Chapter 126 If there is a chance, can you start again
In late October, the cold rain, which had been brewing for a long time, finally couldn't stand the rush of a gust of west wind. Finally, it fell down finely, but because of this expected autumn rain, it caused many people's emotional ups and downs.
It's like Zhen Mo's anxiousness. Seeing that all the plans are appropriate, I didn't expect that the sky is not beautiful. It is said that Lingshan enjoys autumn. If the cold rain does not stop, the party has to be postponed. If this rain falls for ten days and a half months, but the autumn rain is lingering, and it may not fall until the end of the year, and the banquet has to be Cancel, won't her plan fail? By next spring, it is difficult to guarantee that things will not change. When the Duke of Wei officially went to the Dong family to propose marriage, Dong Yin will close the door to get married. There is no chance to invite her out.
For example, Er Niang, for this spiritual mountain meeting, she made her mother's special trip to make a new set of clothes. She specially let the "Tiangongfang" make a big sleeve jacket of golden embroidered peony, with eight long skirts of smoke and purple waves, which must be gorgeous and thoughtful. It was to let Zhen Sanlang see her dignified beauty, counting the days and nights with his fingers. He didn't want to come, but he was looking forward to a damn rain!
Dong Yin was slightly relieved. After all, she grew up in a county. No matter how her temperament and preferences are different from the noble girls in Kyoto, she is not quite used to these socializing. Originally, Mrs. Dong did not want her granddaughter to get too close to Zhen Mo, but she couldn't stand her daughter-in-law's advice: "Although the Zhen family intends to marry the government, no The eldest princess looked at it but didn't have that intention. Zhen Si Niang repeatedly sent invitations. If we only ignored it, wouldn't it look like a small family? Besides, A Yin should always get used to these entertainments. The old lady wants to come, not to mention that the eldest princess intends Amo to be the eldest grandson's daughter-in-law. Even if this marriage does not work, Amo will marry into an aristocratic family and become another daughter-in-law. Naturally, she will have to socialize with the noble women in the future. It is time to let her familiarize herself with the situation of the aristocrats in Kyoto earlier so as not to suffer losses in the future. I just agreed.
Although Dong Yin still didn't know that the elders were interested in marrying with the Duke of Wei, let alone Zhen Mo's feelings for Su Xing, she really couldn't stand her enthusiasm. She only hoped that the rain would not stop and Lingshan would not be able to finish it.
There are also four women in the State Mansion, who saw her second sister "full of ambition". Instead of dissuade her mother, she fanned the flames and was worried about the meeting of Lingshan and was eager to cancel the trip.
Ying didn't pay attention to this rain, because in her memory, the Lingshan meeting did not change because of the weather.
However, as the weather gets colder and colder, she is only worried about Yu's body. Despite the autumn rain, she still has to go to Yu Zhaoyuan every day to ask for warmth. Of course, she must meet Jiang Wei. Although there is no quarrel between the two, the atmosphere is always a little stiff. For this point, the beautiful scenery can only be helpless. She It is impossible to alienate Yu Yu because of Jiang Wei. In this life, she did not hesitate about the marriage. She thought that as long as Yu Wei was still willing to marry her, she would definitely continue her relationship with him and help him eradicate those life-and-death enemies one by one to ensure his peace and joy. As long as he was willing, she would give it, such as Bring the head of the common age, such as the sound of the piano.
She and Jiang Wei are destined to have such an awkward relationship and can't become confidants.
Sometimes he also thinks that if in this reocable time, he may fall in love with lovers other than her, such as Jiang Wei...
At the thought of this, she found sadly that if this was the case, she didn't know where to go in the future. The only certainty was that she would not hurt him and everything he cared about.
She did not have the qualification to care about admiration and sincerity, let alone ask him to stand as usual.
Regarding affection, he has given too much to her in his previous life, so that even if she gives it to life, she can't repay one ten thousandth.
After all, this autumn rain only lasted for three days. In the early morning of October 23, there was no sound outside the window. Although the sun still lazily hid behind the clouds, the water stains on the black mud of red leaves quietly dried up. Three days later, the agreed spiritual mountain meeting, the mountain road was no longer muddy, only in the early morning forest The mist is still not dissipated for a long time, the red leaves are flying frost, the cold wind is gradually leaking, and thousands of trees are brilliantly dyed with a layer of cool vastness by the meaning of autumn. Such a scenery has a sad beauty of sparse smoke, cold maple, frost and lonely geese.
