified to accept the comfort and tolerance from him.
Suddenly, a gust of wind rolled up the clouds and leaked the whole day. The two of them showed their faces together.
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The sunset is in the west mountain, and the hibiscus is white.
If my aunt was surprised to find that the beautiful scenery of returning to "Yufangwu" has returned to its usual cheerfulness and livelyness, as if the unpleasantness did not happen at all this afternoon. Instead, it was the maid named Qiuyue, who looked quite frustrated. Since returning, she has hidden in the porch and sulked and opened a bright wooden hibiscus. Kneaded to make it red and fragrant.
It turned out that today Qiuyue was outside the "Canjing Pavilion" for a lot of side-and-side attacks, soft and hard. She wanted to ask when the prince and Jiang Wei knew each other and what the relationship was. However, Huidu resolutely adhered to loyalty and refused to disclose the prince's "privacy" and let the Qiuyue girl return from the Huidu. She was good at The field is full of ashes, how can Qiu Yue not be depressed?
The low mood of Qiuyue continued until after dinner. In the past, she became a sawed gourd with a yellow warbler. The contrast was so huge that it naturally attracted the attention of the scenery.
"What's wrong with Qiu Yue today? She didn't say a word, and her face was like a layer of pot ash." After the meal, the scenery led several people to walk in the garden in the evening, joking about the depressing autumn moon.
Chunmu and Xia Ke smiled and said nothing, and Qiu Shuang came forward to report: "Our 'bag inquire' met the 'mmen gourd' today. Even the beauty trick was used, and he didn't say a word from other people's mouths." Then he said how Qiu Yue "torture" and how Huidu "extorted" vividly.
Seeing the wonderful scene with a smile, Qiu Yue gritted her teeth and fell to her feet: "That man is simply an iron plate. He is really impathetic, and the little brother in the clear sky is still interesting and approachable."
"He is the guardian of the son of the world. Of course, he can't chew his teeth with you. This time, it's too much for you." Ying shook her head.
Qiu Yue was full of grievances: "I'm not disswerved for Wu Niang, Miss Jiang..."
Seeing that the scenery was so happy, Qiu Yue mentioned the bad thing again and quickly pulled her.
"Today's matter was unreasonable, and I almost harmed the son of the world, and Miss Jiang reminded me in time." Yijing didn't care: "You can't embarrass Miss Jiang for this."
Qiu Yue was full of disengagement. When she saw that the scene was serious, she gritted her teeth and made it difficult to respond.
However, after Qiu Yue's reminder, Yijing remembered another thing, planned something, and told Qiu Yue: "While it's still early, you should go to 'Yu Zhaoyuan' and talk to Huidu, saying that I have something tomorrow to ask him."
When the four maids heard this, they exchanged glances with each other and agreed that the master was still worried about Jiang Wei and decided to go out in person.
"Wuniang, that man is smelly and hard. I'm afraid that he will pry hard with an iron pestle, and he may not be able to speak." The autumn moon is very sad.
Bing immediately understood that the girl misunderstood her intention, but did not explain much: "You just need to pass the word to him. I have my own plan."
Qiu Yue was ordered to leave with doubts, with a small face stiffened, and brought the words rudely. She didn't even look at Huidu with her eyes, and turned back to "Yufangwu".
In fact, Qiuyue girl really blamed Huidu. Earlier, when she was "examined" at the "Canjing Pavilion", he really wanted to tell Jiang Wei's "attempt" to the girls in the Duke's mansion, using it to "point" the beautiful scenery - the prince has been remembered by Jiang Wei for many years, and the fifth wife must not take it lightly. Several times, he swallowed his stomach. Without the instructions of the prince, Huidu was still a little afraid. Seeing that Qiu Yue's attitude towards him had changed greatly, he only felt annoyed. What's more, Huidu was even more worried about the words that Qiu Yue told him.
He also thought that what the scenery wanted to ask was about Miss Jiang.
In desperation, I had to explain carefully to the son and complain with a sad face: "Because of the 'old friendship' between Mr. Jiang and the son, my subordinates did not dare to say more, but I didn't want to offend the girl beside the Fifth Lady... If the Fifth Lady asks tomorrow, I don't know how to deal with it."
Yu Wei knew that Yijing must not care about Jiang Wei, but for a moment she couldn't imagine what she was going to ask Huidu. She frowned for a while and said, "It doesn't matter what the fifth sister asks you tomorrow, you will answer truthfully."
The gray is full of relief.
Yu Yu never thought that the influence of this "preconceived" was really important, so that he almost exposed the truth he was trying to hide, and there must be another turnaround.