Unbearable for the car, the scenery jumped into the white foal and gradually deepened in the frosty red leaves. When he saw Yu Yu turned over the horse very neatly and rode with her, his clear eyes were slightly surprised.
Immediately, the teenager showed the dark green thick brocade cloak with black sable collar on his shoulders. He seemed to feel the girl's clear and surprised eyes. He slightly turned his face and stretched the corners of his lips with a pleasant curvature: "Don't be so surprised. I'm just good at riding and shooting."
The morning fog carried the coldness of frost on the leaves, immersed in the young man's deep ink eyes, but it came out like a spring breeze.
Yingjing blinked two rows of butterfly-like soft eyelashes and blurted out his jokes: "It's enough to surprise people. I originally thought it was as difficult for Brother Xi to get on the horse as I used to be."
Yu Yu held a horse's rein, and his back was like a green pine. At this time, he did not look weak at all. He smiled when he heard the words: "I wouldn't, but with such a strict instructor as Huidu, I am not allowed to take advantage of illness to be lazy."
I never thought that one day I could ride side by side with her. Although it was not on the battlefield, I just stepped on the autumn to enjoy the scenery, which was also regarded as a surprise. This may be the ultimate purpose of persuading Huidu to teach riding when he was young and weak. Yu Yu looked at the girl's bright smile in the thin fog and bloomed a bud in his heart. For many hours, Bai Tan suddenly breathed and fell on the country.
The girl's fishy red cloak, white plum spit; the young man's dark green brocade cloak, silver python soared in the air; the white horse and purple hooves walked slowly, and further to the depths of the sadness, the two backs became more magnificent and bright, making the backward attendant involuntarily distance away, not want to disturb the beautiful picture in front of them.
When I heard Huidu's name, I looked back and saw that in the smoke and fog, the brocade bodyguard was shadowy and couldn't see his eyebrows clearly. I couldn't help but be curious: "Xingdu is your guard. At present, it is so far away between the mountains and fields. If something really happens..."
"Five sister is at ease, but if I have a stag on horseback, Huidu will definitely arrive in an instant."
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"I really want to see it." Ying smiled and said, "I heard that Huidu only entered the King of Chu's Mansion six years ago?"
In his previous life, Ying did not know that there was such a black servant with great skill beside the son.
Yu Yu knew what she was curious about and smiled: "Huidu and Master Tongji are old knowledge. His background... is a little strange. In those years, he became friends with Master Tongji, so he introduced him to his father."
It turned out that it was related to Master Tongji, and the scenery couldn't help but add a layer of interest to the abbot of the Buddhist Temple.
Yu Yu looked at her silently, shook his head invisibly, withdrew his eyes, and looked at the wild path winding up in the fog.
She should also remember the assassination of the shocking prime of Dalong in the sixth year of Yuanqing, so she should also be clear about the identity of Master Tongji, but as a boudoir, she should not know that Huidu was the assassin who failed to succeed in those years!
When Yuanqing's ten-year-old Lantern Festival night, Yu Yu drank the bowl of poison. He thought that everything would end, and all regrets and resentments would disappear with his life. Unexpectedly, he woke up leisurely, but found that when he returned to the age of five, he was coughing blood. After being diagnosed and treated by the imperial doctors, he would get rid of the soul pen of the Lord of Hell.
After being reborn, Yu Yu naturally didn't want to repeat the same mistakes. He knew that Qinggu could disintegrate the internal poison, so on the pretext of the princess's dream, he persuaded the king of Chu to send him to the Buddhist Temple for shelter and recuperation. When he lived in the Buddhist temple, he persuaded Master Tongji that time, Yu Yu was only seven years old, but he was a weak and sick*, but he was face to face to face. He exposed the life of Master Tongji as Zuo Hanyun's son, and said bluntly that he would help him destroy the Jinxiang family.
One condition is to find Qinggu to detoxify him through the mouth of Tongji.
Although Tongji had a hatred of destroying the clan, and the six were not empty in his bones, but because he had practiced for many years, although he felt that this matter was rare, he only thought that he had his own divine will and believed Yu's words. Later, he saw that Qinggu could really come back to life, and he was more sure that the son of the king of Chu could understand the heavenly opportunity and follow his words.
Yu Yu was originally weak. Although he knew his feelings, he could not speak clearly to his elders. After thinking about it, he planned to make an alliance with Tongji - Tongji was a Buddhist monk. If he used the calculation of yin and yang as an excuse, the king of Chu would not doubt it, but because of this coincidence, he became a forgotten friendship with Tongji.
Huidu and Jin Xiang also had a deadly feud and were repeatedly hunted down. It was Tongji who helped him hide him and entrusted him to a dark faction as a dead man. The picture is to assassinate Jin Xiang at the right time in the future.
Yu Yu, who knew the future, of course urged Tongji to give up such a doomed failure plan.
Tongji's words to the son of the world, as if he were a god, naturally would not refute it, so he terminated the original plan and let Huidu escape and shelter in the royal palace of Chu.
The reason for the confusion of beautiful scenery is that Yu Yu is also a reborn person. Before she woke up in the years of cardamom, Yu Yu had already begun to plan.
At this time, the teenager was on the side again, with deep and clear eyes, resting on the fresh and beautiful half of the girl's face.
Do you know that when I wake up, the first decision is to stay away from you and not to get involved in your life?
But I can never let go of the malice around you. Do you know that one of the important reasons why I decided to go to Yizhou to study is to avoid you? I have never been able to do it. I am close to the alienation and indifference, so I want to escape from afar. Before leaving, when I saw you hand in hand with Yuzhou Playing and two little guessing, how can your heart be twisted like a knife?
Bin scenery, you never belong to me.
However, after all, you and Yuzhou can't have a full moon. There should be no me or him in your life.
You know, I have never resented you.
You don't know that when I was in a sick bed in my previous life, the only thing I felt happy was to listen to Yuzhou talk about you endlessly - the five sister's words are really beautiful, the fifth sister's painting is amazing, the fifth sister learned an ancient song, and the fifth sister and the third sister quarreled again. This is the fifth sister's work. The fifth sister gave me a folding fan today. The green bamboo on the top was painted by herself. The fifth sister had her own yard, and there were a lot of green bamboo in it. The fifth sister was the best with me.
I have never met, and I am familiar with you, your joys and sorrows, your cheerfulness and straightforwardness, what you like, and what you hate - through the mouth of Yuzhou.
In those years, I thought Yuzhou really regarded me as a brother and brother.
But I was jealous of him. Since that year's banquet, the Empress Dowager asked me to select poems. When I chose the leader, I learned that it was you.
The Empress Dowager pointed out of the window and smiled at me, "Yu'er, that's Jing. Look at her naughty look, but she can't see that she has such talent."
In March, the golden sun is bright, the plum blossoms are still red, and the cherry blossoms bloom early.
In Ziyanhong, it was that glance, which made me unforgettable.
Binjing, I wonder if you would be happier without that one?
I have long been suspicious that the person who harmed me was originally my second uncle, but I thought that Yu Zhou was innocent.
But I'm so jealous of him, his childhood sweetheart, and two little guesses. What's more unacceptable to me is to watch you get along with him. If I get justice for my mother and myself, you will regard me as a hatred.
But what can I do? I am destined to be an early man, and you and I have no future.
Later, Qinggu appeared and healed me, so I thought that this might be God's will. After all, it did not completely abandon me and gave me hope.
Therefore, I begged the Empress Dowager and my aunt to marry you. I told them that the real murderer who poisoned my mother and concubine and me is my second uncle. Yu Zhou is the son of the murderer. Therefore, I can't let you marry Yu Zhou. I promise to the elders that I will cherish you well, make you safe and happy, make you happy, single-hearted and never live up to each other. .
Bingjing, I don't hate you, because I was wrong in the beginning. It was my obsession that made you suffer.
If it weren't for my wishful thinking, if you didn't marry me, you wouldn't be taken advantage of. If you and Yuzhou don't live under the same roof, one day, you will also forget him. With a person who cherishes you, grow old together, and your descendants will not experience such danger and killing. Your life should be So.
I brought you into crisis. I don't have the ability to protect you, but I just want you to be by my side.
So, in the coming time, I decided to stand far away and stop disturbing your life.
I really made this decision, but when I returned from Yizhou and met you again, I still couldn't help but waver, especially when I found that I didn't know when you would return.
So, even if I treat each other indifferently, I can't stop you from approaching again and again. When I face your strange tenderness, all persistence will fall apart. In fact, I don't want to do this. I don't want to look at you with guilt, resentment and hard to let go. I can't do it. I stand by and watch your pain.
Is there another possibility for us? Yijing, if you put down your guilt, can we start all over again?